Hey, thanks for finding yourself wandering off to my story again. I had a bit of a writers block, but luckily kgq helped me through. So a new chapter today.

Thanks to dragontattoo75 and prassacut for helping me figure out the medical stuff.

I do not own twilight, I would just really like to give S. Meyers boys a sponge bath.

He woke up to the sound of Alice shouting. "You just have to feel bad about anyone Alice is angry with!" he couldn't help but smile. "Little Vixen! Man can she rant!" He wished he could get up and see the face of whoever she was cursing to hell in the hallway.

"And you need to stay the hell away from here, he doesn't need you pushing him away and than pulling him in again! He's cracked his skull for gods sake!" Alice almost screamed.

"What the hell?"This was about me. Alice was shouting at someone who was here to see me. Now I really wanted to know who it was.

"Fuck you! You don't know me, you know nothing about me and Ed. I know that if you ask him he will want to see me!"

"That was Alec, Alec is here!"But why was Alice sending him away? I needed to get up. I lifted my blanket and swung my feet of the bed. "Wow, head rush!" I saw stars for a few seconds, but they quickly cleared. "So far, so good!"I thought. I hadn't been out of bed yet and my balance was off.

I struggled from my bed to the doorpost leaning heavily on the stand my drip was attached to. This was tricky, I thanked god for no longer being catheterized. I grabbed the railing against the wall outside my room with one hand and carefully moved towards Alice.

"Alice? what's going on?" I said as I was still stammering towards her. She spun around and opened her mouth, but Alec pushed her to the side and rushed to my side. "Ed, she wouldn't let me through, but I knew, I knew you wanted to see me." I rested my head against his chest, I was seeing stars again.

Alice came towards me looking worried. "Edward? Are you ok? You shouldn't be out of bed, Carlisle said.." I really didn't want to hear it. "Alice, leave me the fuck alone! Why the hell were you shouting at Alec? What did he ever do to you? Mike and Bella can visit, why not Alec?" I shouted. The stars weren't fading, but leaning against Alec kept me standing. "Edward, you're shaking! Nurse? Nurse!" Alice cried. "I'm not fucking shaking!" I tried to eye Alice through the stars, but my eyes rolled back into my head. And everything went dark.

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I opened my eyes and Carlisle was in my face. "What the hell happened now?" Alice was talking in a low voice. "Honestly Alec, I don't understand why you keep tugging at him. I thought Bella talked to you about this. I know you're not in love him him, and he doesn't love you either." "What? Alice!" I tried to say something, but I could only produce a soft choking sound.

Carlisle thought I tried to speak to him and he took a cup from my head table. "Here, take some water, not too much, just to clear the dry mouth. You gave us a bit of a scare sport, you can't get up while there's still a bleed in your head Edward." He went on about the risks and consequences but I wasn't really listening to him. Alec was speaking to Alice in an equally low voice. "You don't know shit Alice. I just want to talk to him and see he's ok. I may not love him, but I do care about him!" "Nice way of showing it!" "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" Their argument was getting louder and I looked over to them.

Carlisle stood up. "If you two can't keep it down you're going to have to leave." he said. "No!" I cried while trying to get myself into an upright position. "Wow, head rush!" I didn't struggle when Carlisle gently pushed me back into the cushions. "Edward, if you can't behave yourself and stay in bed, I'm going to cancel allyour visitors." He said, with a touch of authority in his voice. I nodded and turned to Alice.

"Ally, I want Alec to stay, he's important!" With that Alec stood up and walked up to the side of my bed. With one hand on the railing and the other running through his long hair he sighed. "I'm glad you're ok Ed." I felt moisture filling my eyes and I blinked it away. "Don't call me that!" I replied. "Edward!" he quickly said. "I'm glad you're ok, Edward." And he smiled. I took his hand from the railing and smiled back.

I don't know what made me look up at the door, but I found myself staring into two beautiful blue were sad, like all the lights had gone out inside of them. I watched as a tear welled up in one of them. It ran down the face of the boy standing in my doorway. That single tear, made my heart stutter and stole my breath. Alec squeezed my hand and I turned my head to face him. He smiled and I squeezed back. Drawn by an unfamiliar feeling of longing I glanced back up at the doorway. The boy was gone.

I'll try to update another chapter today or tomorrow, but I will also be working on a few little changes to chapters 16 and 17. And I'm working on a o/s at the moment.

I'll write like lightning and try to make it strike in all the right places.

For now, please review this chapter an let me know what you think.