Hi! No my computer is not fixed! But I feel bad that I have not been updating for a while and thought I could start from where I left off by myself. I can do this. I believe in myself! But yea...I hope you enjoy my chapters...also I also wonder if you guys ever thought about Susie. What her human life was like? All I say is she was like turned into a vampire a this blah blah blah age. I don't really say much about her except that she was Nessie's best friend who was a vampire. But here is chapter 3!

Chapter 3

Lily's Pov~

Today was my mom's birthday. September 10th. She wasn't that excited but Alice of course was going to throw her a birthday party. A really big one. Aunt Alice told be all about it. She already invited everyone from Nessie's school. Also she needed to get my mom out of the damn house. So that was my dad's job. Alice would set up as I hang out with Seth, once again.

We were both outside just laying there on the grass. Seth wouldn't say a word usually when I was silent because he knew that was how I wanted it. But I think Seth is hiding something from me. A big secret.

A secret that I am dying to know. Did it have to do something with what Jane said? Did it have to do with the werewolves? What huge secret could he be hiding from me? I want to know but Seth doesn't. He's probably dating a girl and doesn't want to tell me. But I'm not jealous. Seth is my brother and only my brother to me.

"Seth, can we go see your mom? I bet she made food!" I say trying to start a conversation.

He goes, "Let's go then!" He smiles at me while I smile back.

Seth's Pov~

Earlier that morning.

"Oh hi Seth," said Nessie said. "So who are you looking for...if you're looking for Jake you have to make it quick because he is taking me somewhere so Alice can get my damn party ready!"

"Actually, I think I rather talk to both of you about this," I say to Nessie. "It's kinda important. Only talk for about five minutes."

Nessie nodded and smiles as she called for Jake. "What? Alice is going to kill me if I don't get Nessie out of here in ten minutes so make it quick please!" Jake said quickly.

I swallowed and I didn't know how to say this. Should I say...no. "You know how I've imprinted on your daughter...well I was wondering when should I tell her?" I asked. I knew Jake was going to kill me.

"Not now, how about till she eighteen?" he said and then said, "Officially eighteen."

"Jake!" snapped Nessie. "He can also tell her when she is in her teen years like fifteen or sixteen or even seventeen. You can't just say no till she is adult by then...Lily will be in love with someone else. Seth will be heart-broken. We'll talk about this more later, we'll think."

"Okay," I sigh.

No One's Pov~

At Seth's House

"Hey Lily!" said Sue Clearwater as she hugged the little girl. "I haven't seen you in awhile. Can you tell your mother I say happy birthday the next time you see her? Also I have a preset for her." Lily smiles as Seth walks toward them.

"Sethy! Can we play a game?" she asked as Seth looked down at her eyes and said of course. As they both grabbed a board game. Lily's favorite, Sorry. She oved that game and she would usually win, once in a while Seth would actually win. But that is why Lily loved it so much. "So, I don't know what to get mommy for her birthday?"

"You already gave her something," said Seht as Lily looked at like he was crazy. "You gave her you. That's the greatest gift anyone can have."

Lily smiles and blush. "Yea, but I want to give her something more than me. Like everyone is like surprise I'm even alive!"

"Yea, but don't worry, you'll think of the perfect gift for her." Lily smiled knowing loving Seth.

Nessie's Pov~

I walked in a hair salon place to get my hair done for the party. There a was a girl name Carly. She had blonde long curly hair. Adorable green eyes. Really tan skin even though it was like never sunny here in Forks. There wasn't a really a tanning booth nearby. "Hello, you must be Renayamay?" I smiled as she tried to say my name.

But I corrected. "Renesmee," I say. "But you can call me Nessie." I sit down in the chair where she asked me too.

"So you want a inch cut off the hair, put a little more coloring in it, wash hair, do nails and toenails," she said making sure. She seemed really bored with her job and it made me wonder why the hell did she do this damn job?

"Yea, I guess." For the next five minutes she does my hair in silence. "So...do you like working here in a hair place?" Carly cut a little more off before she answered.

"Um...well not really. It's just...well it's complicated and a long story," she replied.

"I have time."

"Well...I always said I wanted to a beauty hairstylist. My mom took me way too seriously and got me in beauty school. I couldn't refuse her and I still can't. Like I mean hell, my mom would kill me if I just threw away all the shit have been given to me. Stupid college. A damn house. I've been given such a perfect life but I don't want it. I feel like I have no struggles to worry about. Also I can't have kids because unable. I have no siblings. It's just me and my mom. It's like I can't refuse. Like I hate doing hair now! I'm sick of hair and everything." Her story wasn't too long or too complicated.

But I guess she didn't want to make me feel bad while she was doing my hair when I knew she hated it. "My friend would have told you, Suck it up. You're lucky you have fucking perfect life while I have a fucking terrible life. So just shut the fuck up bitch. That's what my friend would have told you. But I would just say sorry normally."

"Wow, but you're friend is damn right. But oh my god! Fuck!" she cursed. "I'm so sorry I accidentally colored your hair blue."

"It's okay." I thought I could be nice. "JUst design it with the blue, but not all blue or my Aunt Alice will kill me and want me to be in hell right that moment." I joked and Carly started to fix my hair.

Once she was done and said good-bye, Jake was here to take me home to the damn party which I did not want to go to.

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