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Chapter 9

'What are you doing here?' I gasped.

'We need to talk' he replied.

'Go away' I shook my head and tried to close the door.

He growled.

'No Bella, I've had enough of this shit! Stop fucking hiding! Stop running away and just fucking listen will you' he snapped, his hand shot up and pushed against the door, preventing me from shutting it.

'Edward, let go!' I ordered, trying to prise his hand off the door.

'Not until you listen you stubborn bitch' he growled, leaning forward and pushing the door open wider, even though I was using all my strength against him.

'Who the fuck do you think you are?' I snapped, giving up on the door and shoving him in the chest. 'Don't come here and fucking call me names you asshole!' I pushed him again.

As I lunged at him once more he quickly grabbed my hands and kicked the door shut, before turning me round quickly and shoving me against the door, holding my hands above my head.

'What are you doing? Get off me!' I yelled in his face.

'Why did you break up with me Bella?' he whispered harshly, his face so slose his breath washed over me.

I glanced down at his lips, which were moist, shiny and slightly open as he breathed heavily. I really wanted to touch them, to kiss them. I'd fucking missed them. Missed him.

But I was also so fucking pissed.

'Because you lied to me!' I shouted, trying to struggle out of his grasp.

'You didnt give me a chance to fucking explain!' he shouted back just as loudly.

'I didnt need to hear your lies!' I screamed. 'You told me you'd be at home studying and you werent. You fucking weren't Edward! It was my birthday and you lied to me! I hadnt seen you for three weeks' The tears were starting now. 'I needed you and you left me feeling like a fucking idiot!' I sobbed.

'I didnt know you'd come to me Bella! You should have just told me' he sighed, his voice softer now.

'Why?' I snapped. 'So you could make sure you got home from your cheap fucks in time!'

His grip on my hands tightened and his jaw clenched.

'Dont ever fucking say that Bella!' he growled menacingly. 'I would never fucking do that to you!'

'Yeah right' I looked away.

'I can' t believe you would even think that' he sounded hurt.

I swallowed.

'I was here Bella' he sighed.

'What?' I narrowed my eyes at him.

'I was here, right fucking here'

'What?' I repeated, but this time it was more of a gasp.

'I was here because Alice wanted to throw you a surprise fucking party and told me I couldnt tell you I was coming' he shook his head and his hands around my wrists loosened a bit.

'I don't...understa...' I shook my head.

'I was here Bella...I wasnt out fucking other girls like you seem to think I was. I was here, waiting for you to stop sulking in your room and come out and see me. For me to make your birthday fucking perfect'

He released my hands then. His hands dropped limply to his sides and he sighed.

I shook my head.

'No, no, you werent, no' I sobbed, refusing to believe it.

'I was Bella...'

'Well...why werent you here when I got back?' I asked.

'Because I couldnt stand being here with Alice, I was pissed off with her for making me lie to you, and I just figured if I could get home, you'd be waiting for me, so we could talk like adults' He looked up at me and cocked an eyebrow.

'No...you couldnt have, no I dont...no' I stuttered.

'Bella' he sighed. He stepped back and perched on the edge of my bed, looking up at me.

I looked at his face.

It showed so much.

Sadness and anger mostly, but there was also dissapointment, relief, frustration, want and need.

And I could see, as he sighed and rubbed at his stubble, that he was telling the truth.

'FUCK!' I shouted.

I ran a hand through my hair and tugged hard.

'Your telling the truth' I sighed.

He simply nodded.

'Well don't I feel like the worlds biggest fucking idiot...once again!' I slapped myself in the forehead.

'You fucking should' he raised both eyebrows. 'If you hadnt been so fucking stupid none of this would have happened' he snapped harshly.

'Hey!' I glared at him. 'Dont talk to me like that!'

'Like you dont fucking deserve it Bella'

He was right.

I had been an idiot, if I'd just listened, I wouldnt have spent the last week hiding in my room and crying just about every tear left in my body.

But still, he didnt need to be such a bastard.

'Alright I get it, I'm a dick'

'Yeah, you are'

I looked up at him.

He looked exhausted.

I wanted to run to him, to kiss him, for both of us to apologise and to get back to how we were. But somehow I didnt think it would be quite that easy.

He didnt look like he even wanted to be in the same room as me at the moment, let alone touch me.

'I'm sorry' I whispered.

He was looking at the floor, but didnt bother to look up. He just shrugged.

'What are you thinking?' I asked, sliding down the door to the floor.

'I'm thinking how the fuck could my girlfriend think I would ever cheat on her' his head snapped up and he glared at me.

'What was I supposed to think Edward?' I sighed. 'You told me you'd be studying, you werent there. When I called you, you were at a party and then to top it all off, a girl calls your name'

'It was Alice!' he barked.

'Well I fucking know that now!'

'You should have trusted me Bella, you should have had just a little bit of fucking faith in me' he sounded angry and dissapointed at the same time.

'Look who's talking!' I shot back.

'What?' he snarled.

'When you heard a guy talking to me, you didnt over-react at all did you?' I snapped sarcastically.

'I didnt fucking break up with you Bella, I didnt for one second believe you'd sleep with him!'

'Then why did you rush over here?'

'Because I wanted to show those fuckers who you belong to, not because I thought as soon as my back was turned you'd go off and shag someone else...like you thought I would!' he yelled.

He stood up and shouted out loudly in frustration, before yanking a hand through his hair and turning his back to me.

I pulled my legs up under my chin and made myself as small as I could.

'Did you really think I'd fucking do that to you?' he asked from the window.

'I...I dont know...I dont know if that's what I thought, it crossed my mind...of course it did, can you blame me though, I mean come on, having just one girl was never really your style' I shrugged.

'Fuck sake Bella!' he shouted, making me jump. 'This again?'

'What?' I frowned.

'I thought we were over this shit!' he hissed.

'We were, we are...I mean...I dunno'

'Bella, we can't do this if you dont trust me' He paused and took a breath. 'If my past is such a big issue to you then maybe breaking up is the best thing for us'

My eyes shot up.

His back was still turned to me and his head was hanging forward.

'Edward' I whispered. I got up quickly and cautiously walked towards him.

I placed a hand on his back to warn him I was there, before slowly leaning my head on his shoulder.

He sighed but didnt move.

'I'm sorry' I whispered in his ear.

Eventually he relaxed and his left arm came up to cup my face.

'I dont want us to break up' he sighed quietly.

'Me neither' I wrapped my arms around his waist and squeezed him tight.

He turned his head slightly and leaned his cheek against my hair.

'I missed you' I told him.

'Me too' he nodded.

I kissed his cheek softly, making my way down his jaw.

When I reached the corner of his mouth he turned his head slowly and met my lips with his.

It was soft and gentle, our lips lightly brushing each others.

When we eventually parted he leaned his forehead against mine and pecked my lips twice more.

'I'm sorry' I said again.

He shook his head and looked out the window.

'Are we okay?' I asked tentatively.

'What do you think?' he answered.

'I think we will be' I answered honestly.

'Me too' he closed his eyes and nodded.

He gripped my hands then, pulling them from around his waist.

He squeezed my left hand for a moment before releasing both and walking away from me.

He made his way slowly to my bed, kicked his shoes off and slid onto it.

He looked up at me then and patted the space beside him.

I made short work of the walk over and was quickly climbing onto the bed next to him.

He pulled me against him and lifted my chin.

He kissed me intensely. It wasnt rough but it wasnt too gentle. It was perfect.

When we parted, he slipped an arm around my waist and another around my shoulders, holding me against him.

I kissed his chest and sighed.

'I fucking love you Bella' he whispered. 'Dont forget that ever again!' he squeezed me hard.

I shook my head against him as a tear slipped out.

He pulled my lips to his once more.

As I snuggled against his chest I sighed with relief, a heavy weight I hadnt realised was there, lifted off my shoulders.

I knew it wasnt going to be all plain sailing from here on out, I knew we'd still have arguments and proabably both still get stupidly jealous.

But I honestly believed we'd get through it.

I'd only spent a week without Edward, but it made me realise just how important he was to me and how much I needed him in my life.

'I love you too' I whispered before falling asleep in Edward's arms.

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