I wanna get the talent show over with. I don't want that there anymore.
it can't be in the way...so here it goes.
Talent Show
Chapter 19
After a month I was all perfect...no broken anything. Charlie hasn't beaten me in a while which is good. Emily his girlfriend were still together. I was at home getting ready for the Talent show and I was wearing white shorts, blue converse, and blue strapless shirt. I did my makeup. I put hoop of earrings in and I was ready. My sister was downstairs eating some pizza Emily bought us.
I see from the view of the kitchen. But not facing the stairs and I look over at the couch and see Emily and Charlie smooching on the couch and I roll my eyes and walk to the kitchen. "So, any news on mom?" I see Hailey nod yes. "What?" I ask.
"Mom has lung cancer. You know when I told you I don't know what cancer. I was just always afraid what cancer she would have. Like breast cancer. Remember the smell of smoke she smoked and us." I laugh.
Flashback Starts
"Mom," I was 14 years old. "Why do you smoke?" I ask. "Can I try?"
"Why do you wonder so much Bella. But I smoke cause I am a adult. You must be eighteen to smoke." I pout. "You won't like it period." Mom said.
"Then why do you like it?" I pout some more till I get to try. "You always say try first before you say you don't like it." I used my mother words while Hailey comes running out.
"Mommy, why can't we try beer or smoke?" Mom laughs at the comment that was made.
"It's bad for you."
"Then it must be bad for you!" My sister and I both yelled. "Please!" We beg.
"Fine, if you stop pestering me after wards and never have another drink or smoke."
"Okay mommy. We promise!" We both shout.
Mom grabs two paper cups pours only a sip for us from the beer. I and Hailey grab the cups and drink it. Hailey spits it out automatically while I just swallow it, the taste was okay. She grabs one cigarette out. "You guys can share. You first Hailey. Just one inhale and the breath out." Mom lights it with her lighter. Then Hailey breaths in and out and coughs a little and runs away, to go brush her teeth most likely. Then I inhale and breath out.
"Mom, it's not that bad you know. So what are we going to do with this." I say pointing a cigar. Mom breaths out smoke. She shrugs and finishes the one she was smoking and smokes the one we smoked.
Flashback Ends.
"I wonder what I would think now of it." Hailey says. "Well I am going to a friend's house." I nod.
I drive myself to the school to get to the talent show. I see Edward. "Hey!" I shout and hug him and kiss him lightly on the lips. After a hour one girl named Liesa and her brother say Love the way you lie.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Next up was Alice Cullen who played her instrument the flute and played it beautifully. Then up was a girl played the piano and was pretty good. Then people sang and played what they knew! Adia...
Edward's Pov~
Adia was trying to look sexy and she was looking sexy but I didn't shit. Adia was wearing short shorts that almost showed her ass and was only wearing a bra. No teachers supervise the talent show because they don't five fucking shit!
All the boys were looking at her. Her boobs popped out alot.
Bella's Pov~
What the fuck is the matter with her? Then she started singing.
Hot and dangerous
If you're one of us, then roll with us
'Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
And we've got hot-pants on enough
And yes of course because we're running this town just like a club
And no, you don't wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace
I've got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-o-o (Let's go!)
CHORUS:
Tonight we're going hard
Just like the world is ours
We're tearin' it apart
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!
We're dancing like we're dumb
Our bodies go numb
We'll be forever young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!
DJ turn it up
It's about damn time to live it up
I'm so sick of being so serious
It's making my brain delirious!
I'm just talkin' truth
I'm telling you 'bout the s— we do
We're sellin' our clothes, sleepin' in cars
Dressin' it down, hittin' on dudes (HARD!)
I've got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-o-o (Let's go!)
[CHORUS]
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
Tonight we're going hard
Just like the world is ours
We're tearin' it apart
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!
We're dancing like we're dumb
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Our bodies go numb
We'll be forever young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!
"I have another song too!" Adia screamed.
For those who don't know me,
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way,yep
24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy, everywhere
just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection
I always gets a ten,
'Cause I'm built like that
I go through guys like money
flyin' out the hands
They try to change me
but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never plan
If you're gonna be my man understand
I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed
If there was a question about my intentions,
I'll tell ya
I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell you to go to hell
(I'm not a brat like that)
I'm like a puzzle
but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this,
we can make some magic,
I'm wrong like that
I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know
I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed
Well I'm not a trick you play,
I'm wired a different way
I'm not a mistake,
I'm not a fake,
It's set in my DNA
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
(I can't be tamed)
I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know
I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed
"Thank you very much" Adia screamed and it was my turn. I saw Adia.
"Hey you bitch!" Adia shouted over the crowd. "Break a leg and make sure you really do bitch!"
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work, and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
It still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When you birthday passed
And I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing
From the passenger side
And I realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms
That September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time...
"Just my fave song and here comes up my boyfriend Edward and we will be singing together!" I shouted loud and plus so Adia would be jealous!
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
We sang beautifully and you should have seen Adia's face
I know really long chapter...
i just needed a break and i had a good one...
i got a refreashed mind and i can write this without
confusing myself! now at least 1 review!
