Sorry for not updating in a while. I was ice-skating with my Hockey club on Saturday and show-jumping at me equestrian centre today. I came sixth! I would have come forth with a clear round in 33 seconds but I'm never that lucky so the horse I was on knocked the last jump…which means -4 points…:L Anyways Next chapter C=

Humans and Kisses

I walked into through the door and was greeted by the sight of Jacob, Sam another guy and Leah. Jacob and Sam were glaring at the stranger, who I could smell to be a wolf, and Leah was glaring at me, for whatever reason I was oblivious to. I could sense Seth upstairs, he wasn't fully awake but he was waking up. Alice, Edward, Carlisle and Esme were also in the room.

"Sorry I offended you by walking through the door, am I not allowed doing that or something?" I asked Leah, she stiffened and looked as if I had hit a nerve. One point for Lisa! I thought. I saw through the corner of my eye, Jacob stifling a laugh, but I was still looking Leah in the eye. I heard Sam cough nervously, I tore my glare from Leah and looked gave Sam a questioning look. "What?" I asked, he didn't answer me at first; instead he nudged the stranger hard in the ribs. The stranger coughed nervously.

"Em…this is Paul," he paused "and he has something to say to you," Sam shoved Paul forward, I glared at the man taking cautious steps forward, I felt the anger swell up inside me, this guy tried to kill me. How could I not hate him! I took one step back, into a defensive position and he stopped proceeding towards me.

"Look, I'm…eh…sorry for you know…yeah," he stuttered nervously whilst rubbing the back of his neck. Ugh the nerve of him! "Sometimes in my wolf form, it's hard to control my emotions," he defended himself.

"Uh, no shit!" I scoffed under my breath, knowing all would hear me. I saw Jacob snicker slightly from beside Sam.

"Lisa," warned Carlisle quietly, I turned to face him, now I was angry.

"What? It's not my fault I'm like this. It's not my fault Seth imprinted on me! And it is not my fault HE attacked me for no good reason! So yeah, I am pissed off and even as a Vampire I have a right to be," I screamed at more to Paul than Carlisle. I still didn't feel better, I heard Seth running down the stairs, obviously wondering what I was screaming at. But I didn't stay to find out, I ran out of the house, at vampire speed. I didn't know where I was running; I just had to keep going. Every time I picked up the pace I was getting angrier. I slowed my pace down to human speed. I was in the middle of the forest. I recognised this part of the forest; it was the clearing I found when I first went hunting with Edward, the one with the horse in it. I walked into the centre of the clearing and sat at the base of a tree that was in the centre. I pulled my knees up to my chin and held them there with my arms which were wrapped tightly around my knees. I cried into my knees even though there were no tears. I heard a wolf approach me from behind, I didn't even have to check who it was, I knew it would ne Seth. Within seconds he had his arms wrapped around my shoulders and hugged me into his chest. I turned around in his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck. I cried into his shoulder and he rubbed his hand up and down my back, comforting me.

"What happened back there?" he asked into my hair. I didn't want to reply, but I knew I had to.

"Seth, I hate being like this. I don't want this kind of life! I…I want to grow old and, like, get married and have kids. And I want to find that perfect guy, whether it's you or not, and have that perfect house and I want to argue over what colour curtains we would have in our sitting room. I don't want to be fourteen for the rest of my life, I want to have my sixteenth birthday and I want to go out with people my age in I want to get wasted and end up on a couch in some strangers apartment. I want to have a family and give my kids the childhood that I missed out on. I want to actually live my life and I want to one day, whenever that day maybe, know my time is up and I want to have no regrets and have no enemies anymore. I want to live my life knowing that there is nothing more I could have done to complete it, I want to live it to the full. I don't want to know that I'm missing out on life. I don't want to stay with the Cullen's-not that I don't respect what they have done for me- but I hate what I have become and what I'm gonna be for the rest of my long, miserable life. I hate this," I sobbed into his shoulder, all this time he had been listening intently to me, hanging on my every word. I felt his arms stiffen around me. I could almost taste the anger oozing off of him.

"You can still most of that," He suggested. Boys can be so stupid!

"Seth, I'm going to look fourteen for the rest of my sorry life! I can't do anything!" I yelled before placing my head back into his shoulder.

"How did he turn you?" Seth growled through gritted teeth. I shook my head; I didn't even want to remember it. He repeated again, "Lisa, how did he turn you?" he asked louder than before. He had pulled me off of him and was now looking deep into my eyes, he had me at arm's length now and was crouching down to my height as I was a good bit smaller than him. "What did he do to you?" he asked slowly. I shook my head, couldn't even look him in the eye.

"I'm sorry, I…I can't," I whispered under my breath, staring at the ground. I heard him sigh, and I automatically felt guilty, but I was in no way prepared to tell him what Bryan did to me. He was searching for my gaze but I just couldn't meet his.

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Its' been almost six weeks since my first day at school and my first formal introduction to Paul. I had continued going to school in Forks High School and to my delight, John had stayed well out of my way although I did receive the odd hope-full look or perverted gaze. It did make me slightly uncomfortable from time to time but I often over-looked it. I was currently in the room the Cullen's had set up for me. It didn't have a bed-nor did I need one- but it did have the biggest closet I have ever seen! It also had an iPod dock for the iPod Alice had bought me one day when she dragged me into town. It was a Saturday so I had no school today. There was something I was supposed to remember, something Edward-o had told me was happening today. Somebody was coming today, who was it again? Meh- I'll eventually find out, I thought. I had my headphones over my ears; the sound was so loud that even with my enhanced vampire hearing I still couldn't hear anything else around me. Carlisle thought it was dangerous and I told him not to sound so much like an old man. I was wearing my grey sweats, a blue and white zip-up hoodie and my red and green high-tops, Alice would have burned my out-fit, but I didn't really care. My hood was up and I had my hair in a single plait that was tied around the base of my head and was hanging over my shoulder. I was texting one of the girls in my year, Megan, I wasn't that friendly with her, she sat beside me in Geography, but I had nothing better to do with my Saturday.

I headed down the stairs, not taking my eyes from the small screen of my phone. I was half-way down the stairs when…is that…cooking? Can I really smell cooked food? None of the wolves were here, I would have known long ago, so why would the Cullen's be cooking? I headed towards the kitchen still with my phone in my hand, but I pulled my headphones around my neck so I could hear what was going on around me. I pushed open the door and found all the Cullen's in the kitchen. Each of them was cooking. It really was an abnormal sight.

"What are we doing, having a party?" I joked and hoped up onto the counter. I took up an apple in my hand- even though I had no intention of eating it- and played with it. I looked around and saw all of the Cullen's were very well dressed, all of them and I mean even Emmet-shirt and all. Rosalie probably promised him something, I wonder what that could be. I noticed a new girl standing beside Edward, looking awfully uncomfortable. She was human, I could smell it. I don't know how I hadn't noticed her before now. She was standing really close to Edward. I suddenly remembered why today was so important. "Oh-this is…your- the human? That's today?" I asked. I heard Emmet snicker from behind me and I threw the apple at him without looking back- I heard it crumple as at hit him. Edward was glaring at me with an ice-cold look.

"Bella I'd like to introduce you to Lisa, the, well, newest edition to our family," Edward said stiffly. I waved half-heartedly at her.

"Yeah, I'm the newbie. I'm also the coolest one here, as you may have noticed," I said smugly. Bella looked awfully uncomfortable.

"And the most annoying," declared Emmet, shoving me off the counter to place a bowl on the counter. I looked inside and saw something that looked along the lines off chicken shit and horse puke. I raised an eyebrow to him.

"What are you trying to do, poison the poor girl who is unfortunate enough to be stuck with ol' Edwardo here?" I asked bluntly. Rosalie started to laugh. She was beside me now looking into the bowl Emmet had prepared.

"Yeah, honey, I'm with Lisa on that one," she snickered and high-fived me. I turned to Emmet and stuck my tongue out at him. When I faced Edward and Bella, Bella looked as if she was about the throw up. I decided to make her feel better.

"Oh don't let Emmets bad cooking put you off Edward. Emmet just can't cook, whereas Edward has-well- some qualities," I smirked at Edward. I LOVE annoying Edward!

"Seriously?" Edward asked. I just shrugged smugly at him. He pointed to the door, and I glared at him.

"Fine, I was gonna leave anyways," I said smartly heading towards the door.

"No, I think you have a visitor," he sighed, Bella looked at him in confusion. I heard Edward mutter "her Boyfriend," into her ear and she nodded.

"Really?" I squealed but didn't wait for a reply as I was already out the door and into Seth's welcoming embrace. He had gotten bigger over these few weeks. He was more muscular, manlier looking, hotter looking. But he still had his boyish smile, and I never wanted it to change. I leaned up as he leaned down and his lips met mine. His kisses were good, but all I could think about is how amazing they would be if I was human. I tried not to let it get to me. Our kiss was short and sweet; I had my hands enlaced in his. I dropped one hand and held on tight to the other. I led him into the house, but not into the kitchen. We walked up the stairs and into my room, which was at the end of the long upstairs corridor, and all Cullen's were forbidden to enter into. He took his usual seat, into a soft arm-chair beside my closet. He placed me on his lap and I took my usual position; my back against the arm of the chair and my legs draped over the other, I was more lying across him but it was still comfortable, and my favourite place to be. He had his arms securely around my waist, his hands locked together at my lower back- as if he never wanted me to go.

"So, what are we going to do today?" he asked me with a smile. I thought about hanging around the house but then the human, Bella, turned up so that idea was out of the window.

"Well that depends on where you're going to take me," I replied smugly. He laughed softly and then stopped as he had an idea. "What?" I asked him cautiously.

"You should meet my family, before you ask they will love you!" he declared. He looked so excited about this idea however I wasn't.

"But I'm a vampire, we're not allowed on the reservation," I started, kinda hoping he would drop the idea-but he didn't.

"Then they can come up to Forks, please Lisa," He pleaded. I looked into his deep brown eyes; there was so much hope in them. But I had to disappoint him.

"Look Seth, Leah already hates me! I really don't think I should-"I started but was interrupted by his lips connecting with mine. I deepened the kiss, longing more from him and he was willing to give. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought myself closed to him. He pulled away for a moment.

"All that matters is that I love you," he told me-looking me straight in the eyes.

"I love you too," I told him and kissed him again.