6. vier kleine woordjes

"Kom op jongens, douw ff wat peper in je reet" once again I realize that I'm not speaking English, this happens way too often. Everybody (the Bella's) looks at me confused, they are still not used to this thing.

"what did that mean" Chloe asks what they all want to ask, I smirk, knowing what I just said won't make sense to them.

"do you wanna know what I meant or what I said?" I've been living here for a few months now and it's not easy to adapt to this new country, speaking and understanding English is not the problem, it's just remembering to use the correct language and not my mother tongue. "it meant that we have to hurry up a little" I say without awaiting Reds answer

"and what words did you use? I don't know if I even want to know"

"I said, come on guys, put some chilli peppers up your arse will ye" I smile when I see their curious faces turn to either shock or surprise "if someone says that to you, it means that he/she wants you to hurry the fuck up"

My mother is Dutch, my father is American and they met while my mom was on vacation, it was summer love and my mom found out she was pregnant when she was back home. I never had a father growing up but I don't blame him, he didn't even know I existed. And when he found out, he made sure I could get a college degree at the university he works, Barden University. It's weird how fast everything happened, I got here a month after I graduated and I am now in an a cappella group called the Barden Bella's, my best friends are a ginger and a fat Australian woman. Some kid called Jesse developed a crush on me and still doesn't seem to except that I'm gay, although I told him like a thousand times. In the meanwhile I'm falling for Chloe but there's no way she's into me, she's everything I'll never be. She's fun, outgoing, not afraid to show her feelings and bubbly, and I'm a loner that loves staying in her room all day and night, is an introvert and is not super comfortable with human contact. Perfect match right.

The bella's know most of this, I explained it when I first joined them. They'll get used to it, me randomly shouting something in Dutch. My language is so much more fun than English, we have sounds that you guys can't make and words you won't ever be able to pronounce, when I curse I say godverdomme and we I'm pissed at someone I say krijg de tering or tief op man, when someone does something incredibly stupid I say heb je spetterpoep in je kop ofzo! Or when someone needs you shut up I yell BAKKES, it's not an actual word it's just something we said at home a lot. You can look up what that means or trust me that it's better than most English insults. The Bella's get to hear these sentences a lot, since we're all just idiots, and they have given up on trying to figure out what it means.

Back to the part where all the Bella's finally started to hurry a little, we have to go to a party we got invited to and it was not even my idea. I was tricked and sabotaged into going but now I'm mildly excited and I'm the only one so I'm pushing them to go just like they did to me. Make any sense? I usher them all out the door and lead them to the party, there I let everyone go, knowing they'll have a good night with some booze in their system. I go get a drink, just one, I'm not planning on getting drunk tonight, I'm planning on relaxing as much as possible. As far as I can in this place, but whatever, I'll manage.

The party has been going for three hours now and I'm sitting in the yard, doing just what I said I was gonna do, when I get a text

Chloe: where r u

Beca: outside

Chloe: save me

I know it's nothing more than the pretty redhead seeing that she's had enough and asking me to walk her home, but I hurry inside anyway. I scan the room and see Chloe's fiery red hair on the other side, it's near damn impossible to get through crowds fast but I try anyway. There's some dude behind her and he's holding her wrist, Chloe doesn't seem to like it

"hey Red, this dude bothering you?"

Chloe's face lights up when she sees me "Beca! No, he's just about to let us leave"

The dude is not having it "you're not leaving, especially not with this dwarf. She you're girlfriend, you whore"

Now I don't like nicknames about me being short but I can get over it, what I can't get over is this random fucker calling the most beautiful woman I've ever met a whore

I punch him on his nose and say "wat dafuq is jouw probleem!? Je moet ff leren om normaal te doen, verwende teringlijer" then I take Chloe's hand and walk away from the boy, he's on the ground, holding his nose and screaming bloody murder.

The walk back to Chloe's dorm is silent, my fist hurts but my pride is intact.

We're standing in front of Chloe's dorm "thank you for that back there"

Oh god she looks so good right now "it was nothing, he was outta line. No one should call you anything negative because you aren't and you have to know that"

Then something really weird happens, she kisses me, her lips are on mine and it feels like heaven. I deepen the kiss and push her against the wall, my hands roam her body and it feels so good. Chloe pulls away but grabs my hand and opens the door, it's empty, thank god. We crash on the bed leaving clothing on are way there and only parting our lips to catch our breath, I'm smiling like an idiot as I put my forehead on hers "been wanting to do that for a while now" Chloe's answer is a kiss, a soft and sweet and delicate kiss, not like the ones we've had so far but one full of promises. We lay down and I put my head on Chloe's bare chest, listening to her heartbeat. I don't think she's planning on having sex with me but I really want to make her feel good. My good hand is on her stomach, slowly going down to her thigh, I'm hearing her heart beat faster and faster. She's not stopping me, god this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I kiss her next and go down to her boobs, leaving little kisses all over them.

I run my finger through her folds and bring it up to my face, moaning loud as I lick it clean. I've been with my fair share of women and now exactly what's gonna turn them on. My hand goes back down and lingers over the redheads centre, not touching it just yet. I put myself between her legs and place kisses on her thighs while letting one hand play with her nipple, I look her in the eye while I'm doing all this and she looks so pretty. Those baby blues are begging me to stop teasing and I can't resist them, I run my tongue through her folds frown her core all the way up to her clit and bring it back down. Earning another moan and a hand on my head pushing me closer, I give in an and quickly use my fingers and mouth to make sure Chloe comes harder than ever before. God she's so beautiful when she comes.

After a few minutes I take my fingers out of her and climb back up again, kissing her on the mouth so she can taste herself. We keep kissing for a while but I stop and put my arms around her, she's falling asleep, I can see it.

"wait you haven't- "

"sssh" is shush her "we have all the time in the world for that, for now, let's get some sleep"

And my crush falls asleep in my arm after I made love to her,

This is like a dream come true.

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I slowly open my eyes and feel Chloe's smooth skin on mine, the memories of last night put a smile on my face and I don't want to fuck up this moment. I can't help but whisper a little verse my mom used to tell me. Again, translate if you want

Vier kleine woordjes om te zeggen wat ik bedoel
Vier kleine woordjes, je bent mijn leven, je bent mijn doel
Vier kleine woordjes, ik wil je nooit meer kwijt
Vier kleine woordjes, ik hou van je en dat is voor altijd

It's really cute, it basically meansI love you but Chloe will never understand it without me translating it to her so we're good. I do love her though, I have for a while now and it was tearing me apart. Some part of me is scared what'll happen after she wakes up but I'm confident that Chloe likes me just as much.

The redhead slowly opens her eyes and smiles when she sees me

"would you wanna go on a date with me?"

"I'd love to"