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Chapter 17

'Come onnn Edwarrrd!'

'Bella stop'

'Fuck sakes Edward!'

'It's not gonna happen Bella'

I growled.

I stormed towards him, to where he was sitting on his computer chair, and tried to straddle his lap.

'Bella' he shook his head as I awkwardly wrapped my legs around the chair, hitting him in the chest with my protuding stomach.

He slipped an arm tightly round my back when I nearly fell off him, sighing loudly.

'What are you trying to do?' he questioned, fighting with me as I tried to pull my top off.

'I want you to have sex with me Edward!' I moaned slapping his hands away.

'And I told you, I'm not having sex with you when your eight months pregnant Bella, I just can't'

'Why? Because I'm fat and ugly?' I paused yanking at my top and glared at him accusingly.

'Don't be so stupid' he rolled his eyes.

'Oh so now I'm stupid?' I snapped, placing my hands on my hips.

'Please Bella, I'm not in the mood for this shit again' Edward warned, carefully sliding me off his lap and getting up.

We'd been having this argument almost constantly lately. We hadnt had sex in about two months and I was horny as fuck, but Edward refused. He wouldn't have sex with me because he was freaked out about the baby, worried he'd hurt it somehow.

I had gotten rather large and the hormones had kicked in, so obviously to me, his reasons were because I was a whale.

'You think I'm disgusting' I insisted.

'You're being ridiculous'

'No! You're being ridiculous Edward!' I exclaimed, frustrated.

'I'm not arguing with you Bella' he refused, turning to look out the window.

I frowned at his back.

I stared at his butt as I wandered over to him, trying a different approach.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my chin on his shoulder.

'I'm sorry'

Edward sighed but nodded.

I kissed his neck, once.

Twice.

Three times.

When he finally relaxed into me, I made a move.

I slowly moved my left hand down, just slightly, so he wouldn't notice. When he said nothing I moved my kisses higher onto his jaw, and my hand lower.

When he moved his head so that his lips could touch mine, I responded eagerly and my hand shot down to his crotch, rubbing him through his jeans.

'Bella!' he spluttered, pulling back, as I felt him harden underneath my touch.

He slipped out of my hold, readusting himself as he shot an angry look at me.

'You want me too Edward!'

'Fuck, of course I do!' he shot back exhasperrated.

'So why won't you fuck me?' I shrieked.

'I can't Bella! Fuck, I just can't okay'

'God, you are such a pussy!' I shouted angrily.

'Say what you want Bella, it's not gonna work!'

'Christ your being a baby!'

Edward said nothing.

I grabbed his face and shoved my tongue into his mouth, but he didnt respond.

He just stood there, motionless.

'What is wrong with you?' I snapped.

'I'm not doing this' he ran a finger across his eyebrow and moved past me.

'Doing what Edward? Being a man?'

He ignored my jibes, sitting on the bed and flicking the tv on.

'Are you taking the piss?' I frowned, putting my hands on my hips.

'Not at all' Edward shook his head.

I childishly moved in front of the tv so he couldnt see.

'Real mature Bella' he cocked an eyebrow.

I shrugged and crossed my arms over my chest stubbornly. 'So fuck me'

'Will you just fucking give it up Bella?' he growled through clenched teeth as he ran a hand through his hair.

'Are you fucking someone else?' I accused unreasonably.

'What the fuck?' his head shot up as he stared at me incredulously.

'Are you Edward? Are you fucking someone else because your girlfriends such a fucking whale?' I shrieked a little hysterically.

Edward shook his head. 'Your being a fucking moron!'

'Is that why your shagging someone else? Cause I'm a moron?' I continued, on a roll now.

'Christ Bella! I am not fucking anybody else!' he barked angrily. 'Why would you say something like that?' he looked hurt.

I shrugged. 'Because you won't fuck me'

'Shit you're doing fucking my head in! I can't be around you when your like this' he shook his head, standing from the bed and grabbing his hoody from the back of the chair.

'So you're just gonna leave?'

'I'm not gonna have another argument with you Bella, it's too fucking hard and I can't get a word in edgeways'

'Yeah you walk away, you fucking pussy'

'I will, so let me know when you've stopped being a crazy bitch yeah' he pulled his hoody over his head.

'Fuck you Edward' I snapped. 'You know what...don't even fucking bother'

'Bother what?' he shot back.

'Coming back, I don't want you near me!' I flipped him the finger and turned my back on him.

'Fine' he spat, and stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him.

I stomped after him.

'Yeah I knew you'd leave me eventually!' I shouted down the hallway.

'Yeah, okay Bella' he deadpanned as he continued walking.

'God! Your such a cock!' I shrieked, taking my slipper off and throwing it at his head.

He stopped and took a deep breath.

But he didn't turn round or come back like I expected, just shook his head slightly before continuing down the corridor and turning the corner, out of view.

'Arghhhhh!' I screamed into the air.

'The fuck's going on?' Emmett stumbled out of his room, looking like he'd just woken up.

We were staying at Edward's parents house for the last couple months of the preganancy, having finished college for the summer, though we were both unsure whether we'd be returning in the fall.

'You two at it again?' Emmett chuckled.

'Argh!' I yelled again storming back into Edward's room and slamming the door in his face.

After half an hour to let the hormones calm down and to come to my senses I wandered out of Edward's bedroom to try and find him.

I didn't have to look far.

I noticed him through a door that had been left ajar. He was in one of the spare bedrooms, lying in the dark.

I was about to push open the door when I heard him speak.

'...such a mental fucking bitch' he muttered.

I peered closer and noticed he was on the phone.

He said something else but I couldn't quite make it out so I shuffled a little closer, pressing my ear to the door catching the end of his sentence.

'... I know...its crazy but I fucking love you'

I gasped, clasping a hand over my mouth.

He was telling someone else that he loved them.

Had I pushed him that far?

'God I love you so much...' he continued.

A sob escaped me as tears welled in my eyes.

'...I cant wait...'

I couldn't hear anymore of this.

I fled back down the corridor, but I didn't want to return to Edward's room. So I ducked into one of the spare rooms and let my tears out in the darkness.

I cried until I was sure no more tears were left in my body.

I sat in the dark room, staring at the ceiling trying to contemplate what the fuck I had heard Edward saying.

He loved someone else?

When?

How?

Was it when he'd gone back to college?

While I'd been carrying his fucking baby.

Had he fucked her while I sat at home growing his child?

I placed a hand on my now giant bump and was suddenly very angry.

I shot up just as Edward creeped into the room.

'Here you are' he smiled cautiously. 'I've been looking for you'

'Sure you have' I snapped, shoving past him.

'What have I done now?' he sighed as he followed me.

'Don't you dare fucking stand there acting all innocent, your a prick Edward!' I spat, turning sharply on my heel.

'Wha...'

'I hate you! I fucking hate you!' I screeched in his face.

He frowned.

And I reached up and slapped him hard round the face.

'Stay the fuck away from me you creep!' I warned as he cupped his cheek where I'd hit him, looking utterly confused.

He opened his mouth to say something but I didn't stay to find out what.

I hurried to his room, finding a bag and throwing stuff haphazardly into it.

Edward banged on the door asking what the fuck was going on.

I zipped my bag up, suddenly realising I had nowhere to go.

I still wasn't speaking to Charlie and most of my friends lived miles away.

My best friend lived in the same fucking house.

I grabbed my phone from the side.

Totally ignoring the message that told me I had a new voicemail and going straight to my contacts.

I didn't have to look far to find someone who could help.

I selected her name and pressed call.

'Hello?'

'Hey Ange, it's Bella'

'Bella? Wow I haven't heard from you for a while, how are you?'

'Erm...I've been better...are you home? In forks I mean...?' I asked quickly.

Edward continued to bang against the door and I was sure he would break through any minute.

'Yeah I am...' Angela answered.

'Great, can I come over?' I asked.

'Erm, sure...okay'

'I'll see you soon' I told her, snapping my phone shut and grabbing my bag.

I opened the door and Edward nearly fell into me.

'What the fuck's going on?' he asked, frowning as he took in the bag.

'Just leave me alone Edward' I growled, moving past him.

'Where are you going?' he asked following me down the stairs.

'Away from you'

'What? Bella...I don't understand...' he grabbed my hand when we reached the front door.

'Don't touch me!' I spat acidly, as I yanked my hand from his grasp.

He stepped back, holding his hands up in defence.

'Fine...but will you please just tell me what I did?' he pleaded.

'I heard you! You bastard! I heard you'

'Heard me?' he frowned.

'Yeah I fucking heard you, on the phone!'

'On the phone?' he repeated.

'Fuck! Stop with the bullshit Edward!'

'Bella...I honestly have no idea what your talking about!'

'I heard you, confessing your undying fucking love for some other...other slut!' I shrieked.

Edward paused for a moment before letting out a loud laugh.

A fucking laugh!

'What are you laughing at?'

'You're being ridiculous, I've never told anyone I loved them...no one except you Bella'

'Stop lying to me!'

'I'm not'

'I heard you Edward! I heard you!'

'Have you listened to your voicemail recently?' he asked.

'What?'

'Have you?'

'No! What has that got to do with anything?' I snapped.

'Listen to it...'

'No' I refused, trying to turn.

'Fucking listen to it Bella' Edward demanded, snatching my bag from my hand.

'Stop it! Give it back!' I insisted, trying to grab it back as he rummaged through it.

He pulled my cell out, dropping the bag to the floor as he started messing about with my phone.

'Seriously Edward! Your pissing me off! Give me it back!' I shouted, trying to bend and pick my bag up, unsucessfully. It was damn hard to bend when eight months pregnant.

Suddenly my phone started talking and Edward held it in front of me.

'You have one new voicemail message' the snooty recorded lady told me.

'Message one'

'Bella...it's me...' It was Edward. 'I wanted to talk to you, but your ignoring my calls so your obviously still mad' I heard him sigh. 'god pregnancy makes you such a mental fucking bitch...' that sounded familiar. '...but I know it's not your fault, so I still love you...I know...it's crazy but I fucking love you' It's exactly what I'd heard him saying earlier. '...God I love you so much' he continued, telling me the things I thought he'd been saying to some other girl.

'I can't wait...can't fucking wait until our baby is here...not least because it might make you a little less fucking crazy...' he chuckled, both on the phone and in real life.

I bit my lip as I looked up at him cautiously.

'...but I just wanted you to know that even though I walked away from you...it's only because I don't want to argue with you Bella...you know I would never leave you otherwise. Your just so hard to be around when the hormones take over...plus you have no idea how much I actually wanna have sex with you...I needed to let off some steam...'

I glared up at him.

'So your allowed to get some release but I'm not?'

'...your begging makes me feel so shitty...but you know why I won't Bella...it's not because I'm off fucking some other girl like you think...it's because I want you so much I don't know if I'll be able to control myself...I dont want to hurt you or the baby...plus the thought of the baby being inbetween us kinda freaks me out...' he mumured the last part quietly.

'So you need to stop getting so hysterical and just chill yeah...because I love you and I will always love you, however mental you get sometimes...' He chuckled lightly as the call ended and the beep sounded.

'Okay!' I surrendered, even though Edward hadn't said anything. 'I'm sorry okay...I'm an insane crazy lady'

'Yeah...' Edward nodded, though I could see his lips twitching as he ended the call and handed my phone to me.

'Why do you love me?' I questioned.

'I really don't know sometimes' he sighed.

My head shot up at his tone, but he was smiling.

'But I do...I do love you Bella...so fucking much...and thats all that matters...'

I sighed and leaned the top of my head against his chest, looking down at his feet.

'I'm sorry my hormones hate you'

He chuckled.

'It's okay...so long as you still love me'

'I do Edward...I love you' I lifted my head and placed a swift kiss on his lips, before pulling back and scrunching my eyebrows.

'What?' he asked, a little hesitantly.

'Did you really go have a wank?'

He laughed.

'No, I just said that to annoy you' he winked.

I scowled at him and pointed to my bag...instructing him to pick it up, before turning and waddling back up the stairs.

'God your arse has got massive' Edward commented from behind me.

'Don't make me slap you Edward' I snapped and then gasped, stopping midstep.

'What now?' He asked as he stopped on the step behind me.

I turned slowly to face him.

Even though he was a step lower than me we were about the same height.

'I slapped you' I mouthed.

Edward shrugged.

'I'm sorry baby' I placed my palm carefully on the cheek where I'd hit him.

'It's fine' he smiled. 'I know you didn't mean it'

'It's not fine...' I shook my head. '...remember how angry I was when Charlie hit you at christmas...god I'm such a hippocrit!' I sobbed dramatically.

'Hippo being the operative word' Edward sniggered.

My hand fell from his cheek as I glowered at him.

'I take it all back...you totally deserved it' I snapped, continuing up the stairs as Edward followed chuckling to himself.

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Over the next few weeks my mood swings worsened, with poor Edward feeling the full force.

He'd finally given in to my pestering for sex, but I pretty much shouted at him for the entire duration and I've no doubt it was the worst experience of his life.

We hadn't tried that again.

I was two weeks away from my due date and honestly? I was shitting myself.

Alice had insisted I pack my bags ready to take to hospital, telling me the whole fucking time that 'it could happen anytime now Bella' and 'you need to be prepared'.

I may have told her to fuck off.

Right now we were in Edward's car, driving back to school to pick up our results. Pretty much everyone had suggested I stay at home and rest, that the long journey wouldnt be good for me. But of course...I knew best and had insisted on going.

I was amazingly uncomfortable and I made sure everyone knew it.

'Fuck...this car is so small!' I moaned, twisting and putting a leg up on Edward's lap.

'Bella! Don't be fucking stupid!' he scolded, pushing my leg gently off him.

I scowled at him and huffed, as I tried to find a comfortable position.

'Ohhh Jasper!' I whined.

'What?' I saw him shoot Alice a worried look.

'Such a pussy' I muttered and Edward chuckled. 'Swap seats with me' I demanded, trying to turn in my seat to give him the evil eye.

'Erm...' he looked towards Alice again who was sitting with her legs up on his lap.

'Edward stop the car'

'Ohh fucksake...again?' he moaned.

'Yes' I snapped.

'Why the fuck did I let you come?' he barked as he pulled the car sharply to the side of the road.

I pulled a face at him as I climbed very ungracefully out of the car and yanked open the back door, ordering Jasper from his seat.

He seemed reluctant as Alice clung onto him and told me to stop being so fuggen bossy but he soon hurried from Alice's grasp when I narrowed my eyes at him

I slid heavily into the car next to Alice who was now sulking with her arms crossed over her chest.

I rolled my eyes.

Three hours, seven bathroom stops and fourteen more seat changes we finally arrived at our last stop.

We'd already been to Edward's school so he and Jasper could pick up their results, so now it was just me and Alice.

I'd succesfully managed to piss off everyone so when we stopped, Edward had barely switched the engine off before they all rushed from the car.

'Fine, fuck off then' I grumbled, waddling behind them as they hurried off.

I caught up with them in the lunchhall where the results were being handed out

I grabbed mine and left the room quickly to avoid the stares I was garnering from everyone in the room.

I found a bench outside to sit and read them.

I smiled when I looked over them and realised I hadn't done as bad as I thought I would.

'Bella'

I looked up at the sound of my name.

'Bella...hey' It was Peter.

'Oh hi' I smiled tightly as I tried to get up.

Peter's smile dissapeared when he noticed my massive belly.

'Oh'

I narrowed my eyes at him.

'Oh? What?' I snapped.

'I didn't know you were...erm...' he pointed at my stomach.

'Pregnant?'

'Er...yeah' he glanced around him quickly.

'So?' I glared.

'Nothing...' he shrugged. 'I...I've gotta go' he mumbled.

'Pathetic' I rolled my eyes.

'Says you' he shot back.

'Excuse me?' I snarled.

'Your the one who's pregnant at nineteen love' he raised an eyebrow cockily.

'And what's that supposed to mean?'

'Well I'd say that means your the pathetic one here' he smirked nastily.

'You don't wanna start with me Peter!' I shouted.

'What you gonna do fatty?' he laughed sarcastically.

I raised an eyebrow slowly as I growled.

I reached out and pushed him as hard as I could.

He stumbled back a little, before lunging towards me.

He never reached me though because Edward's fist collided with his nose, forcing him to the floor.

'She's fucking pregnant, asshole!' he growled, spitting at Peter.

'Fuck you!' Peter shouted, cupping a hand to his face. 'You've broke my fucking nose!'

'Your lucky it wasnt a lot more' Edward barked.

I shot Peter one more glare before stomp/waddling back towards the parking lot

Edward stormed past me a few moments later.

He was waiting for me at the car, his arms folded across his chest and looking pissed as hell when I arrived puffing and panting ten minutes later.

'What's wrong with you?' I asked as I leaned against the car, wiping the sweat from my brow very unattractively.

'What is wrong with you more like!' he snapped.

'What?'

'What is wrong with you Bella? Your nearly nine fucking months pregnant and your going round picking fights with people!'

'He started it!' I defended myself childishly.

Edward shook his head at me.

'Your such an idiot!'

'Fuck you!' I shouted.

'Just get in the fucking car Bella' he ordered.

'No!' I refused.

'Bella, fuck sakes your really pissing me off today!' he growled.

'Well maybe if you weren't such a douc...ahhh!' I stopped mid-sentance, crying out as a sharp pain shot through my stomach.

'Bella?' Edward rushed over as I doubled over.

'Fuck!' I gasped, holding my stomach.

'What's wrong? Are you okay?' he asked anxiously as he rubbed my back.

'I..it's gone now...' I straightened up slowly as Alice and Jasper arrived, asking what was wrong.

'Are you sure baby?' Edward asked, worriedly.

I nodded.

'Yeah...I thi...shiiiiit!'

I grabbed Edwards hand as it happened again.

'Shit! What's happening?'

'How the fuck do I know!' I snapped.

'Alice?' Edward asked his sister.

'I dont know...but I think we need to get her to hospital'

'Ahhhh!' I cried as another pain shot through me.

'Shhh, its okay baby...' Edward shot panicked looks at Alice and Jasper.

'Edward...maybe somethings wrong' I whispered, grasping at his jacket as I panted through the pain. 'What if something's wrong with the baby'

'Alice...call mom!' Edward shouted, as he tried to support me as I leaned all my weight on him.

Alice fumbled in her bag for her cell.

I could vaguely hear her shrieking into the phone as Edward tried to get me into the car.

'Fucck!' I hissed as the pain clenched in my belly again, but lasted a lot fucking longer.

'Edward...I'm scared' I sobbed.

'I'm here Bella! You don't need to be scared baby! I'm here' he promised as he carefully lowered me into my seat and kissed me chastely.

He stepped back and spoke to Alice over the hood of the car.

Suddenly a warm sensation crept along the top of my thighs and down my legs.

I looked down and noticed a massive wet patch on my jeans.

'Edwarrrrrrd!' I cried, yanking on his sleeve.

'Yeah?' he bent down and gasped as he noticed my damp trousers.

'Have I? Have I just peed myself?' I wailed, burying my head into my hands, embarrassed as fuck.

'No Bella'

I looked up at the sound of Alice's voice.

'You're water's have broken!'

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