She and most of the world had known that Green Arrow had taken the lives of criminals by putting an arrow through them like they were made of butter, it was that easy. And that made it terrifying to think of if he had been turned into the dark side that he would just might be unstoppable. It would take a hell of a lot of fire power to take him down and a lot of lives along with it.

But this also made her think is there a difference in killing and murdering a person. Even though she knew that she could never take a life because it was not something that was not in her and she did not have that kind of darkness in her or in her life growing up, so she could never see herself doing anything like that.

She grew up in Smallville of places or also known as " Dullsville " which almost every teenager or probably every teenager had called it that at one point. Nothing interesting or out of the blue happened because each and every single day was predictable as the next and you did not need to be a psychic to see what was coming next. It was peaceful and the only violence you would get was really when there was Football game going on with all the drinking, winning or losing was the only time that spirits were truly risen and no one was bored.

But she loved it every single part of growing up there because she knew everyone and everyone knew her, there was not a single stranger in town. And they all knew each other's business and even helping each other as they were all neighbours and friendly at that. She knew that it was one of the nicest places on earth. And this had been a huge impact on her personality and the kind of person that she truly wanted to be because the two nicest people in the world just happened to be her parents. And even though she was theirs by blood they were her parents no doubt on each side. She felt like she was the luckiest person in the entire world/galaxy to be found and raised by these two people because for all she knew she could have grown up to be a monster.

Smallville she could throw ball over two miles long and her faithful dog Shelby could easily find it and bring it back in no time at all or sometimes a long time but always did return it. Well there was basically nowhere to look other than the corn field that she could easily make her way through.

One of the biggest and most shocking thing that had the town talking for months just was her surprise. It was because her parents had kept it a secret because apparently, they were 'private people' and wanted to make sure it all fell through before they told anyone.

I mean it is not like they had found a baby in a cabbage patch just like you are told one of the many stories growing up where babies come from. The truth was that they had come across a spaceship in the middle of a cornfield and when they looked inside it they were shocked to what they had found. Inside was a baby girl that just happened to be you guessed it an alien and also happened to be her. Apparently, she was a gift to them by her now deceased parents from another planet and several galaxies away and that said planet was now destroyed.

And she had been told this on loophole the moment after she was told that she was an alien and it was now elevator music to her ears.

There was no greater unconditional love in the world than that for the love for parents for their child(ren) and that was exactly what she was brought up to love. And watching her parents who were in love, she could swear that they had love each other deeper and deeper every day. They never gotten tired of each other even when they were angry with each other of a disagreement. People who say that true love is not real or do not even believe it, well if you were to meet Jonathan and Martha Kent that would change their minds no doubt.

Distracted in too much thought of the past and should really getting back to the point of what was thinking of the start when started this.

What is the difference between a Killer and a Murderer ?

Killer

Kill - Cause the death of (a person, animal, or other living thing).

Put an end to or cause the failure or defeat of (something).

Can be an animal or human that does the deed of taking a life of an animal or human.

Can be legally done: In some cases, by Doctors

Spies (007 a license to kill)

Law Enforcement

Others as well

Murderer

Murder- The unlawful premeditated killing of one human being by another

A very difficult or unpleasant task or experience.

Murder is human thing and is therefore do by humans or rather monsters because it was rather an inhuman and cruel thing to do.

'Reasons' people murder

Mercy Killing

Greed

Anger

Certain Beliefs

Desperation - Drugs and Alcohol

Revenge

Power

The chance

As a career

Fun

In their nature

Food (Cannibals very twisted after watching Hannibal)

Pride

Being in Inhuman

And some many more that it is painful because there is so many and even with these lists of 'reasons' she knew that she could never do even one of them.

Murder is not legal and those who do it for money and get away with it are no better than the people in jail for it.

It also made her wonder if it was not her parents, the Kent's that had found her then she would have never been Clark Kent and she would never would have been the person that she is today.

Would it be possible that she would have been a serial killer ?

She did watch a lot of things growing up with aliens in it courtesy her best friend Pete Ross, he had been the one that had got her to watch them all with him and made her watch them all. And in return she had made him watch a select few things that she had liked to watch, that he had hated because he was a boy. But later had learned he had loved them all but was too afraid to admit that he had liked them because he was embarrassed of what people might think.

She watched DBZ and watched it all over again with Pete making her when he found out that she was an Alien. Both home planets were destroyed and both of them were sent to earth when they were babies, but for very different reasons. And both were raised by the person/people that had found them and had be raised in the woods/farm all in the nature growing up with animals and in the quiet away from the busy world.

And the whole Goku head trauma had made her think and had made her think of more of what might have happened and if she could have been a monster or was a monster.

Stupid TV is so poisonous and addictive.

But after a few chats and a few more after that she was more than she was not a monster, and was not sent here to destroy all life on earth and was more than happy to learn that she was not sent there because of that.

And was more than happy she was not anything like Goku because well he might be a good guy but he was a complete idiot and had more bronze than brains, if he had any brains at all.

So much violence and so many deaths, she wondered if her life would ever be like that and would she ever find other aliens in her life.

Was there any other aliens already on earth that she did not already know about ?

Was she really the last of her kind or could others just pop up ?

She knew one thing for sure, and that was she wanted to be nothing like Green Arrow at all of Heroes out there he was certainly one of the worst kind of people.

Even with all the things she knew that Oliver Queen had be through and put through she just could not understand his justified reasons for all the lives that he had took. And she was struggling with herself that she should put a stop to his crimes or let him carry on what he does with his choices knowing that her choice to stop him would change everything. And that choice could potentially make everything worse as she did it not knowing if taking him out would be a good thing or bad thing, but knowing it would be good thing for criminals. And knowing right away the secrets that he carried with him would endanger his family and loved ones, just like her secret would and could.

All she knew for the time being she was staying as far away from him as possible for the time being until she got her ground and bearings.

What was she thinking again ?

Oh yeah how she met Green Arrow/Oliver Queen.