I stepped out of the small room. Silence greeted me and surrounded me. The darkness covered me like a blanket. There was no one, and no sound was audible. "Hello?" I asked brave into the void in front of me. I got no answer. I rushed back into the room and took a blade off the desk in the back. "Now, what shoulf I do?" I asked myself and looked into the black. First of all, I needed a light. I searched in the room where he kept me imprisoned. I found some unused torches and lighted one up at the flame in that room. Then I entered the black. I knew, my father build a labyrinth down here, so I started running aimlessly into one direction. I took a right turn, and after a while I turned left. and soon, I was lost. I only knew the direction I needed to go, but I didn't knew where exactly the way out was. I remembered thet I got lost down here a few years ago. Anush gad told me he had a surprise for me, and he had it hidden somewhere in the mansion. But I would only get it, if I behaved on the late evening's meeting. I was very curious, so I got easily distracted while his friends were playing with me. Then one of them got angry.
"Anush, you told me she would please me" he screamed at my father. "Well she opened her legs and you finished your business inside her, didn't you? She did her job" Anush answered. "I want her to scream in pleasure. I want her to fuck me and I want her to love me. She should want me so hard it hurts" he complained. "Well, take her back and tell her what she has to do. If you mention her surprise, she'll do whatever you want her to do" Ansuh said. I stood naked behind this man. Maximilian Anderson was his name. "Now, go Max" Anush hurried him. Max was a tall man, very muscular but a little slow in his head. He used to fuck his mother, like he told me while he was working on me, but she died a few weeks ago. Now he needed someone else who told him to be loving him. It was usually a call-maid, but today, he wanted me. Something special, like he said. "Come with me babe" Max grounted and dragged me back into my room. "Do what I say and you'll get your surprise earlier" he shouted. But what he asked for was too much for a little girls heart. "I can't" I cried. Max hit me. "Do as I say!", he shouted. I cried even harder, and Max hit me again. "No!", I screamed and tried to run away. Max catched me and trew me on the ground, where he contiunued hitting me. I tasted blood in my mouth, and fainted. When I woke up, I was naked, on a cold metal desk. There was a electric light above me. "Stay still", someone says. It was a female voice. I sat up und looked around me. A woman, hiden underneath a veil, gave me a white nightgown and disappeared. I put on the dress and looked at myself in a mirror on the wall. I looked pretty bad. Max beat me unconscious. "You're awake now? Max beat xou very hard, and then raped you. When i looked after you, you were almost dead. Stand up", my father said after he entered the room. I stood up und reached out for him. Anush pulled me into his arms and kissed me. "I like how obedient you are", he whispered. His hands slid under my dress. "Dad...", I whispered helpless. I didn't want this. Anush undressed me and layed me on the cold table. "Say it", he shouted. I shook my head. Anush hit me, and I screamed. "Say it", he whispered angry. "I-I want you", I cried and closed my eyes. As he pushed into me, I imagined being somewhere else, in a fairy garden. "Gosh, you're so tiny", Anush said and I went back to reality. My father let go of me and stared at me across the room. "Dress yourself and find your surprise", he said and left the room. I dressed myself and left the room too. Only to find myself in a labyrinth. I took a torch off the wall and started to walk. I needed a break after a while, and finding myself in dead ends lowered my mood. I got angry and disappointed, as I continued to walk. My throat was dry and I was almost passing out, that weak I was. I found the exit of the labyrinth. "There you are my little bird. Remember now, if you don't do, as I say or my customers say, I will trow you down there, and let you die", Anush greeted me on top of the stairs. "The surprise?", I asked. "There was never such things as a surprise for you. You're not worth it", Anush laughed and went away.
I felt the tears on my cheeks, but I didn't slow down. Somewhere down here was Levi, and he came to rescue me. "Go on, for god's sake, you can do it", I told myself and continued to walk. The darkness calmed me. Being down here let me think, and remember a lot. I remember the good days, where my father was out on bussiness. I remember playing in the garden, picking flowers, all the flowers and the forest. I remember watching and feeding the horses, caring for the rabbits and cuddling them in the backyard. I remember the summer, playing in the small river nearby, wearing soft dresses, going out into the city for shopping and eating ice cream. I remember winter, baking with the kitchen staff and singing songs with the maids, decorating the mansion and playing hide and seek. I just remembered positive things to light up my mood. I recalled Levi's eyes, how caring he was. I had friends out there, who loved me. I didn't need my family, I didn't need my family's name. I just needed Levi and my friends. "There you are", someone said in the darkness in front of me. "Mum?", I asked confused. I clenched my fist around the blade and swallowed. "You shouldn't wander off", she said and came near me. In her hand rested a small sword. "I will find my way out", I said and pointed the blade at her. "I will kill you", she answered and smiled. The insanity lit up in her eyes. "I will be faster", I shouted and rested the torch at the wall. Then my mother attacked. I ducked unter her sword and hit her dress with my blade. Her dress now hindered her movements and I attacked again. She blocked my attack with her sword, but I pushed her backwards. She stumbled and reached out for the wall. I cut her arm, and went behind her. She trried to turn around but fell to the ground. I jumped on her, but she pointed the sword at me and I had to withdraw. "You are a better figther than me, but my blade is londer", she said and cut down her dress. She tried to stand up, but I cut her swordhand and she let go of the blade. I took the sword and kneeled on top of her, my blade on her throat. "You should have died and stayed dead", I told her and cut her throat. I took the torch and went away. I tossed the sword away at the next turn. Killing my mother was easier than I expected it to be.
I heard the sounds of a battle and knew, I found them. I started to run, the torch in front of me. "Levi!", I shouted. I turned left and found myself in a dead end. I turned around and started to run again, and eventually I saw a ligth at the end of the way. I tossed my torch away and ran into the light. In front of me was a battlefield, filled with guards of my father and my friends. I stabbed a guard in his back and helped Eren. "There you are, Levi is sick of sorrow", he said and went to fight another guard. One of them came towards me and pointed his sword at me. "Who did you killß", he asked me. I looked down and saw, that my clothes stained of my mother's blood. "Tamara", I said and smirked. "You killed your own mother?", he asked in disbelief. "Yes", I nooded and attacked him. Fighting the guard was way harder than fighting my mother. He was trained and one of the best. Plus, i got easily distracted by my suffering friends. "You are a monster", the guard shouted, but he just enraged me. I decided to kill him and moved faster. I ducked under his blade and got behind him. Then I stabbed him in the back. He fell to the ground and stopped moving. Three people died of my hand. I smiled and turned around. I started to like it. I helped killing two other guards, until I reached the stairs to the mansion. "Levi must be there somewhere", Armin shouted and ducked the blade of another guard. I jumped at Armin's side and killed the guard by stabbing him aimlessly. "You're insane", Armin said. "I killed my mother", I said and smiled. "Stop that, that's creepy", he laughed, but I saw the worry in his eyes, and the fear. Fear of me. I turned around and helped my friends to kill the rest. "Let's look for Levi", Eren said. "What happened to you?", Mikasa asked. I was surprised of her concern. We started to climb the stairs. "I don't want to talk about it", I said and shrugged my shoulders. "You don't have to", my bestie said. I showed them the way to the great hall, where Levi was battling my father. "She's worth fighting for!", Levi shouted and blocked my father's attacks. "She's pregnant with my child, I'm fighting for my kid!", he said and continued to attack Levi. Levi was already badly wounded, and blood stained his clothes. His own blood. "Yes, but she's still worth it!", Levi shouted and attacked Anush. My father had trouble to keep up, because Levi continued to move faster, and his attacks grew stronger. "She doesn't even love you. She just loves the idea of loving someone", Anush said and smiled. "She never fell inlove, and after all that happened to her, I wonder if she will ever truly love someone", he said and laughed. levi stopped and raised his blade to defense. "She loves me", he whispered. His eyes darkened. "Do not insult her. Never say something about her, you're not certain about. And never, never ever say she wouldn't love me!", Levi screamed. He raised his blade again for a final attack. Anush smiled. "She told me", he said. In disbelief, I took my blade and started t run towards him. "You liar!", I screamed, but Eren jumped at me and trew me to the ground. My disagreeing shout fainted in the air. Anush and Levi didn't hear me. "Let go Eren, I have to finish him off!", I said and tried to free myself of him. Armin took my blade and hid it behind his back. "I'm sorry", he said. Eren helped me up and we continued to watch their battle. Eren still hold me back. Levi took a step forwards, and Anush raised his sword to attack too. He stepped forwards, and Levi moved his blade. So did Anush.
A/N: This is it. The end. It's up to you how you imagine it ending. I don't want to write it, because an happy end is unrealistic, but a sad end is breaking my heart. Thanks to all, who read it, even though it's such a bad story. I'm really thankfull!
Itte Kimasu!