A/N: Hi again! Here's the next drabble in the March Collection. Hope you like! Let me know what you think!
Drabble #2 belongs to JJ
March 2
The Minute I Met You - New Found Glory
"And if I stop ever thinking of you
I'd probably choke on the words I never said
If I stop ever thinking of you
I'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed
What a sight that'll be yeah"
Missing You
JJ took a deep breath as she placed the necklace back into its box after returning from the case in Wyoming. Teen suicides induced by an internet game, egged on by an adult posing online as a high school teenager. Everyone had their cases that affected them on a deeper level than others and caused them to struggle to leave the case behind at the end of the day.
Suicide was hers.
Granted, suicide generally wasn't a case they handled. But she knew immediately that something about the suicides in this town wasn't right. She knew something was off. She knew because she'd been there. She knew what teen suicide looked like. And she knew that it didn't look like these kids.
For the first time in her life, she was glad she knew these things. After all, her knowledge about the situation helped them stop a killer. But almost immediately she felt the old guilt and helplessness creep up on her again. She softly caressed her sister's necklace as she quietly spoke.
"Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. It's times like this that I wish I could crawl into your bed and curl up next to you and cry, and let you hold me and tell me everything will be alright like you did when we were kids. I wish I could have done that for you. I wish I could have said whatever it was you needed to hear. Maybe then you wouldn't have left us. Maybe you wouldn't have felt that leaving was your only choice." She took a shuddery breath. "God, I still miss you so much."
She closed her eyes briefly, letting the memories of her sister flood her mind before gently closing the box and putting one more case to rest.