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Chapter 7
BPOV
I sat in the hallway for what felt like hours.
I cried and cried until my eyes and throat were sore, but it still didn't seem enough.
And even when the tears finally slowed to trickles and the sobbing grew quieter and quieter, I knew I wasn't done.
I also knew I needed to move.
I needed to get out of here.
I stood slowly.
My legs gave way slightly and I grabbed the wall for support, as I stumbled down the corridor.
I took the stairs instead of the lift, wanting to avoid as many people as possible.
I stared at my feet as I walked, my eyes felt heavy and all I wanted to do was sleep and cry some more.
When I stepped out of the building I noticed it was still dark. I didn't know what the time was, I didn't really care, I just focused on my shoes.
I wandered through the streets, staring at the pavement. I didn't think about where I was going, I didn't think about anything.
I avoided most people, but bumped into a few.
Most just told me: 'watch where your going dumbass', though a couple asked if I was okay.
I said nothing.
I somehow managed to get myself to the train station where I shouted at one of the guards who told me the next train wasn't for another 3 hours.
My voice had been hoarse and deep as I'd yelled at him, and my throat was now sore and scratchy.
I sat on a bench outside, staring at the empty tracks. The wind whipped around me, blowing my hair in my face as I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around myself.
'Miss?'
I looked up to see the guard I'd shouted at earlier standing above me.
'What?' I mumbled, leaning my head on my knees.
'Well...the train won't be here for another 3 hours' he sounded nervous.
'I know, you already told me' I dead panned.
'Well, I'm not trying to stick my nose in, but it's awfully cold out here...are you sure you don't want to sit inside the station?' he asked, sticking his hand out to me.
I looked at his hand and then glanced at his face, he wore a small smile.
That was all it took for me to burst into tears.
'Hey now...its okay' he soothed, putting his hand on my shoulder.
'I'm fine...out here...I need air' I stuttered between sobs.
'Well okay, be sure to come in...if you get too cold...you sure your okay?' he asked, squeezing my shoulder gently.
'I'm fine...please' I told him, shaking my head as I very unattractively wiped my nose with the back of my hand.
He lingered for a moment before sighing and leaving me to my tears.
EPOV
'What the fuck?' I stared at the phone in my hand, completely and fucking bewildered, having no idea what the fuck just happened.
'Hey Edward? Did you find her?' Alice asked as she rushed back over to me after running round the apartment to look for Bella.
'She's not here Alice' I shook my head at her as I ran a hand roughly over my face.
'What? What do you mean she's not here?' she frowned, putting her hands on her hips.
'I mean she's not fucking here Alice!' I snapped. 'Why didn't you keep a fucking eye on her?' I growled, shoving past her.
'Well where is she?' she asked, following me.
'She went to my apartment, and I'm not there, so she just like fucking...broke up with me!' I shouted, earning me a few looks from people dancing near us.
'What?' Alice screeched.
'I don't fucking know, she thinks I lied to her' I shrugged, stopping at the pile of coats just near the door and shuffling through them, trying to find mine. 'Which I did, because of you!' I grabbed my coat and turned to her. 'This is your fault!' I snapped, pointing my finger harshly in her face.
'I...I didn't know she'd...leave' she stuttered, her eyes stuck to the floor.
'Yeah, well she did, and I swear Alice, if this isn't put right...I will never speak to you again!' I growled, moving past her and out the door, slamming it behind me.
I stormed down the hallway, replaying in my head what just happened.
Alice had told me Bella was in her room, so I'd gone to surprise her.
But when there was no reply, I'd pulled out my cell just as Bella had called.
Then the shit hit the fucking fan.
I don't know what happened. All I knew was that I had to get to her...now, and explain things.
I dialled Bella's number over and over again...leaving a series of frantic messages, begging her to talk to me, but she never answered.
I ran through the streets trying to hail down a cab.
When I eventually managed to grab one, I jumped in and ordered the driver to hurry to the train station.
BPOV
I finally stumbled through the door of our apartment at 6am.
Alice, who had been sitting on the sofa staring at the door, quickly leapt up.
'Where have you been?' she shouted.
I ignored her.
'Bella!' she grabbed my arms and shook me a little.
'I don't want to talk about it Alice!' I snapped.
'Well you have to talk about it...have you spoken to Edward?' she asked her tiny hands gripping my arms.
'No Alice I haven't because he's a complete ass hole' I looked up at her. 'I guess you've heard all about it'
'Well, yeah...I mean...he didn't...' she started, but I didn't want to listen to her make excuses for him.
'No Alice, stop' I raised my hand. 'I don't want to talk about Edward, I don't wanna hear his or your excuses, I'm done with it...I'm done with him' I tried to say it with force but my voice broke.
'Bella...it's not what you...' she started again.
'Alice...just stop...please' I shrugged her off and walked towards my room.
'Bella...listen to me'
'No' I whispered, before slipping into my bedroom and locking the door behind me.
'Bella...' she called through the door.
I ignored her.
I grabbed a sweater from the floor and slipped it over my head, tears filled my eyes as the smell of Edward filled my head.
It was his sweater.
I climbed into bed and curled into a ball on my side...sobbing into my pillow, thinking about the shittiest birthday ever.
EPOV
I took the stairs two at a time, climbing to the third level quickly, praying she was still here.
I turned the corner into the hallway and stopped dead in my tracks.
She wasn't here.
'Fuck!' I yelled, grabbing a handful of hair and tugging hard.
I stood for a few minutes leaning my back against the wall, my face in my hands.
I sighed and slumped toward my apartment, pulling my phone out of my pocket.
I tried Bella once more, even though I knew she wouldn't answer, before sighing and pressing Alice's name.
'Edward!' she answered almost immediately.
'She's not here' I told her pulling my keys out and letting myself in.
'I know...she just got in...she looks awful Edward' she sighed.
'Did you explain what happened?' I said releasing a breath, a flood of relief washing over me, knowing she was okay.
'Well...not exactly' she stuttered.
'What the fuck does that mean Alice?' I snapped.
'She wouldn't let me Edward, she just came in, told me she was done...and locked herself in her room'
'Shit' I mumbled.
'What are we gonna do Edward?'
'Fix it Alice...I need you to fucking fix it!'
'I'll fix it Edward...I promise' she told me.
I snapped my phone shut and threw it on my bed.
Alice needed to fix this shit!
I needed Bella in my life.
Well there you go!
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