'Didn't think I would see you again chapter 15'
A/N: Guess what? We made it to 150 reviews :D thanks to everyone who reviewed :P the 150th reviewer was Meggers82891:D Thank you!
Umm to Kluddlesforallxx first off 'Kluddles' Cute as :P second, yeah chapter 2 was an unintentional AVPS reference
Forgot to mention that Cohen and Sam came from the idea of 'coham' left by GetInLineHeIsMine thanks love!
Also I am so terribly sorry for last chapter, the typos were AWFUL, I'm going to take it down soon and edit it.
Sorry for the update rate, especially after a cliffy My artsy side took over and I stared to draw :P I am going to make a Deviant Art so then you guys can see my creations, they are not the best but I love them
Umm this chapter is a little sad sorry
Hope you enjoy nonetheless
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Blaine was slowly pacing the waiting room, he looked up at the clock, it was nearly three thirty in the morning, Kurt had been taken away into the emergency room over forty minutes before and he was starting to freak out a bit.
Burt was sitting in a waiting room chair staring down at his hands, his fingers laced together; he couldn't lose Kurt, he couldn't lose his baby boy, not when they were so close to becoming a family again. How would he cope? Probably the same way he did when Lizzie passed…He just wouldn't…
"Lizzie I think it's time we told him" Burt said looking at his wife from his position in his chair beside her bed.
"Burt I don't want him to know, he's just a kid"
Burt looked down at his hands, fingers intertwined with each other, "The doctor said its going to happen soon, I just want him to be ready"
"And ruin his time with me? I won't ruin his innocence like that"
Burt looked at his beautiful wife "How am I supposed to tell him?"
Lizzie looked at him "Tell it like it is, he's a strong boy, he will get through it-"She put her hand on Burt's "-so will you, one day you'll find someone to love again"
Burt gripped her hand softly "I will never love another"
"That's really romantic Burt, but you're still young and you deserve to love again, I want you to love again"
Tear's fell from Burt's eyes "Why us? Why do we have to lose you?"
"Because everything has its time, this is mine"
"Bull shit, don't give me all that, you don't deserve this"
"I know Burt, I know you're angry, but please don't make this worse, you've got me for a little longer"
Lizzie pulled Burt close and he laid his head in her arms as he cried "I don't want to lose you"
Lizzie kissed the top of Burt's head "You wont, I will always be with you"
"Mummy!" Kurt came running down the hallway.
"Brave face Burt" Lizzie whispered and Burt sat up and wiped his face.
Kurt came into the room a moment after with a smile on his face "Can we watch a movie mummy?"
"Mummy is a little tired right now sweet heart, can we watch a movie in a little while?" Lizzie asked and Kurt pouted and she gave in.
Lizzie smiled at her son "Bambi?"
Kurt looked at her and said "We always watch that"
"It's my favourite"
Kurt smiled "I know mummy, I'll put it on for you"
Kurt ran to go grab the video and Lizzie looked at Burt "We will tell him tonight"
Kurt came back into the room and put the video into the player, he climbed onto the bed with Lizzie and curled up next to her as the movie started rolling.
Burt held Lizzie's hand, the beeping of her heart monitor setting the tempo of his breathing; around half way through the film Kurt and Lizzie had fallen asleep.
The movie was close to finishing when Burt looked over at Lizzie, he watched her rhythmic breathing, she sighed and her hand slipped from his, the monitor began beeping wildly.
Burt's heart dropped into his stomach, this was too soon, not now, Burt looked at his wife, 'She looks so peaceful' he thought to himself 'just like she's asleep'
Burt looked at Kurt, 'We were going to prepare him tonight', the machine beeped loud but Kurt stayed sleeping in his mothers embrace; Burt turned the machine off and took the contraption off of her finger.
He sat there and held her hand softly, "I'm not ready Lizzie" he said to her softly "-why now?" he questioned her, tears falling rapidly down his face "-you said we had longer"
Burt smiled "You're hay-fever is going to muck up if people send too many flowers"
"-You always said that that's how people pretend to grieve, by sending meaningless lilies" Burt's lip trembled and he bit it as to not make a noise and wake Kurt "-I never wanted to see lilies"
He looked at Kurt sleeping "I'm going to have to wake him soon, Lizzie, I don't want to tell him, he's so young"
Burt looked at Lizzie's face and pushed her auburn hair back behind her hair "You're so young"
"Daddy?" Kurt said softly, Burt looked at him again and cried harder, burying his face in to the bed "Daddy, did I do something wrong?"
Kurt looked at Lizzie "Mummy?" he shook her gently "Mummy, Daddy's crying"
Kurt shook her a little more "Mummy!"
Burt looked up at Kurt "Kurt, Mummy isn't going to wake up" 'Tell it like it is' "Mummy can't be with us now"
Kurt's lip trembled and tears welled in his eyes "What do you mean?"
"Mummy passed away"
Kurt turned back to Lizzie and shook her a little harder again "Mummy stop being silly"
"Mr. Hummel?" The doctor asked as he came out, Burt stood up and wiped his face Brave face Burt "That's me"
Blaine stood next to Burt "Kurt's okay, he's stable, he was given GHB which is a form of date rape drug it's working its way out of his system, if we didn't get to him sooner then there would have been a more than serious problem. He has a slight concussion, He sprained his right ankle pretty badly, from what we can tell some of the ligaments were pulled; both sides of his collar bone is broken, there is some thumb shaped bruising around them, we suspect forced sexual activity that was why we ran a rape kit on him"
Burt looked at the doctor his stomach turned.
"-There was some circular bruising around his pelvic area but we suspect they're love bites, other than that there was no signs of penetration"
Burt and Blaine sighed at the same time "-We will be contacting the police about this however there is not a lot that they're going to be able to do if Kurt can't remember, which is a high chance due to the nature of the incident and the drug we also noted some older bruising that will have to be addressed"
Blaine looked at the doctor "Kurt fell over last week and landed nastily on his side"
The doctor nodded "Noted"
"Why didn't you tell me Blaine?"
"Kurt was worried about your heart"
Burt nodded, Kurt always put others before himself "Can we see him?" Burt asked.
The doctor nodded "Yeah also he will have to stay here a couple of nights, just until he can get the GHB out of his system"
Burt nodded and the doctor led Burt and Blaine into the room where Kurt was, "Blaine!" Kurt cried when Blaine walked in first "-Don't come in, I look hideous"
Blaine laughed "You look wonderful, now stop fussing"
Kurt smiled at him and watched as Burt walked in "Daddy!" he cried and Burt breathed a sigh of relief when he saw him.
"Hey scooter, how are you feeling?"
"They put me in hospital clothes" Kurt pouted and Burt laughed "I will drive and get you some Pyjamas soon"
Kurt smiled wide "Yay"
The doctor walked in "He's still floating on cloud nine, that's the alcohol; his possessions are in the top draw"
Blaine walked over to Kurt and looked at him with a small smile on his face, the Kurt before him was so different to the one who knocked on his door.
Blaine looked at the doctor "When the ambulance officers came to pick him up, Kurt said he only had a pain in his head"
The doctor nodded "That's the bump on his head, however he couldn't feel any other pain because in his inebriated state he had no sense of it- someone said he drove to your school, it's amazing that he got there alive and that he was able to do it at all in the state his foot was in"
Blaine nodded and turned back to look at Kurt, "You hear that Kurt? You're a miracle"
Kurt smiled at him dopily and then looked behind him at Burt "Daddy, I had this dream and you were there"
Burt smiled "Was I committing a crime against fashion?" he asked, knowing what Kurt normally dreamt about.
"No Daddy, Mummy was there too, she sang to me"
"That's lovely Kurt"
"Hmm…" Kurt laid his head back on his pillow and began to reminisce through song "baby mine, don't you cry, Baby mine, dry your eyes"
The doctor smiled and left the three boys, Blaine looked at Kurt, he didn't get to hear him sing often and Kurt's voice was beautiful.
"Rest your head close to my heart, never to part, baby of mine"
Burt placed his hand on Kurt's calf while he listened to his son sing dopily, he remembered Lizzie singing this to Kurt when he was born…
Lizzie looked down at the small boy in her arms, nine long months for something so tiny and beautiful, Burt looked down at his family, Lizzie looked so happy and his little boy brought tears to his eyes, he had a son.
"What are you going to call him?" The midwife asked.
Lizzie smiled "Kurt, courageous and courteous, brave and wise; perfect name for him"
Burt nodded and the midwife noted it, "Also Kurt like Kurt VonTrapp" Lizzie smiled and Burt nodded "You and your musicals"
"Do you want him to have a middle name?" The midwife asked and Burt looked at Lizzie.
"I like Kurt Isaac, what about you?"
Burt smiled "Isaac is wonderful"
The midwife nodded and left to take care of paper work.
"We did it Burt" Lizzie said looking at her baby boy "-We're parents"
"Can I hold him?" Burt asked his wife softly, Lizzie smiled and gently handed Kurt over to Burt.
Burt looked at his son "Hey there tyke, welcome to the world"
Kurt started to cry "He doesn't like me Lizzie" Burt gently handed him back to Lizzie.
"Hussh" Lizzie said gently rocking Kurt "He likes you fine Burt, he's just getting his sea legs in this shaky thing we call reality"
"Baby mine, don't you cry" Lizzie began to sing "Baby mine, dry your eyes"
Lizzie wasn't the perfect singer but watching her sing to the newborn Kurt, Burt thought it was beautiful.
"Rest your head close to my heart, never to part, baby of mine"
Burt watched in amazement as Kurt calmed down "Little one when you play, don't you mind what you say, Let those eyes sparkle and shine, never a tear, baby of mine"
Lizzie dabbed a tear away from Kurt's face "If they knew sweet little you, they'd end up loving you too; all those same people who scold you, what they'd give just for the right to hold you"
Later in Kurt's life Burt would realise how important these lyrics were, "From your head to your toes, you're not much, goodness knows but you're so precious to me, cute as can be, baby of mine"
Kurt fell asleep in Lizzie's arms with a soft expression on his face.
Burt listened as Kurt relived the song, his lullaby, he could see that Blaine had a small tear in his eye as he hummed in form of harmonizing with Kurt, his boy's were wonderful.
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Nine hours later had Burt slowly waking up from his position in the chair close to Kurt's bed, he looked up and Blaine was standing by Kurt's bed holding his hand as they whispered to each other, Burt couldn't hear what they were saying, but that really wasn't the point.
Burt yawned and Blaine turned around and looked at him "Morning, Kurt's still a little out of it, he's been whining about the clothes for the past hour"
Burt nodded "I will go home now and pick him up some clothes, you going to be alright if I leave?"
Blaine nodded with a small smile "I got this"
Burt stretched and stood up and clapped Blaine on the shoulder "You're a good man Blaine"
Blaine nodded and Burt looked at Kurt "Hey kiddo, I'm going to go get you some PJ's"
"Thanks Daddy"
Burt left a moment after; "Blainey-Bear?"
"Yeah Kurtsie"
Kurt looked up at Blaine "come closer"
Blaine looked confused but moved in closer "Do you need something?"
Kurt reached up with his hand and touched Blaine's face gently Blaine smiled slightly in response, Kurt looked down at Blaine's lips "yeah I do"
Kurt leant up and pressed his lips to Blaine's, Blaine was shocked but moved slowly into the kiss before detaching gently "Kurt, you're not thinking straight, I can't kiss you like this, it's not fair… on either of us" Blaine straightened up and Kurt nodded slightly.
"Can you lay with me?" Kurt asked gently and Blaine's eyes widened "-I need it Blaine, I need you to hold me"
Blaine nodded and Kurt rolled gently onto his side, Blaine kicked his slippers off and climbed in beside Kurt, placing his hand tentatively around Kurt's stomach, Kurt covered Blaine's hand with his own and moved back into the embrace.
Kurt visibly relaxed into Blaine, Blaine sighed as he watched Kurt slowly drift off to sleep, Kurt's so beautiful Blaine thought to himself how could someone hurt someone as beautiful as him.
He could hear Lady Gaga playing somewhere, OH! That's Kurt's phone, Blaine slid out of Kurt's hospital bed and opened the top draw of the dresser, he picked up the mobile.
Aiden
Blaine looked at Kurt, he was sleeping peacefully for the first time since he came to Blaine, no way was Blaine going to let Aiden ruin it.
Blaine took the phone out of the room and answered "You have some real nerve calling"
"Oo smart mouth there Blaine, Where's Kurt?"
"He is somewhere where you can't touch him" Blaine growled.
"That's okay Blaine, I did enough of that last night" Aiden mocked.
"You bastard! You god damn bastard!" Blaine said in a harsh whisper.
"Kurt's quite a good lay, hmm what he lacks in experience he sure does make up for in enthusiasm"
"How dare you talk about him like that"
"Too bad you're never going to know"
"Don't be so sure, Kurt's in hospital, you're as bad a seducer as you are a person, couldn't get in his designer jeans so you resource to drugging him"
"I don't know what you're on about Blaine, I would never drug Kurt, which hospital is he at, I need to see him"
"Like I'm going to tell you, you disgusting rapist! Now leave Kurt alone!"
Blaine pressed end on Kurt's phone, around a minute later the phone started ringing again, without looking at who it was Blaine answered.
"I said to leave Kurt alone, you repulsive ignorant arsehole!" Blaine got a few strange looks.
"Hello to you too" A voice came that wasn't Aiden's; "-Blaine is that you?"
"Who's calling?"
"Man, its Puck, who did you think it was?"
Blaine sighed "I thought it was Aiden"
"Blaine, Dude, What's happened?"
Blaine rubbed his forehead "It's bad Puck, really bad, Kurt turned up at my room in the early hours of this morning, he was crying and Aiden hurt him and boasted and he quoted Bambi and he was high on GHB"
"Whoa Whoa, calm down, where are you?"
"I'm at Mount Carmel, St Ann's, the hospital in Westerville"
"Okay we'll be there soon"
"We, Puck, whose we?"
"New Directions"
"No, just you, don't tell anyone else, please"
Blaine closed his eyes while he waited for Pucks reply "Okay man, just me, I'm on my way, hold tight"
Blaine sighed in relief, Kurt would kill me if they all turned up, Burt called Blaine's phone a moment after, just asking what he should get Kurt.
Blaine came back into Kurt's room a moment after "Where'd you go Blaine? I woke up and you were gone" Kurt said quietly, his voice still full of sleep.
"I'm sorry Kurt, your Dad called and I didn't want to wake you"
"Okay, I like your PJ's Blaine" Kurt said with a small smile and Blaine looked at his clothing, he was wearing his blue cookie monster Pyjamas that he bought not long after he found Kurt again. They were traditional in cut, the sleeves were a little long for him, but they were really comfy, he'd forgotten he was wearing them.
"Blaine, can you lay with me some more?"
Blaine nodded and climbed into the bed again, situating him self behind Kurt like before, he wrapped his arms around Kurt and pressed a light kiss to the nape of Kurt's neck.
Kurt shivered in response, but it wasn't a bad shiver like before, Kurt smiled before officially ruining the perfect moment "Can you call Aiden? He must be really worried"
Blaine looked at Kurt, nobody could be that stupid, surely, "Er Kurt, I think he might have been the one who put you in here in the first place"
Kurt shook his head "Aiden didn't, I remember seeing a guy holding a bag of pills, he must of done it"
"Kurt-"
"Blaine, I can't remember anything else and besides Aiden is my boyfriend, why would he give me drugs"
Because he is a deranged psychopath who wants nothing more than to destroy your life "I don't think Aiden Lawrence is all who he cracks up to be"
"Blaine, he is perfectly fine"
"Kurt, how can you be so blind, he is using you"
"I don't know anything else Blaine, I can't, no, I won't go back to being lonely all the time"
Blaine looked down at Kurt "You won't be lonely"
"Blaine, you can't promise that"
"I can, Kurt I-"
"Time for your lunch Mr. Hummel" came a nurse who rolled in a cart, she looked at Blaine "Hon, you can't be in bed with him, it's against hospital policy"
Blaine climbed out of Kurt's bed defeated, every time he tried to tell Kurt how he really feels, someone always interrupts.
The nurse left a moment later, upping the amount of pain killers Kurt was getting first, Kurt looked down at the plate of food he was expected to eat, he looked at Blaine.
"What's this supposed to be?" he asked Blaine, pointing at the slab of UFO, unidentified fried object "-I can't even tell what kind of meat it is"
Blaine laughed "Well at least you have delicious green jell-o" Kurt smiled and picked up the spoon and the jell-o, he tried putting the spoon in and the spoon snapped "Oh My God, Blaine, its rock solid" Kurt laughed before putting the jell-o and spoon down.
"There is a cafeteria down stairs, want me to get you some chips?"
Kurt's eyes turned hopeful "Hot ones?"
Blaine smiled "With Gravy?" Kurt nodded rapidly before realizing that it really hurt to do that, he moaned and Blaine rubbed his arm comfortingly.
"I will see if they make milk shakes too" Blaine grabbed his wallet and slipped on his slippers before leaving the room to run down to the cafeteria.
When he reached it he joined the line of the quant little area, when asked what he wanted he ordered two large chips and gravy to go and two chocolate thick-shakes.
They put the chips in a take-away bag and the drinks on a tray; he left the café a moment later returning to Kurt's room.
When he came in Kurt started laughing, Blaine put the chips and drink down on the side table before asking him why he was laughing.
Kurt laughed a little more before moaning at the pain it caused "You're in your Jimmie jams" Blaine looked down and oh yes he was.
"Oh crumbs" he said and that started Kurt again "-what's so funny this time?"
"Just you" Kurt said endearingly, Blaine reached into the bag and pulled out one of the Styrofoam caskets and opened it, he pulled out a chip that didn't have any gravy on it.
Blaine waved the chip in front of Kurt's mouth until the boy gave in and took the chip from Blaine his mouth filled with the flavour of… salt.
Kurt's eyes widened "Kurt, love, what's wrong?"
Kurt looked at him "I remember salt, my coke, it tasted like salt" Kurt closed his eyes and he got flashes of a party, he could remember dancing, so much dancing, he could see a room he was approaching it and then the door closed, he couldn't remember anything more.
"Kurt? Sweet heart, are you okay?"
Kurt had started to cry "I'm hopeless Blaine, I can't remember anything"
Blaine rubbed Kurt's face of the tears "Look at me Kurt, come on open your eyes" Kurt looked up at Blaine "-that's it, now listen to me, you are not hopeless, someone has done this to you and it is not your fault"
Kurt nodded slowly biting his lip "We can leave the chips if you'd prefer" Blaine said and Kurt shook his head.
"I want them; I can't let a drug fiasco ruin my whole life"
"You're going to have to be in a wheel chair for a bit, the doctor told us while you were asleep"
Kurt looked at him "It's ruined my life"
Blaine laughed "Open up" Blaine said holding another chip in front of Kurt, who took it off Blaine with his mouth, keeping eye contact with Blaine.
Kurt ate the chip and smiled when Blaine had another one ready "I can feed myself Blaine"
Blaine smiled "Probably but I don't want you to hurt yourself and I really don't want to let go of this power"
Kurt laughed "You have no power over me"
Blaine laughed "So now I'm not Hoggle but Jareth"
"King of the goblins" Kurt smiled.
"Better than prince of the land of stench"
"We are so nerdy"
Blaine scrunched his nose a little "You love it"
"Nerdy is the new sexy"
Blaine smiled and leant forward to kiss Kurt's nose "So any plans?"
Kurt smiled "I'm thinking I can bedazzle the wheel chair"
Blaine laughed at him "You could, and you can forgive me as well"
Kurt looked at him strangely "for what?"
Blaine bit his lip "Puck knows"
A/N: So the cliffy wasn't as bad as before and we have some good things and sad things hands up if you cried *throws hand up* this was an extremely hard chapter to write, it took three hours to write the first flashback, I couldn't concentrate I was crying so bad :P
I apologize once again for the little break Mainly caused by the start of this chapter.
I hope this provides some resolution for you guys in terms of what went down in the bedroom, yes I hate Aiden too, the bastard writes himself
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Til next time
Shae xo