Kaitlynn leaned against the door, yeah she said 'I Love You' to Josh. It seemed silly that she expected him to say it back, he was guy, did guys even say that to a girl? Or did they worry to much about their 'male pride'? Kaitlynn sighed, resting her hands on her stomach. It was flat, now. But she remembered back in New Orleans during Mardi Gras...her and her ex-boyfriend had drunk too much, and she had ended up pregnant. Unfortunately her boyfriend at the time wanted her not a child. So, he did what he thought was best and -him being a medschool graduate- performed an abortion while she was asleep. Oh she was so mad at him. Half the reason why she came here to her cousin's home town was to start over...and to get pregnant again. That's why she rushed it with Josh, why she slept with him..
She just didn't expect to actually fall in love with him. Sighing, she stood up, going to her suitcase where she pulled out the three pregnancy tests that she bought before showing up on her cousin's doorstep, and then she went into the bathroom to take them all. Josh was gone, so he wouldn't know. She just wanted a baby so bad ever since that one Mardi Gras.
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When Jack was done beating up Gabriella, she layed helpless on the floor. she held onto her sides, and she rolled on the floor. she had tears rolling down her cheeks. "Oh Baby girl, Troy will be here soon, and It will all be over..I promise.." jack smirked kissing her fully on the lips. she began crying, and trying to get him off of her. "Stop it!" she screamed kicking him in the stomach. "Why you little bitch!" he came towards her with a knife, but when he stabbed her in the side, she screamed bloody murder in pain, and the door flew open to find Troy. Jack looked up, Gabriella coughed, and whimpered and cried out loud in pain. "T-Troy.." Jack backed away from her, "Troy.. what a pleasent suprise son... come to watch the show?"
Troy didn't waste time, he pounced on his father, grappling his neck and pushing him in the direction of the wall; his head cracking open as it hit with blunt force. "There's not gonna be a show..." Troy seethed, Jack grabbed the back of his head, feeling the sticky oozing blood matt his hair. Troy turned to Gabriella; who was holding her side, but the blood still soaked her shirt. "I'm sorry this happened to you..I'm sorry.." Gabriella whimpered, "Tr-Troy, I just..I just want to go home, let's go home." the door clicked, Troy turned his head (he was kneeling next to Gabriella's side) Jack chuckled; still holding his head, "you two aren't going anywhere...the show must go one Troy." Troy growled, "you're not touching her." Jack smirked, "Fine. Then I'll just have to slit your throat.."
Gabriella put her hand over Troy's hand, squeezing hard. Troy wanted to keep his face stony, but when the words 'throat' 'your' and 'slit' are directed at you in a sentence, yeah that makes it hard. "You won't do that..." Jack narrowed his eyes, "What makes you think I won't...?" he grabbed Troy by the hair, pulling him up to his feet by a handful of hair. He winced and nearly swore, "Because..." Troy said, stiffening his body when he felt a cold blade touch the skin of his throat, "You're not a...killer...mom wouldn't want you to kill me-or Josh..."
Jack glared at him, "Maybe..I won't kill you or josh.." he traced the sharp cold object around his throat, "But I can kill her." he pointed the knife at Gabriella. Troy gulped, "Touch her, and I will fucking kill you slowly and painfully.." Jack laughed, "Troy, don't be like that towards your daddy.." Troy narrowed his eyes taking him by the throat and shoving him against the counter, taking the knife and bringing it to his throat, "You wanna bet.. anybody tries to hurt me, Gabriella, or my kids, things that are important to me, I will kill them!" he threatened. Jack looked at him, kind of feeling afraid of his son, but would never admit that, especially to Troy. He smirked, maybe he could mess around with Troy's head. "She don't deserve you Troy she wants to go to bed with a real man."
Troy shoved him further against the counter, Gabriella was trying to sit up; he was so angry that he wasn't paying attention to his father's hand reaching toward a giant steak knife. "I'm more of a man than you'll ever be...count on it." Jack chuckled, his face twisting to a look of feigned hurt and understanding, "you know what, I actually get what you're saying, but"- he moved fast, taking the giant steak knife and jabbing it into Troy's stomach, but Troy moved, so it went into his leg.
Very deep into his leg-"I just don't think that its as fun as the life I lead now..." Troy gripped his leg, falling to the floor, Jack took the pocket knife from Troy's hand (seeing as the steak knife was still deep in his leg) and walked over to Gabriella, picking her up by her hair, tracing little circles on her throat with the blade, "You know son I was thinking of slitting her throat and have you watch her die quickly, but what about a slow painful bleeding out death?"
Gabriella began whimpering, "T-Troy.." Troy looked at her, seeing the tears streaming down her soft cheeks, "Brie..baby..I love you.." she sniffled, "I love you too Troy...so much.." Jack growled looking at both Troy and Gabriella, "Say I have a much better idea.. Gabriella.." he pulled her hair tighter, she whimpered. "let's say your gonna live, and your gonna be with me.. till the day you die, and I'll kill Troy.." her eyes went wide, "No..please..please don't.." Jack took the knife going towards Troy. Gabriella screamed "No!" and she ran towards Troy, her back towards the kife, which Jack sent the knife going through her back.
She held onto Troy's arms, "Troy..." she hoarsed out. "Brie!" he cried, tears running down his cheeks, he never cried over anyone, this showed how much he loved her. Gabriella fainted to the floor, and Troy bit his bottom lip, and began sobbing sliding down to the ground, bringing his hands into his face, sobbing into them. "Wow, didn't know the bitch would do that, worked out better then I thought.." Jack smirked.
Troy ran his hands through Gabriella's hair, he saw the blade in her back; he felt the steak knife in his leg, but it was more like a numb pain. Besides that, he only felt a burning hate surge through every pore in his body as he gently slid her on to the floor and stagger to his feet, Jack chuckled, watching as his son ripped the the steak knife from his leg. "She didn't deserve that..." he growled, Jack chuckled, "sure she didn't...Troy, she deserved death; whose to say that she didn't prefer it to you-ah!" Troy had charged at him, sticking the kinfe deep in his gut and twisting it in Jack's abdomen. Blue glared into blue, Troy seethed, "you're the one that deserves to die...first you rotted in a jailcell, that wasn't enough." Jack gagged, Troy chuckled darkly, "now you can rot in hell"
Jack gasped, well more like gagged; choking on his own blood as it rose up his own throat. It seemed Troy inherited his father's temper. His father's extremely volatile temper. "I hate you..." Troy murmured, "Josh hates you, for what you did to the both us...you aren't our father." Jack chuckled with blood on his lips, pulling himself a little straighter (however painful) as he whispered in Troy's ear, "You are so much like me son, whether you like it or not...I'm your father...your mother was a whore who slept around. Tell that to Josh." And with that Jack fell to the ground, the knife in his stomach; twisted and bloody.
Gabriella tried reaching out to Troy's hand, "T-Troy.." she hoarsed out weakly. he bent down grabbing her hand, "It's alright baby, I'm right here.. " she quivered her lip, "I..I'm hurting." Troy looked at her, "Baby, I'm gonna have to lift you, and take you to the hospital.." she whimpered, "But..it..it will hurt.." troy shook his head, "I won't hurt you baby..I promise.." she nodded and he lifted her into his arms, and took her to the hospital.
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Gabriella woke up, and Troy was holding her hand, he kissed her hand gently, and stroking her hair, "how you feeling baby?" she sighed, "I feel like I've been stabbed." Troy chuckled lightly, "Wow, I wonder why?" she smiled softly, "are you ok?" he sighed, "I will be eventually..I'm just glad your okay.." she nodded biting her bottom lip, "I'm fine..don't have to worry anymore.." he smiled kissing her lips, "I..I thought I was gonna lose you Brie...I..I don't wanna go through that, I'm so glad your ok, you had no idea how scared I was..I was terrified, my heart was pounding, I..I cried, I felt like a fucking pussy..I'm so sorry Brie, I'm sorry what he did to you, I...I love you so damn much.." he rambled on, and she kissed his lips, "Troy, shut up.."
she giggled, "I love you too... and it takes nothing more than a man to cry... so don't feel that way, your my hero, you saved me.." Troy began to get teary, "Do you need anything?" he squeezed her hand harder. she shook her head, "I'm fine right now, thankyou.." she smiled softly, Troy looked at her, "Brie...what did he do to you?" she looked down at her hands, "He..He..oh god troy it was horrible, I understand why you hated him... he was..he was so awful, I never wanna go through it again.." she bit her lip to stop tears from falling.
Troy sighed letting the back of his hand stroke her cheek, he bit his lip, "I never meant for this to happen to you...I am so sorry her hurt you like he hurt me.." she sniffled, shaking her head, "It's not your fault Troy-" "Brie, don't even say it's your fault, I did it.. I should of been more careful.." he sighed, she bit her bottom lip, he looked at her, "Brie..I'm sorry.." he was about to regret what he was gonna say but he loved her, "I think we should split up.. things are not working out.." her heart broke in two when he said that, "T-Troy.." he shook his head, "I love you so damn much, that's why I'm doing it...I can't risk you getting hurt, so staying away is for the best. she let her tears roll down her cheeks, "what..what about the kids?" Troy sighed, "I'll come get them on Mondays through Wenesdays, and on weekends, if that's alright?" she sighed nodding, "Yeah..that's ok." he kissed her passionately one last time, something telling him it was the wrong thing to do, but he to do this to protect her.
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Waiting for three pregnancy tests were hard, but staying in the bathroom all day wasn't one of her plans. Kaitlynn therefore shoved the tests in her back pocket of her skinny jeans as she paced around the kitchen. What if I am pregnant? She idly wondered, would Josh want...I'm sure he would, he's not like Kendall...Josh is very sweet. She kept telling herself that, her hands shook around the coffee cup they held, the clock on the wall seemed to tick louder; and then the opening of the door. She looked up startled, Josh was walking distractedly to the stairs. She sighed, "Josh!" she called, he stopped, she could've sworn she saw him wince, "I need to talk to you..about-about earlier."
Josh stood there, "Uhh yeah..we do.." he said walking over to her and grabbing her hand, "umm Kaitlynn..." he took a deep breath, "I..I don't know how I feel about you right now...I know what I have for you is strong, but I..I just don't know..I mean, you were my first time, you took my virginity.." Kaitlynn's eyes went wide, "I..I did?" he nodded, "yeah, really lame, right?" she shook her head, "No, It's very sweet.." she smiled, she looked down, and grabbed the sticks out of her back pocket, and saw they were all positive from a glance, she sighed throwing the test on the table, "I'm pregnant."
Josh blinked rapidly, "uh..wh-wh-wh...huh..wh-wh-wh..." the rest of his dialogue was just incoherent babblings. Kaitlynn sighed, "I don't really expect you to, you know, stick around...but I'd just thought I'd let you know-that it is yours." Josh really didn't know what to say, hell, he couldn't speak! The felt as if it were spinning and then slowly fading to a black and then...the echo of an angel's voice calling his name. "Josh...Josh?...Josh..." lame right?
Josh blinked rapidly, "uh..wh-wh-wh...huh..wh-wh-wh..." the rest of his dialogue was just incoherent babblings. Kaitlynn sighed, "I don't really expect you to, you know, stick around...but I'd just thought I'd let you know-that it is yours." Josh really didn't know what to say, hell, he couldn't speak! The felt as if it were spinning and then slowly fading to a black and then...the echo of an angel's voice calling his name. "Josh...Josh?...Josh..." lame right?
Josh woke up laying on the couch, and Kaitlynn soaking his head with a wash cloth. she smiled, "Hey.' he looked at her, "Kaitlynn...what..what happened?" She sighed, "You Fainted.." he looked at her, all the memories of what happened before he fainted. "Are...Are you sure your.." she nodded, "I took all three tests, all positive." Josh sat up, running a hand through his hair. Kaitlynn crossed her legs and sighed laying back on the couch, the he spoke, "I..I thought we were safe..I thought we had protection.?" she sighed, "It..It must of broke Josh..." she whispered, He sighed running a hand through his hair...Wow, Him, A Father? he took a deep breath, "and..It's..It's mine.?" she nodded, looking down at her hands, "You..uhh don't have to be around it..I'll take care of it."
Josh looked at her, he finally noticed something. Her voice, the way she sounded when she told him the...good? news. "uhm...Katie," she smiled small at the nickname, "when-when you told me, you didn't sound shocked or..scared?" he meant it as a statement, but it came out as a question, Kaitlynn sighed, playing with her fingers. How to explain this? "Josh..its a long story," she moved to get the wash cloth wet again, but he gently grabbed her wrist, "I have time katie, tell me..." biting her lip, she sighed once more and sat on the edge of the couch by Josh's feet. "Josh...in Louisana-during Mardi Gras...we-my ex and I that is- had a lot to drink, and...I ended up pregnant the first time...he didn't want it." the memories swam in her eyes and suddenly it was like she was reliving it.
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"I can't believe you're stupid enough to get pregnant!" yelled Kendall Martin, his green eyes blazing angrilly, Kaitlynn felt tears well up in her eyes, "get rid of the damn thing.." thing? Kaitlynn shook her head, "Kendall, please...he's...he's our baby, why don't you want it?" Kendall growled, grabbing her by her hair, and pulling hard; he growled in her ear, "Bitch, as far as I'm concernded that brat isn't mine, and you need to get rid of it or I will..."
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She felt her chest constrict, Josh squeezed her hand consolingly, she breathed out a shaky breath. "Kendall was a ...a med school graduate, and...he performed-without my consent- an abortion in my sleep. Oh! I was so mad!" her vision was blurry with tears, as she turned to Josh, "that's why I'm not expecting you to stick around...if I have to raise this baby on my own, I will."
Josh blinked once, "Katie...I-I...," he blew out a breath, running a hand through his hair, "I don't plan on-I mean, I won't...oh cripe." he grabbed her face between his hands and pulled her to him, kissing her softly but having it build into something more. Something heated.
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It's been a few months, and Troy is going crazy without Gabriella. today was Wenesday and it was his last visitation day with the kids till saturday. he sighed getting out of his car, and walking up on the porch, and he looked at a silver car that was parked in the drive-way. he was curious on who it was, he opened the door to find Gabriella and A guy locking lips. Gabriella looked up, "ohh umm.. Troy.." she cleared her throat, "Umm..the..umm.." she stood up wiping her mouth, "The Kids are umm almost ready.."she smiled softly.
He marched up to them, putting himself between Gabriella and ...him. He heard Gabriella's protests, but he was focusing on his fist connecting with the guy's jaw and knocking him on his ass, Troy turned to the beautiful brunette staring at him wildly as he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her in for a burning kiss and then wrapped her legs around his waist as he picked up her and took up the stairs to the bedroom....however in reality, Troy smiled curtly, looking only at Gabriella, "Yeah..uh...thanks." he looked at the guy she was with, blond...green eyes. Tall. And...ooh zit on the forehead behind the bangs-wait, why does that concern Troy? Why is he even interested?
...her lips brushed against his neck, her nails digging into his back as she murmured against his skin, "Troy ...Troy.." he kissed every inch of her; tickling her nipples with his thumbs and then kissing her folds heatedly as she bucked her hips and arched her back. He loved her..."Troy...hellooo?" Gabriella called, waving a hand in front of his face, he shook his head, "yeah?" Gabriella looked at him, "are you okay? You seem distracted?" No. Troy smiled falsely, "Brie, I'm fine...I'll be uh...inside with the kids." He turned back once he was out of their sight. Blondie kissed her on the lips, sloppily. Damn, Troy wanted to kill him.
Sophie ran into Troy's arms, "Daddy!" he picked her up twirling her around with the twins running behind her, he kissed her forhead, "My Angel, how are doing?" she giggled, "Me good Daddy, what are we doing today?" she asked, he laughed, still keeping his eye on Gabriella and The Blondie. Blondie held his hands firmly on her waist, almost traveling to her butt. Troy narrowed his eyes, he wanted his girl back. he'd talk to her tonight when he brought the kids back.
When Troy dropped off the kids, Gabriella was cooking dinner, "Hey, you guys have fun?" Sophie nodded, along with the twins, "Daddy took us to the circus.." Sophie smiled holding her stuff she got with from the circus. Gabriella smiled, "well you three wash up, and put your things in your room, and say goodnight to your father." she said going over and grabbing plates. Troy bent down to his three wonderful children, and taking them all into a group hug, "I love you guys...goodnight, and see you saturday.." All three of them nodded and ran upstairs.
Troy stood up and looked at Gabriella, "Can I talk to you?" she looked at him, "Umm sure, what about?" she turned to him, "I...I miss you..I miss touching you, holding you, kissing you, making love to you..I can't sleep at night cause your always on my mind...I love you, and I..I want you back.." Gabriella sighed, looking down at her hands, "Troy.. your the one who said to split up-" he nodded, "Yes, I know, and I am an idiot for ever doing that.." she shook her head sighing, "Troy..I'm..I'm not single anymore..I have a relationship right now..and.." she looked down at her hands, and he tilted her chin, "what?" she had tears in her eyes, "I'm happy..I'm really happy.."
"I don't believe that.." he said, in a whisper, his lips just barely touching hers. Gabriella felt her insides turn to mush; if he didn't leave soon she'd be reduced to a puddle of goo. She let out a shaky breath, turning her head; she hated anyone to see her cry, "I..I..am and so are the kids..." Troy sighed, "Brie, please..." he reached out to grasp her elbow, but she flinched and pulled away. There was no way he didn't grasp it that hard. "Brie ..what-" she stepped back, "it's nothing...just...go okay, I'll drop the kids off at 2pm on Saturday all right?" Troy nodded, he still had his eyes on her, "Brie ...I love you. I really do."
He cupped her cheeks stroking them with his thumbs, "Your Beautiful.." he murmured. she looked into his eyes, "I..I love you too.." he nodded pecking her lips once last time, and letting go, he turned to go to the door, with his hand on the handle, but stopped and turned to her and said, "I'll always love you, even if you don't...I know your not happy..and I know you miss me too.. and miss making love to me.. cause we are one.. whatever you feel, I feel, and what I feel..is misrable...goodnight Brie..." and with that he walked out the door, not turning back.