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Chapter 3
She pressed her lips onto mine to deepen the kiss. Against my will, my lips parted to give her full entry to explore my mouth.
I tasted the coffee in her mouth. She then stopped the kiss to start kissing me on my neck. I hadn't noticed that I was moaning to the sensation on my neck.
This is wrong. This is so wrong. Why can't I stop? I swiftly land my palms on her bare back. Her shirt was lifting as she was grinding on me. She starts to pull off my shirt and I aid her to it. Why am I helping her? This is a bad situation.
She starts to rub her palms over my beige bra. She starts to kiss me on my lips again. I moan to the touch.
The phone rings. I know it's mine and she stops kissing me and I look into her deep blue eyes. "I have to get it." I'm actually having feelings of relief and sudden anger at the stupid phone.
She stops me from getting up. "Leave it," She states with eagerness in her eyes.
"I have to…I mean…I have to." I hate my ambivalent nature.
She nods and moves off of so I can get my phone by the lamp stand on my couch.
"Novak." I start to breath evenly.
"Hey, I have been texting you. I guess you probably lost your phone. I just wanted to tell you Olivia told me about you two today. Congrats, I think…Anyways she wanted me to tell you she is not coming home so don't wait up. By the way…" His voice trails off, "Huh…I'm talking to the ME… Yea so when will you get the results?"
"What?" I ask.
"OK, I'll call you later." He shut the phone off.
I realized that maybe Olivia was there and whatever he had to tell me was relevant to our relationship.
As I stare at the phone, I realized I left Alex on the ground. I walk towards the kitchen and she was finishing cleaning up the pickles on the ground.
I try to find words to say, however they don't form.
"I think Olivia must hate what you did yesterday so much that she canceled on you." Alex smiled.
My face expression must of wiped the smile off her face because the next thing she asked was, "What was that call about?"
I look at my phone. "Olivia. She sent Elliot to tell me that she will not be coming home today. Another thing she doesn't do. She told Elliot about us." I shook my head in awe.
I see Alex lean on the wall again. "Who was the girl that you were jealous of…"
I think she realized it was her.
"I don't get it…I mean I do get it. She hate's when I'm jealous and she especially hate's when I don't trust her or give her the feeling that I don't. I understand why she is mad, but…this…the way she is acting is totally different. If we have a problem, she would be the first to fix it…even if I don't want to."
Alex grabbed my waist one hand on both sides.
"Alex…"
I shut up to a kiss to my lips. She places her forehead on mine.
I start to breath evenly again. "Alex, this..." I signal with my hands, "This can't become nothing. I don't want..."
"Casey, just let go. Olivia will never get hurt because she will never know, right?" Alex smiled and kissed my neck.
I stare into space, "Right."
"Look, it's getting late. I have to go, but, call me." She gives me another peck on the cheek and I walk her out the door.
"Thanks, for cleaning the pickles." She smiles and walks away.
I really don't know what just happened. Did I just declare that I am having an affair with Alex Cabot?
It's now four in the afternoon and I fall asleep on the couch when Elliot call's me.
"Hey." I say weakly and prop myself up.
"Hey, I told you I was going to call you later. Can I meet you at your apartment?"
I nod my head and remember he wasn't in my house. "Y..yea"
"I'm here already." I could hear him chuckle.
"So…you automatically thought I would let you in?" I am now a little aware of my surroundings.
"Just open your door."
I hear a soft knock on my door.
I smile. "Oh, Eliiot." I open the door and he is smiling.
"Hey, again." I signal him to come in.
As I shut the door and lock it, he states, "Liv, cannot know I am here."
He went straight to the point. I nodded and signaled him to the couch.
"I just want to say…how do I put this…She is extremely mad at you…No…She was going to…you are going to hate me for this…she was going to propose to you." He finally blurted out. He looked like he was expecting a greater reaction from me.
I breathe in and smile. "I know. I saw the box and the note…I didn't see the ring. I was hoping to see it tonight as a surprise." I shake my head and fear comes upon me. I really don't know why.
"She is thinking about your relationship. She wants to spend the rest of her life with you except…Except you…I mean she doesn't believe you trust her and to her, trust means everything." I could feel that Elliot wanted to maintain eye contact with me, but I couldn't I felt ashamed. Ashamed, because he had to come here and tell me about my relationship with Olivia. He was only just told today.
I nod without maintaining contact.
"I understand Case. I do… Kathy is like Olivia. It's not that I don't trust her… it's the people around her I don't trust. She, being a nurse and all…she can get diseases…" He paused for a moment. I think he is trying to choose his words.
"Just go to her. Now, I mean. She needs you, even if she tries to deny it. I can see it in her eyes she loves you. Even when she was mad and finally told me what I have been really blind about these five years, she lit up when she spoke about you." I think he noticed I didn't want to shed tears in front of him. He lifted up my chin. "Go. You won't regret it." He smiled showing all of his pearly whites.
"Ok." I say softly.
"I'll take you there." He grabbed his keys and pulled me up.
The Precinct
Elliot gave me a shove. "Go." He stated strictly.
I nod and entered the crib and shut the door behind me.
Olivia is in the middle bed. Dozed off. I sit on the edge of the bed and inhale. I shake her into reality.
She mumbles, "Uhmm. Humm. One more min Cap." She turns around and sleeps on her right side.
"Liv…" I whisper. "Liv, wakeup…" I shake her.
She comes to and I smile at her.
She looks like she is wishing she hadn't woken up.
"I am sorry, Liv. I really am." The problem is I don't think I am saying sorry for the mistake last night.
"It was a stupid mistake and I just want to talk to you. I want to hear your voice."
She sits up. She opens her mouth but nothing comes out.
"I love you, Liv. Please speak to me. Talk to me. Tell what you are felling." I sit next to her.
AN: Hey, Hey. Do you like? I like. I did not notice that most of-if not all-of the stories have Alex or Olivia in the triangle. (Like most of my readers mentioned in the reviews.) I like that I am taking on a new approach. Hope it goes well and I have readers at the end of this…lol…Please review. I like what's on your minds.
