Jasper it is!
I do not own Twilight, I just like to swim in the world of words S. Meyer created.
Fuck me! Jasper thought as he closed the door to his bedroom behind him. He threw his bag in the corner and let himself fall on top of his three-quarter bed. He let the day run through his head, trying to stay clear of those beautiful green eyes. It wasn't working, he couldn't forget those deep moss coloured pools of... "Fuck!"
He seriously didn't need to think about him. Not about his eyes, not about his lush red lips, not about the flawless pale skin that hugged his cheekbones... "FUCK!" He pulled the pillow over his head.
Jessica, yes, thoughts about Jessica were safe. If you ignored the obnoxious words that came out of her mouth, she was rather pretty. Her hair was soft, though the colour of it wasn't that interesting. The boring ash blond lock seemed pale compared to the orange gold glow the sun created in the beautiful boy's hair.
"OH FUCK THIS!" Jasper slammed his fist against the wall, skinning his knuckles against the plaster. He didn't care. At least it would distract his mind from unwanted thoughts about that guy. A guy for god's sake, have I seriously lost my mind?
He heard his momma come up the stars. "I heard that!" she called. "And if I hear more of it, you can pray to God he forgives you, because I sure as hell won't. There's no language like that in here!" she reached the top of the stairs and lightly knocked on his door. "Now come out and give your momma a kiss, how was your first day of school?"
His momma was a very strict but very loving woman, tiny but fearless. He worked so hard every day on making her happy. That had turned out to be an impossible task this last year, but moving here had put a little lightness back into her stride. He opened the door and pulled her into a warm hug. Kissing the top of his mother's head he sighed, hell would have to freeze over before he disappointed his momma.
She patted his back and freed herself from his arms. "Where's your car dear? I didn't see it pulling up." Jasper groaned.
"It's being pulled out of a ditch as we speak. I got ran off the road and it got stuck in the mud. A girl gave me a lift to and from school."
"A girl eh? Was she cute?" his mother asked. Jasper flinched involuntarily at the thought of Jessica.
"I guess so, she might become my girlfriend, she likes me." He gave her the dazzling smile she loved so much. A little teeth and a smirk in his eyes.
She pinched his cheek. "Go wash your hands, dinner is in five!"
He stepped back into his room. What the hell was happening to him, he was so not into guys, he couldn't be, could he? "Fuck NO!" he barked. A bang came from the bathroom down the hall and remembering his momma's words he added. "Sorry, sorry, I'm praying, I'm praying!"
After dinner he decided to take a walk. "I'll be home for 'Castle'!" he called out to his mother. They loved watching detectives together and Castle had been their newest addiction.
The cold evening air couldn't clear his clouded mind. The sharp breeze couldn't blow out the thoughts about the boy with the incredible green eyes. Not the thoughts about his lean but muscled body, nor the thoughts of using his tongue to explore the strong lines in his beautiful face.
He definitely needed to get laid. He didn't really care for Jessica, but she was sure as hell interested. Yes, a girlfriend was just what he needed. He just wished those cursed eyes wouldn't keep staring at him. It made him anxious. Well no, it made him outright horny! Definitely need a girlfriend! he thought to himself!
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