Howdy all, some sad news is this chapter is the finale and one of my most favorite I worte. It has lots of Esme and Jasper moments and at the end of the chapter you will see the entire Cullen family again. Enjoy and review guys.
"I feel sick Esme" whined Jasper and she kissed his head and ran a loving hand over his red cheek that was slapped. "Esmeee" whined Jasper as she carried him to her and Carslies bathroom that had a large bathtub so he would be able to stretch out since she knew Jasper usually took his daily showers quickly while standing. She smiled at him as she sat him down on the closed toilet seat since she was always so proud at how fast he was in the shower! Emmett was even slower than Rosalie!
"You are going to have a bath Jasper"
"Okay mom" he nodded looking up at her sourly in agony as she ran the water to a boil. It would feel good for his ice cold body.
"AHHHHHHHHHH" whimpered Jasper and Esme observed his face was flushing. Kneeling down next to him she gently pushed his hair back a few times. He also looked extremely embarrassed and Esme knew that her middle son was overly private and personal.
Like she knew Jasper done it before with Alice since he had the certain look on his face. He is just an overly private guy about his body.
"Come on" she said trying to lower his underwear since she wanted to get him into the bathtub.
"ESMMEEEEEeeeeeeeeee" pleaded Jasper leaning forward to prevent Esme.
"Jasper you have nothing I have not seen before baby. I did give birth to a baby boy and took care of him a few days before he passed on" said Esme to Jasper who closed his eyes since he was feeling humiliated.
I need help thought Jasper but I cannot let Esme help me,….she has never seen me down there.
Seeing her son so embarrassed Esme patted his knee and he opened his eyes. "How about I help you into the bathtub and then you will hand your underwear over to me?"
"Like surrender it?"
"Okay if that's how you think of it" said Esme being caught of guard and shrugging her shoulders.
"OK Esme, sure" said Jasper as his mom picked him up and placed him into the boiling warm water.
He sighed and Esme kneeled next to him as her son stretched out in the tub. Here is a pillow, she said putting it under his bushy head and she saw him move his arms a bit to splash water on his face.
"Okay time to surrender your undies Mr."
He looked petrified. "The water has to be foamie first."
"Sure Jasper" Esme said pouring in a scented body wash and spreading it around to make foam.
Jasper did the best he could to kick his legs to spread the foam.
"Can you not watch?" and Esme nodded and turned around to get a wash cloth and then turned back.
"Thank you baby" she said placing his underwear in the sink. "This will go in the garbage very soon."
Esme dipped the small towel into foam and gently started washing Jaspers sore face. She smiled when he extended his neck and looked at her for a few seconds.
"Feels good does'nt it"?
"So good Esme" whispered Jasper who was staring at her as she moved to his chest.
"What is it sweetie?" she asked him curiously.
"Were you happy that you gave birth to a soon Esme?"
"So happy" she replied quickly. "You know it is quite a task having a baby" and he nodded. "I was so exhausted Jasper and you know almost waiting a year to see my baby, I was thrilled."
"My parents were not" Jasper said tearing up and looking away.
"Oh sweetheart" said Esme soothling while washing her sons armpits thoroughly.
"I guess I was born the wrong gender" he said crying and holding his belly.
"Jasper it does not matter whats between your legs."
"It does not?" He teared and Esme wiped his face with the towel. She adored this boy. She smiled at him and was so happy that he joined the Cullen family. He was a difficult one, very one compared to the other children but Esme never gave up on this child. She knew he had a very tough childhood and then got an eternal life to young and the had to live with this guilt that he was not born a daughter for his parents. Esme sometimes could not believe it that he carried this around with him still when he had a stable loving family today, a roof over his head, clothes on his back, food in his belly, a girlfriend, got to go to school, and was most importantly loved.
"My little one it is what inside your heart. Many families have all girls or boys.
"But my parents hated me."
"They could do no such Jaspie. They gave you life."
"They hurt meeeeeeeeeeeeeee so many times Esmeeeee.
"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love you Jasper your safe. You're a very special member of our family. You're the youngman that always makes me happy even when I am not." This got Jasper to smile a bit.
"But I mess up all the time Esme. I hurt the people I love, those who are soooooooooo good to me" he sobbed.
"Oh Jasp….we all make mistakes baby and we work through it together.''
Jasper scrunched together and let his mom wash his back. '' I see such a beautiful boy in you." Jasper looked up at her and shrugged.
"Jasper I know that you are hurt, that you been told so many times that your family wished their third child would be a little girl….. and that is sooooooo soo sooo so wrong baby but think about Carslie and I. We are so proud of you. Even when you are not an angel" she said patting him on his head and he grinned.
She rubbed his cheek carefully. ''How many times we tell you Good boy Jasper, Baby boy, that's my boy…..it is because we love you so much for who you are. You are so loved and special Jasper my baby."
"I love you too Esme" teared Jasper leaning against Esme and despite getting her soaken wet he got a big hug from her.
"Now lets finish washing you clean."
"Okay Esme" he noded agreeingly and Esme washed his hips and then turned her back while Jasper washed his private parts.
"Jasper that was way to quick" Esme told him giving her his motherly look when she turned around at his command.
"I did the best I could" said Jasper exhausted.
"One more time wash them Jaspie, I want to make sure you are clean. Your underwear was filthy. I don't want you to catch something."
She really cares about realized Jasper as he washed it one more time after Esme turned around and and felt relieved to be back home.
"Okay you can look"said Jasper in a weakened voice since he was so tired and Esme turned with a big big fluffy towel and he smiled at her that she was helping him maintain his dignity.
Esme helped Jasper stand up and quickly wrapped him up in the towel and carried him to sit on the toilet. "MMMMMM, you smell so good….. like fresh peaches" and he smiled as his mom dried him off.
"These cuts look serious Jasper. Dad will look at them later on."
"You don't think he will look at my entire body" paniced Jasper.
"Jasper, noooo, noo little one" said Esme drying his knees. Shhhh….. He'll probably just as if your area is okay."
"Good" said Jasper breathing a sigh of relief.
"But…. He might ask to take a very quick peek."
"" whined Jasper getting tense as Esme carried him to her and Carslie bedroom so he could rest in peace.
"Jasper." She said firmly. He is a doctor and seen much more you know whats than I have seen and trust me sweety…. I have seen quite a lot like yours."
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" groaned Jasper as his head hit the pillows.
"What a gorgeous boy" said Esme proudly. I love your Mr." And she pulled up the blanket over him.
"Where is ?" said Carslie in panic as he ran into the kitchen.
"In our bedroom" said Esme but he was already up the stairs as she whispered "he is resting.''
Jasper was all curled up when Carslie found him. "What have they done to you my boy?" Carslie said silently.
"Carslie?" asked Jasper softly.
"I am here"
"Your not going to hit my butt are you?" asked Jasper in a scared voice.
Esme who was at the door let out a cry and Carslie looked at his son. "No Jasper, you will not be punished. You scared us so much. We are so happy to have you home son."
"I am so happy too" said Jasper. Esme sat down on the bed and rubbed her sons sore feet after she pulled them out from under the cover.
"Lets see your belly Jasper" said Carslie seriously and pulled back the blanket and then lowered the towel his son was still wrapped up in.
"I am just going to feel your belly big guy" said his dad in doctor mode and Jasper closed his eyes to rest.
He felt his dad examine his chest too and his groin?
"WHAT?"said Jasper surprised as Esme made him lay down since he wanted to sit up.
"Lay down Jasper I have to check your groin area."
"I could tell you its fine"
"Ineed to see myself Jasper" said Carslie seriously. "Esme can you please step outside so we can do this man to man.
"Tell me immediately when I can come in….. I will be outside the door." She gave her sons foot a quick loving squeeze before she left.
Carslie check his sons genitals and luckily for Jasper without taking a look. It took less than ten seconds.
"Esme?" called Carslie and she ran in and sat on the bed next to her baby stroking his face.
Carslie then examined his sore legs and had Jasper lay on his side but first made sure his bottom was wrapped up by the towel. "I am going to lower the gown a bit so I can see your hip." Esme cringed upon seeing it.
"Yikes" said Emmett walking in the room.
"Real nice Emmett" said Jasper as his dad felt his lower back and tail bone."
"So lucky Jasper, no bones are broken.
"Good to have you back little brother" said Emmett giving Jasper a goofy grin causing everyone in the room to laugh.
"I don't see this a reason to laugh" stated Rosalie marching into the room and oh my she smelled awfullllllllll!
"I smell like horse."
"Excuse me miss but may I interrupt…. You smell like a pony to be exact" giggled Emmett.
"Shut it" said Rosalie wacking Emmett with her purse. "If I would have known I would end up in Nevadas desserts, I would have dressed differently. I would have brought a change of clothes or the least body spray. You asked me to Vegassssssssssssssssssssss. You idiot" she yelled at Emmett.
"Golly how the world did you end up in the dessert? I would have loved to see you ride a pony Rose" said Jasper and she smiled at him "and Nevada I so want to go gambling."
"Youngman?" said Esme remindlingly
"UMmmmm. I'll pass and be a good boy Esme."
"Bingo." She said proudly and rubbed his chest lovingly.
With all the commotion going on in the room for to many people, they did not hear Edward come in who was standing at the doorway. "Watch out Alice is gonna jump on you."
"NOOOOO, noooo" said Carslie firmly and caught his daughter in an elegant leap through the air as she tried to pounce on Jasper.
"Thanks for the warining son" Carslie said as his Alice was already next to Jasper on the bed French kissing him away.
"Jasper" said Carslie….. Jasp.
"Jaspie" nearly shouted Esme who was still French kissing madley and seemed to forget the others in the room. Esme clapped loudly but still could not get his attention. "He came out of shell."
The end
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