Hey guys! I have a some things to tell you. First, today is Carlos Pena's 22nd birthday! So, in honor of that, this is a SPECIAL chapter which means it is the chapter a lot of you have been waiting for.

I decided that whenever I watch an interesting video about Big Time Rush. So... please check out this video. BTR puts a smile on a little girl's face who hasn't smiled in months. .com/watch?v=2e4CczRVJpI Please watch, they make a little girl's day, a little girl who has cancer. In your review, please tell me how much more sweeter you think the boys of BTR are now.

AN: I don't own anything but what I've created. This chapter's not even exactly mine because I used Miss. Fenway's story; "September" for a ton of help. If you see chapter 7, they are a lot alike. So if you see anything familiar in this chapter, it belongs to her. :)

As they walked into Camille's room, they braced themselves for the worst. What did Camille ever do to deserve this? She never did anything wrong. She has always been everything but selfish. So why was she in this position? Not being able to acknowledge her surroundings?

Flashback:

"Is her father here?" the doctor asks.

"Not at the moment. I talked to him about ten minutes ago and he told me he would try to come in an hour. Now can you please tell us what's going on with Camille?" Logan asks, slightly annoyed.

"Very well then. Is there someone left in charge of her while he's not here?"

"Mrs. Knight," Logan gestures her to go.

"No Logan, honey. You're her boyfriend for over two years."

"How about you both come with me?"

"No! We're all family here. They all need to know, too." Logan gestures to his friends as they all nod anxiously.

"What's wrong?" Kendall bursts out, not being able to wait patiently.

"She's awake," he tells them, but they all know there's more. There no more childhood innocence protecting them. Even Katie is terrified of what might have happened. A months or two ago, Carlos would have jumped for joy, but even he is silent.

"What else?" Stephanie asks.

"She's kind of in an in-between stage?"

"What do you mean? Didn't you just say that she's awake?"

"Well, yes. That's true, she's awake but she's not exactly in her senses. She has had a great shock, I would say. Even though she wasn't awake, it was like a panic attack in her sleep. She's catatonic. She's not responding to us at all."

Logan, knowing what he meant, instantly froze. He's heard of this of course from his studies to become a doctor but he never imagined that one day he would have a loved one in the same position. He had questions but he stayed silent because he knew if he spoke, he would cry.

"Is she going to return to her senses anytime soon?" questioned Carlos.

"It's too soon to tell but it's possible. We were thinking that maybe people she recognizes might be able to help."

"So where is she?" asks Kendall.

"She's still in the sane room and yes, you can go see her."

"Thank you doctor," Logan says as he breezes by to go see Camille.

Kendall turns around for a second to ask, "Mom, are you coming?"

She smiles sadly and shakes her head. She gestures to a terrified Katie and says, "Later."

Kendall nods, understanding. Katie always acted so much older than she was, but she was still young and this was a lot for her to handle.

End of Flashback...

"Hey Camille!" Carlos tries to be cheerful, hoping that Camille responds.

But she doesn't answer. She is sitting up slightly on the hospital bed, staring into space. As much as they don't want to admit it, Camille doesn't look so good. Her eyes look haunted, dull and lifeless. Once they were sparkling with life, joy and passion. Camille has always been slightly small for her size, but she's beyond that now. Her hospital robe is hanging so very loosely on her. But even do. You can see the jagged bones sticking out of her body everywhere. It's like she's just bones.

Her brown curls are knotted with some blood left over from the "incident". It is tangled, knotted with blood. But at the dame time, it the best looking thing about her right now. Her left leg was propped up on a pillow, in a cast. The rest of her body was still littered in bruises and cuts. Some of the cuts will leave scars, they know but not all of them will. The bruises have started to heal, turning a yellowish color. Soon, most of them will be gone. But the memories and scars will remind her everyday what happened. For that, she will always remain haunted. Life won't be easy they all know that.

"Hey Cami," Logan seats himself next to the hospital bed. He takes one of her hand in her own and kisses it, never letting go. But, it doesn't effect her at all. In fact, she doesn't even flinch. She just continues to stare into space.

They stare at her; hoping she will realize that something's wrong and speak up. But she doesn't. She doesn't even acknowledge their presence. A month ago, she would have at least flashed them a genuine smile.

They waited. They waited for he to react. But, time bring impatience; fear and above all sadness. In time, tears leaked out of their eyes as they pleaded over and over to her, but she didn't pay any heed. She remained in her shock filled state, not responding.

"Come on, Cami please. We need you- I need you. I can't live without you. I love you. Please come back," Logan sobbed in their hands which were still together.

"Come on, Cam. Who's going to teach me to be a great actor? Who's going to help us out on a day-to-day basis no matter how stupid our plan is?" James cried.

"I need someone to show me how to pull awesome pranks,"Carlos smiled sadly.

It was horrible. It was as if they were saying their last good byes. But, they weren't. She wasn't going to die, but she wasn't exactly living right now either. Still, they continued. They had to show her how much she meant to all of them, even if she didn't react.

"Who else is going to help me think of genius plans that just don't always seem to work out..." Kendall sighs.

"Who going to help me scare people out of their skin?" Stephanie asks, not expecting an answer.

"Who's going to be my beat friend? You were my first friend in LA, and I'm so thankful. You welcomed me with open arms and I need you. I do. Really. Please come back, Cami." By now, Jo was leaned against the wall, slowly sliding down, tears falling freely down her face, her breathing heavy and hoarse.

"No, I need you. You can't leave me here. You can't!" Jo's head was down, her breathing becoming heavier by the second.

Her normally pale face was turning a light tinge of blue, as she could not breathe. They didn't realize this because her head was down, her blonde locks covering her face. Air was becoming a problem for her. She tried her hardest to lift her head and whisper, "Help me, please."

They were watching her, too shocked to move, but Logan is the first to move and Kendall soon follows. Camille was not forgotten, but Jo needed them more right now. It was a matter of life or death. Camille would understand, she always did, she would be okay for some time. All of their friends gathered around while still making sure they weren't overwhelming her.

"I need to you to breathe okay, Jo?" Logan tells her.

"C-Can't."

"Come on, you can do it," Kendall says, lifting her chin so she was looking him in the eyes.

Jo shakes her head her head, but still tries.

"Breath in, Jo. You have to. Don't leave us."

"Could never," is all she manages to get out while trying to breathe.

"Then breathe. Do it for Cami."

Suddenly she draws in a deep breath. Her breathing is still heavy but now because she needs to catch her breath.

"Thank god," Kendall sighs in relief. He pulls her close to him as she tries to catch her breath, and he kisses her forehead.

"You scared us all to death, Jo," Kendall spoke for all of his friends. Everyone was too shocked to speak. They had just witnessed something that could've been the end of heir friends life yet none of them had called for a doctor. Deep down, they knew they should, but they wanted to believe that she would be alright. All of them would be. Eventually.

"I'm sorry guys. I didn't mean to. I swear. It's just that when I thought about living without Cami, it all became too much. I d-didn't want to think that."

"At least you're all alright," Kendall lightly kisses her lips and embraces her again. Their friends watch the sweet moment, relieved more than anything.

"You really scared me, Jo. What would I has done without my best friend?" At the sound of the voice, they all jump. No, it can't be. The voice that they've been begging to hear has spoken, because of another tragic incident. But they should've known. Camille never leaves a friend in need. Still, they're shocked. Slowly, they turn their head to face a worried Camille. Her eyes are shining with life yet filled with worry.

"Miss me?" she asks, she smiles a sad smile, waiting for an answer.

AN: There you go, the moment all of you have been waiting for. Camille's awake! But this is NOT the end if the story. It's far from over. So tell me what you think. I know you all were worrying that Camille might die, but obviously she's not. I liked this chapter, because you can really see how much they care for each other.

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