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Jasper stood in front of his closet, taking clothes out and tossing them on a huge pile that was forming on his bed. "Fuck this!" he though, as he picked and rejected everything he owned. "I feel like a fucking girl, having nothing to wear for a date!" He glanced over his shoulder and grimaced. He really wanted to look good. Alice told him Edward would be coming to school again tomorrow and he needed to look good. "Jasper? What are you doing?" His momma stood in the doorway. "I have nothing to wear!" he whined.
His momma raised her eyebrow eyeing the pile of clothes. "Don't be silly, you got well enough clothes to wear. You know, there are some people in this world, that don't even have one pair of jeans, let alone 15!" She waved her arm at his bed. "Now pick those up and fold them neatly back into your closet. I don't do your laundry to have you make a mess of it!"
Jasper sank down in his chair when his momma closed the door. "I have nothing right to wear." Running his fingers through his hair he let out a deep sigh. Tomorrow he would see Edward again and he was shitting bricks. He needed a plan.
He would just turn around during biology and introduce himself. Edward would smile, because he was very well mannered. He would give him a smile back, the one his momma loved. And they would talk. And in case the conversation would falter, he would ask Mike as backup. That was a good plan. At lunch they could talk some more, Edward always sat at their table. Now for his clothes...
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During first period calculus Jasper was anxious. He couldn't really concentrate and even Bella was pointing out his mistakes. This was really getting ridiculous. Mike kept kicking his chair every time the teacher asked him a question. Which was helpful, but annoying as hell. He looked at the clock for the umpteenth time. This hour was taking ages. When the bell finally rang, his stomach turned into a knot. He packed his stuff and walked to biology. His feet were growing more heavy with every step he took.
Walking through the door he saw him. Edward was surrounded by their classmates. Everyone was excitedly talking to him and asking him questions. This wasn't going according to plan. He needed time before class started for his plan. He quickly took his seat, squeezing himself between the bodies surrounding his and Edward's desks. Mr. Banner called the class to order and asked everyone to take their seats. "This is my moment, this is my moment, this is my moment..." "Everyone turn your books to page..." The moment was gone.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!" Jessica elbowed his ribs. He looked up and she nudged her head towards Mike."Yo Jazz, where's your head at?" Jasper turned around and raised an eyebrow at Mike. "What?" he whispered. "I've been calling your lazy ass for 15 minutes! Those pretty little curls making it hard for you to listen?" Jasper scowled. "I was just telling my boy Ed you just moved here." Mike gave Edward a friendly shove. "Don't call me that!" the silky voice said.
Jasper turned and sat backwards on his chair. He could kiss Mike, if he wasn't totally appalled by the idea. "Hey." Jasper held out his hand to Edward. "I'm Jasper Whitlock" he said as he flashed the boy his most dazzling smile. Edward stared at his hand like it would spring tentacles. He turned his head back at Mike and said: "Jeez Mike, were you that lonely without me?" before he fixed his glare back on his biology assignment.
Jasper's heart froze and his eyes welled up. He quickly turned around and bent his head over his own book. Like fuck he was going to let anyone see him crying. He tried frantically to blink his tears away, but they just kept coming. The chair hit the ground with a loud bang as Jasper stood up and took his books under his arm. "Mr Whitlock!" He hurried out the door as Mr. Banner called after him. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!"
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Edward watched the boy leave the classroom, as he heard their teacher call after him. "Mr. Whitlock!" Mike hit his arm. "You moron!" he said. Edward returned his gaze at his books once again. Fuck him if he was going to be nice to that kid. He shifted in his seat uncomfortably. It was seriously disturbing. He had every right to hate Jasper Whitlock, but still, those fucking blue eyes had given him a hard on. "Fuck me!" Edward thought as he tried to rid his mind of blond curls and dimples.
He didn't see Jasper again till lunch hour. The guy was sitting at their regular table and Edward rolled his eyes. "Just come sit with us!" Alec said, as he followed his gaze. Edward's stomach fluttered. Alec had never asked him to sit with him before. Usually the boy denied his very existance at school. And even though he was glad he didn't have to sit at his own table with Mike and Jasper, he felt a jab of regret.
A dozen eyes followed him as Edward followed Alec to his lunch table. He peeked over his shoulder and saw Jasper and Mike deep in a whispered conversation. Jasper's face was distorted with what could only be read as anguish. "That, or he really needs to go!" Edward thought and he chuckled. Alec raised his eye at him. "What's so funny?" he asked. "Nothing really, the guy just looks obstipated." Alec chuckled aswell. "I always knew he was full of shit!"
The rest of lunch Edward glanced slight peeks at his friends. Everytime he would catch Jasper staring at him angrily. The boy would never meet his eyes though. This was getting really uncomfortable. Besides that, he was getting steadily more confused with a feeling of longing. For some reason he just wanted to be close to the guy with the blue eyes and honey locks. "Fuck me!" he thought. Jasper was nothing but a stupid asshole who beat up Alec.
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