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Chapter Three - You Are Not Alone

The sun was shyly shining in to the bedroom and Sakura shuffled her way towards the kitchen and began to toast some bread and pour some milk in a glass. When the bread was toasted, she spread on a tin layer with raspberry jam she had began to be very fond of. She took the toast and the glass with her to the table and sat herself down on the chair and began stroke her right arm dreamy. Somehow she hadn't slept well and she had know idea why. One thing could be the pregnancy, but that was not very likely and she had almost felt like she had been watched by someone.

She stopped to stroke her right arm and looked down to the faint scar she had left from the fake tattoo and then to the new on that said 'Happiness'. The seal that her perv to Sensei had put on her. A seal that always would be there to remind her of how lucky she had been to actually survive and even remind her of her Sensei.

Then she remebered why her eyes was all moistly and red looking. She had been angry, upset and even hurt. All those emotionals just on one slight moment, before she had began to weep her heart out. If Sai hadn't been there for her (almost the whole night), she hadn't know if she would put up with this. Now she just hopped that Ino wouldn't kill her for 'borrow' her man for a while.

Sakura putted her toast to her mouth when she heard a banging on the door. Who could be knocking on her door at 6:45? She ignored the knocking.

It knocked several more times until Sakura got tired of it.

"Who is it?" she growled.

"It's me..." a calm and deep manly voice said behind the front door.

Sakura froze in the chair. Why was he here and what did he want her?

~oOo~

The silver haired Jounin knocked on the dark wooden door several more times.

"If you don't open the door now, I will brake it down...!" he called and he was about to losing his cool.

He was about to knock on the door one more time when the door suddenly opened slowly. He could see the glimt of an emerald eyed woman peeking out and she looked like she had been crying all night. Looking at her made him feel regret burning in his chest. She looked at him.

"Go away..." she mumbled to him and began to close the door.

"Wait...!" he said and grabbed the door. "Don't close the door... I need to talk to you..."

"Why?" she asked him.

"We need to clear this out..." he told her. She shrugged and walked away from the door. The silver haired Jounin took that like he was welcome and entered the hall that was connect with the living room.

"I don't think we need to talk and clear things out..." she said with a frown and then she looked away from him. "You said all you needed to say back then... You don't want to be a part of it..."

"I know that I said that to you, but... But I did a mistake..." he told her and she walked to the sofa and sat herself down on it.

"A mistake? So that famous Copycat can do mistakes!" she growled, feeling how she soon would lose her temper and began to cry in anger.

"I'm not perfect...!" he told her. "You should know that, Sakura..."

She snorted at him and he frowned.

"I'm not...! Anyway, I needed to tell you that I'm sorry..." he said and she glared at him. "I guess I was just shocked and I didn't know how to handel it..."

"Don't you think I was shocked too?" Sakura yelled and pushed herself up from the sofa. "You can't come here and tell me that your behaver yesterday was due to the shock! I won't accept that! And I hade hopped that you would be the one who could help me through this, but I guess I was wrong... again!"

"I said that I'm sorry..." he mumbled, a bit ashamed.

"Sorry can't make up to what you did, Kakashi..." Sakura growled. "Maybe Sai was right after all..."

Kakashi looked up to Sakura. Something in his chest began to burn and it was with that name Sai, he snapped.

"Why was he with you last night?" Kakashi asked her coldly and began to advance towards her.

"That's none of your business..." she told him and felt how he came closer to her and then he took both her wrist in his hand and pushed her down to the sofa.

"Why was he with you?" Kakashi asked again and Sakura could feel a faint trace of alcohol in his breath, while he pushed her down harder in to the sofa with his body.

"I can speend my time with whom I ever want! I don't need your permission!" she told him far to calm for the situation she was in. He didn't approve her answer, she could tell that much by just looking in to his dark eye.

"Just tell me! Why the hell he was with you? Why did he kiss you?" Kakashi growled and Sakura looked suprised at him.

How could he know? And why had he that look on his face? That look like he had seen her cheating on him and even if it was faint, she still could recognize that look. That look of jealousy.

And why he showed jealousy she had no idea to why and somehow she wanted to find out the reason to that.

"Why are jealous?" she suddenly asked him and he was a bit taken back by that question.

"Just... Just tell me why Sai was with you..." he told her and leaned closer to her.

"You are avoiding my question..." Sakura said and felt his grip hardened on her wrists. "And have you been drinking?"

"Just answer my question! Why?" Kakashi growled and looked in to her emerald eyes. She looked away from him with a faint blush on her cheeks.

Why was her body reacting like this? The way he had pinned her down to the sofa and the way he glared at her, made her body go crazy with need. Since when had she began to be like this? If it had been like the 'old days', Kakashi had ended up on the other side of house right now. But now she find that she needed him in away that, even herslef couldn't explain.

"You wasn't there..." she told him and Kakashis grip softned around her wrists. "If you hadn't been such an ass I wouldn't have to go to Sai with my problems..."

"... It's our problems now..." Kakashi suddenly muttered and let go of Sakuras wrists.

Sakura looked suprised by Kakashis suddenly words. He stopped to lean on her and pushed himself up so he only was straddling her and he gaze down to her. If someone had entered right now, thay might be wondering what the two of them was up to.

"You don't have to look so suprised... If you can forgive me for what I have done to you, I would be very... relief..." Kakashi mumer and looked away from her.

"I can't forgive you..." she told him quite stony and glanced back to him.

Kakashi looked like he had been hit by lightning and turned his gaze back to her and bit his lip.

"You can't forgive me?" he said.

"No I can't..." Sakura said. "You have hurt me more then you think... I thought that you were my... were my friend... Someone who I could trust..."

"I am your friend, Sakura... I was just not.. not ready for what you told me..." Kakashi told her and he was still straddling her in the sofa. "I'm sorry... If I hurted your feelings..."

The morning sun had finally began to shine in to the living room and it's golden beams find Kakashis silver mess of hair and made his hair almost sparkle.

Yes, sparkle was deffenly the right word, Sakura mused and eyed him. He looked totally hot when he sat there over both her legs with only his navy-blue Konoha polo-neck jumper and navy-blue pants on him and his silver banges almost covered his eyes in a very seducing way (though, why was wasn't he wearing his forehead protecter?).

`Bad thoughs Sakura... Really bad thoughts...´

"Sakura? Are you okay?" Kakashi asked her and putted his palm on her forehead.

Sakura suddenly felt some kind of wetness between her legs. Was she beginning to respond to his touches now?

"Don't- Don't come near me!" she stuttered and tried to drag her away from him. But it was a kind of worthless thing to do, because he more or less sat above her.

Kakashi glanced at her and then suddenly he realized that she only was wearing her dressing gown, that had slightly began to slide down over her shoulders.

"Suman..." Kakashi said and left her side. He had done something out of anger again and that was not good. Why was he beginning to act like this? He was acting like (as Sakura had put it) a 'lovesick' teenager.

But something bothered him and that was the look Sakura gave him. It was a mixture of fright, annoyance and even a bit of lust. The last part was what he find most strangely. Why did she show him lust, if she was so pissed at him that she didn't even want him to come near her?

`I will never understand womens...´

Kakashi looked down to the pink haired Sakura who fumbled with the little pink stone on a leather chain around her neck and he rubbed his neck troubled.

"So, you are sure that you can't forgive me...?" Kakashi said nervously and Sakura looked up to him like she began to remember why he was here and why she was angry with him.

She rose from the sofa and walked towards him, in a dangerously way.

"Your arrogant, selfish, perverted old bastard!" she yelled to him while beating her fists in to his chest with each word. "You fucking asshole! How can you expect me to forgive you!"

Kakashi looked down to the pink haired Kunoichi who still was hammering on his chest and he saw how tears was about to leave her emerald eyes. He could let her beat him how much she wanted to, but it would do her no good and neither to him.

So he took her hands in his. She was forced to stop and then she looked up to him with tears running down her cheeks. He was looking at her too, in a kind of regretful and caring way.

"Sumanai..." he whispred to her before he let go of her hands, so he could embrace her hard. He pressed her face in to his chest and felt how she was quivering in his embrace, due to her sobbing. "I'm sorry that I hurt you like I did... I know that I did wrong... I still can't believe that I'm... I'm the father to your child..."

Sakura glanced up to him from his chest and she could see how he had closed his other eye as well. She looked back to his chest and nuzzled into it. Somehow she find his embrace more comforting then Sais had been and he smelled a lot nicer too. Like fresh spring grass that still was covered with dew, but still he had a manly fragrant that only he could have. She find it very pleasent and she began to think of that time they had spend togheter in the forest. She felt safe in his arms.

Kakashi noticed that she had began to calm down a bit, so he thought it was best to get over with this before she began to go crazy again.

"Um... Someone told me something and I think he is right about that..." Kakashi began and opened his eye to look down to Sakura who had looked back to him, still with cheeks that was damp from her tears. He let go of her and cupped his hands around her face so he could brush away her tears with his tumbes. "Either I choose to let you have this child and will not help you with anything... Or I can tell you to get rid of it and you will hate me forever..."

Sakura glanced at him with worry in her emerald eyes and Kakashi couldn't help to smile faintly at her.

"You... You wouldn't...?" she asked him a bit nervous what he would tell her.

"As I said to you before, it's our problem now..." he smiled down to her even more this time. "To tell you this as simple as possibly... I'm scared... I'm scared to death... I'm not suited or ready to be a father..."

Sakura gived him a deadly glare and Kakashi couldn't help to chuckle a bit at her.

"Even if I'm scared, it doesn't mean that I want you to get rid of it... If you feel that you can handle this, I will let you keep it... Well, it have actually never been my decision anyway..." Kakashi told her and saw how Sakuras gaze softed on him.

"Do you really mean that...?" she said to him almost in disbelief.

"Aaa... I believe you can handle this..." Kakashi told her.

"What-What if's your child?" Sakura suddenly asked him and Kakashi looked thoughtful down to her.

"Well, I guess that is something I will take care of when the time comes..." he told her and let go of her.

"I mean... If it's yours will you take your distance?" she asked.

"What ever it's mine or someone else, I will be there for you... Like I always will..." Kakashi said to her and smiled down to her. "You are not alone... And you will never be alone, if that what you are afraid of..."

Sakura blushed slightly and gave him a soft smile back. Kakashi stepped away from her and looked at the front door.

"I guess I will go back to my apartment..." Kakashi said a bit anxious and was on his way towards the door when he felt someone take his hand. He looked around to see Sakura look up to him a bit embarrassed and she held his hand in hers.

"Don't go yet..." she said to him and he looked suprised down to her.

"Is something wrong...?" he asked her, but she shook her head and it was then Kakashi saw her look.

There it was again. That look of lust that he never had encounter in this pink haired Kunoichi before. He was a bit scared of what would happen now and he didn't want to do something with her that he would regret later. And absolutely not here in her own home and not even here in Konoha.

"Then-Then what is it...?" he asked unquiet and watched how she approach him. Sakura leaned in to him and he froze on the spot.

She snuggled her face in to his chest and stroke his upper arm with soft strokes of her hand. He shivered slightly by her touch and felt how his little fellow down there twitched.

`Oh god... I can't do this right, now with her... Not here...´

"Sakura... I..." Kakashi began and Sakura putted a finger over his mask covered lips.

"I need you..." she porred to him and he felt how his mask was dragged down from his face and how her lips crashed in to his.

She carefully putted her arms around his neck, while deeping the kiss and Kakashi (who finally was able to move) putted his arms around her waist, responding to her kiss.

Since when had she began to be like this? He couldn't remeber her to be like this, not towards him. Well one time actually, but other times she had just been like the Sakura he always had knew. That Sakura who would have punshed him through a wall before he even had laid a hand on her butt. What had change?

"Sakura... Do you... know... what you... are doing...?" Kakashi said between the kisses and he felt how she stopped.

`Thank god...´

"Aaa, I do..." she told him and looked up to him. "Just shut up and kiss me..."

Kakashi looked quite amazed by her words and he smiled down to her, showing his perferct white teeths and Sakura was stunned by his smile. It was the first time she had seen him giving her a smile like that. She did a mental note to remember that smile.

"Haven't I taught you to be patience...?" Kakashi asked her in a teasing way.

"No, you haven't..." Sakura told him and pressed her body closer to him. "And shouldn't I tell you the same?"

Sakura pressed her thigh between his crotch and he stiffed, making Sakura to give him a satisfied look on her face.

`Kuso... She is not doing this easy for me... And why is she so desperate for a lay? Is she doing this just for revenge? Well if that is the purpose, I can play along if she want...´

Kakashi let his tension go away and began to trace his hands on her back, just to see what kind of effect he would get. But he was quite astonished that she didn't squeak out in surprise, instead she give away a soft moan in his ear, making his member press harder against his pants.

"You want it that badly, huh?" he porred in to her ear and she looked to him with her lust filled eyes and nodded. "So be it..."

He tugged her up in his arms and she crossed her legs around his waist and he kissed her lips while walking in to her bedroom. He placed her on the bed still leaning over her and she let her legs let go of his waist and he began to stroke his hand agains her dressing gown clad body and kissed her neck, before he sucked on to it and leaving a quite big hickey on her neck.

"That will leave a mark..." he growled.

"That's the point..." he told her and he opened his Sharingan eye. He looked down to Sakura who looked back to him.

"Sensei... The room is spinning..." Sakura mumbled to him before her head fell to the side on the pillow.

"I know... Have a nice nap, Sakura..." Kakashi whispered to her and walked out of the room.

~oOo~

Kakashi entered his apartment and tugged of his sandels leaving them at the doormat and walked towards the sofa and crashed down to it.

The walk home had been, well not that comfortable. His throbbing member had made a hell of a hard time for him. Not only because it had painfully pressed against his pants, but also that it had made a really suspicious bulge on his pants just after have leaft his former student home. Lucky for him it was still early, so it wasn't that much pepole walking the street at that moment. But still it must have looked really strange when he walked like he was in pain, just to cover his slowly decreasing erection.

"How troublesome..." he sighed and rolled over to his back to look up in the ceiling. "I need aspirin..."

He tiredly sat himself up from the sofa. Drinking more saké then usually and on top of that no sleep, that would anyone (even an elite Jounin) feel like shit. He had been standing by that maple tree all night long and just watch her home (just in case if Sai would return) and waiting for the saké to get out of his system. He had standing there and thought about what he should tell Sakura when she would wake up in the morning and he had been suprised when she had woke up much earlier then she usually would (she was known to sleep until the afternoon, if she could).

Kakashi dragged his hand through his unruly hair and noticed something was missing.

"Kuso... My forehead protecter... I must have lost it somewhere..." he muttred and stood up and walked towards the kitchen looking for some aspirin in the medicine cabinet, but he found nothing. He growled. "I guess I need to ask Sakura if she could spare me some of her Chakra to get rid of my hangover..."

Then suddenly he thought of something. Sakura. She had been acting really strange, nevertheless she had actually 'talked' to him even if she more wanted to 'rape' him. Even if she wanted to 'rape' him, he had been glad that she had said something to him and then done such a bold move towards him, made him now regret that he had putted her to sleep by using his Sharingan. But if he hadn't done that he would feel more ashamed of himself for screwing her and he didn't deserve her, not after what he had told her.

But something told him that she maybe had forgive him. How could she forgive him? It had been his fault that she had got all mad with him and shed those needless tears. He really could be such a dick some times, he knew that, but it had always (in the end) hurted those close to him.

He sat himself down to the kitchen chair and leaned backwards. His thoughts drifted away to his econter with his long dead father.

Hatake Sakumo had been a proud man and had always prised his own son up to that day he had took his own life. It had hurted Kakashi in away that he had took out his own sadness and anger on to his team and even to the other people he had cared for. Until that accident with Obito. After that every thing changed, almost everything. He was still a brat, but he began to see why his father had done what he had done to protect his team mates. He did it out of love. Love to his friends and to his village and even to Kakashi himself.

Those thoughts had made him automatically to think of Sakura and her unborn child. He had to be honest with himself, he was not a what most people would call a 'good father' (he was never meant to be a father) and he was scared. He was nothing more then a killing machine and that would never change. But thinking of that 'child' that would grow inside of Sakura, made him a bit thrilled. That child could be his very own flesh and blood. A child that he could pass his own Will of Fire in to.

Then Kakashi began to recalled that day Asuma had dragged him to one of the bars they usually visit and Asuma had putted an ochoko filled with saké in his hand.

"What are we celebrating...?" Kakashi asked Sandaimes son who just had lighted a cigarette.

"That my friend, I will tell you soon..." Sandaimes son told the silver haired Jounin who frowned.

"You know that I have my hands full right know, Asuma..." Kakashi told Sandaimes son, Asuma.

"Naruto is the one who his training, not you right?" Asuma said to Kakashi who sighed. "Just enjoy your free drink, Kakashi..."

Kakashi gave Asuma a short glance before he dragged his mask off and began to sip on his saké.

"Ah, that's much better..." Asuma said to Kakashi who looked at him.

"So, what is the catch...?" Kakashi asked Asuma suspicious.

"Can't I even buy mine friend a drink...?" Asuma said with a bit of laughter in his voice. "I haven't spiked the saké if you are worried about that... I know that you can't hold your liquor..."

"Cut that crape... I'm way better then Genma at least..." Kakashi mumbled and putted down the ochoko to the table. "I will ask again, what are we celebrating?"

"You know that you are one of my very best friends..." Asuma began and Kakashi glared at him. "You are... Anyway, I haven't told anyother about this so you are pretty much the first to know and I want to keep it that way..."

"Have something happen?" Kakashi asked him.

"You can put it that way, but in a good way..." Asuma said and looked at Kakashi who had began to sip on his saké again. "Kurenai is pregnant..."

Kakashi choke on his saké and looked surprised at Asuma who glanced at Kakashi worried.

"She-She is...?" Kakashi said while coughing. "I guess that is great news... You have my congratulations..."

"Thanks, I think..." Asuma said a bit embarrassed. "So haven't you began to think about starting a family...?"

"Nah... Having a family isn't anything for me..." Kakashi said while shrugging his shoulder.

"Why not? Wouldn't be nice to settle down with a nice woman and have some kids...?" Asuma said and blow out the smoke from his mouth.

"First; I hate kids, especially really small ones... Second; None wouldn't want me when they found out what a person I really am and Thired; I will never found a woman that I could love and would love me for the one I'm..." Kakashi told Asuma in a matter of fact voice.

"Kakashi, life is to short to think the way you do..." Asuma told him. "You haven't even give it a try. All you actually do is read your porn all day, of couse the womens would flee you... But I'm right when I say this, you will find yourself a woman and that woman will accept you for the one you are. And maybe then you will see it the way I do... It's not wrong to be selfish..."

"What do you mean...?"

"To have a child is selfish..." Asuma said simple and Kakashi looked at him with a questioning look.

"I didn't really get that..." Kakashi told Asuma who smiled at him.

"When the time comes you will get it..."

Kakashi still didn't understand what Asuma had mean with that. But maybe that time was coming right know. That time when he would understand what he had mean back then. But why would it be so selfish to have a child?

Sure he had understand Asumas excitement of being a father to a wanted child and to spend his time with a woman he loved and who loved him back. Unfortunately for Asuma, he could never see his dream come true and he had died long before even his only son was born. It had been painfull for poor Kurenai to hear about her beloved lover to die and taken the burden of her unborn child all by herself. But she hadn't been all alone, Shikamaru had been there as support and Kakashi himself, had (time to time) visit Kurenai and her son, because he had been a good friend to Asuma.

Asumas son, Aisoku had grown up to be a spitting image of his father and he (what Kakashi had heard from Kurenai) had got Asumas Will of Fire. But Kakashi had seen Aisoku visiting Asumas grave every day before and even after school, he couldn't blame the boy. Who wouldn't miss a person who was supposed to be once father. Even if Aisoku didn't have a bond to his father, like he had a bond with his mother and even his godfather Shikamaru, he still would miss his father.

Those things was the only reason for Kakashi to not want a family. He knew very well how painfull it could be to lose once father in a very young age and that pain was unbearably. But he (somehow) couldn't tell Sakura to get rid of it because he knew how she would react and they both was not sure who the father was anyway. All he could do right now was to watch and just be by her side. Then again he got that feeling again that told him that he was thrilled. Thrilled that maybe be Sakuras childs father or was it just the hangover that was slowly disappearing.

Kakashi didn't have much more time to think about it, when he suddenly heard a sound from a blade behind him and then a tantou was pressed at his throat.

"Don't move..."

~oOo~

Sakura woked up and feel how her neck was a bit sore. The last thing she could remeber was her Senseis smile and now she was laying on her bed with her dressing gown almost revealing her upper part of her body. What had happened?

She raised from the bed and walked towards the mirror on the wall and saw something big and purple on her neck.

"What the heck?" he burst out and glanced at the big hickey on her neck.

Then she suddenly remebered how she probably had got it. She had tried to make her Sensei to sleep with her and she didn't even know if she had succeeded.

`He must think poorly of me right now... Acting like a slut or something like that... And I don't even know what flew in to me...´

Sakura turned her head to the desk in her bedroom and saw a piece of paper laying on it. She walked toward it and began to read it. She frowned.

"Damn you, Sensei...!" she growled.

Sakura read the note once more and the note said;

'Sorry that I left you so suddenly, but something come up. You wouldn't even believe me if I told you. Anyway, I forgot to tell you that ANBU accepted you and we will be still training together. Meet me at the Third Training Ground at 12.

Ps: Don't be late.

Love

Sensei'

Sakura glanced down to the words 'Love' and poorly drawing of a scarecrow beside his name.

`Love? What does he mean with that? That's right, he is probably just teasing me for what I probalby just did... But did we even do anything?´

"Don't be late... Don't be late is mine line..." she growled and looked at the clock. "Kuso! Eleven thirty already...! Now I'm really going to be late..."

Suddenly the 'morning' sickness stroke her again and she rushed to the toilet and throw up that little she had eaten, simple to say nothing.

Right now she hated her life and the 'man' who had made her in this state. Even if he had told her that she could keep it, it hadn't sound that he was really that interested in what she was going throught or for that matter, that thing that would keep to grow inside of her.

It had bugged her somehow, even if he said that he would be there by her side like he always had. But to her it hadn't felt like that would be enough, she (to be honest) wanted him to be more then just a shoulder to cry on when things went bad. But the thing that had starting to annoy her even more now was, why she had thrown herself over her Sensei like a she-cat in heat. That she probably would never know.

But she was so embarrassed that she just could die and she now she was forced to show up and face her Sensei. Well, probably (and lucky for her) he would just be his usually impassive self and not mention this ever again and she would happily pretend that nothing had happen between them.

She flushed the toilet and walked to looked herself in the mirror above the handbasin. She looked a bit paler then normally, but on the whole she didn't looked differently then usual. That was a big relief, but then she couldn't remember that Ino-Pig had looked pregnant either. Not even after Ino had told her that she was.

Well to be honest, she had no clue how a pregnancy worked. Literal yes, but not practical. It felt like she had stepped on one of the largest exploding tags ever and expecting to survive that. She had been so worked up over how Kakashi would react when she finally told him, that she had totally forgot that she was about to step closer to the thing called motherhood and not even know if she would came out of this alive.

Well, she would came out of this alive, but she was not so sure that she could be as strong as her mother had been. Strong enough to carry this all one her own and then give birth to a child that litterly didn't have a father. Then it would be all those glares. She remember that Temari had have hard time when she had carried the twins, because she wasn't married yet. But Shikamaru had been there to support her and now Ino was next. But Sakura knew that Sai would be there for Ino and he could be pretty scary when he protected those thing he cared for, so Ino wouldn't be so worried about being stared at.

"Sai..." Sakura mused and turned on the water and splashed water in to her face and took the towle to rub the water out of her face. "Wonder what Sensei had against Sai...? Sensei said something about he kissing me... Why would he freak out by just a friendly kiss on the forehead...?"

Sakura walked out of the bathroom and walked in to the kitchen and looked at the table that still had that raspebarry jam toast and the glass of milk on it. She sighed and walked towards the kitchen bench and looked down to the milk carton on the bench and then to the jam.

"I will put that to the list of things Kakashi will have to buy to me before his life is over..." Sakura growled and tossed the jam to the bin, pour the milk in the sink and cleaned up the table before she walked out of her home towards the training ground.

Sakura looked up to the sky. The sun was high up in the October sky and her former Sensei hadn't shown up yet.

"Why am I not even suprised..." she sighed and seeked cover under one of the many oaks trees that hadn't fell it's leafs, but the leafs was a bit red or yellow-orange amonge the green ones, all due to the Shodais gens that let the trees have it's 'glory' left (it was only the younger trees that had been self planted that had fell victim to the fall).

Sakura rubbed her belly softly with a vacant look on her face. She was not particularly persuaded that a human baby was growing inside of her and she didn't feel overjoyed about it either, not in the way Ino or even Temari had been. Sakura was more worried about other things, like how she should tell Naruto and the others when she couldn't hide it any more and even how Kakashi reallyfelt about this mess he had caused. Well, he had told her that he would be there for her, but that didn't meant that he particularly liked the idea of her giving birth to a child that he didn't even wanted or cared for. This was just like one big terrible soap opera and she really did hate soap operas.

"My life is just so fucked up right now..." she growled and placed her head at the tree trunk and drifted of to somewhere less troublesome.

Author note:

Well, Kakashi has finally have that little chat with Sakura and almost got little more then he wanted. ^-^ And Sakura has confirm that Sai just is a friend and now she had began to questioning her own decision to keep the child, should she get rid of it and continue with her life? Or will that be a decision she will regret her whole life?

It may contain some spelling errors...

And some notes;

When I writes the text 'like this' it means that the person in question is thinking. When I writes like thisthe person emphasis just that word and when I writes like this that means flashbacks.

I didn't bother to write the 'Mini Japanese dictionary' this time (sorry about that). Most of the "words" you can find in Chapter 2 of Koigokoro Awakening Of Love and in Chapter 20 of Aijouhyougen Expression of Love. ^-^

Feel free to ask me if something is bothering you.

Take care!

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