AN: Hey, Now we are talking. Thank for the reviews from chapter 3:Tracers, Cavak, Karenina bubo, and Steple. This is the 4th chapter. Thank you for reading and reviewing. I have to say this chapter will give you a perception of Casey's conflict. Read and enjoy. I am asking for 4 reviews to continue. I like the feedback I am getting and It helps me mold this story into what it can become so please review. I love your reviews at the moment they are great and I know I am getting my points across.

Chapter 4

Olivia just stares at me, like she is desperately trying to find her way out of this.

"Please." I look into her striking brown eyes.

"I really don't want to talk, Case." She looks down and shakes her head.

I lead her to lie on the bed and I lay with her. My arms over her tight stomach, and I smell her hair, which smells like the green apple shampoo she uses.

I kiss the top of her head. "I love you, Olivia. I know you don't want to talk, but the longer we prolong what difference we have between us we can't move forward. Please, just talk to me."

She moves a little. I guess to get comfortable.

"I don't know what is going on… I love you Case, I really do. It's just that yesterday…" I feel her inhale. "Yesterday…you know how I hate when people don't trust…" She turns towards me and now we are face-to-face. She exhales and I could smell the donuts and coffee in her breath. "I just want to know if you trust me, because I trust you." I can see glistening drops in her chocolate eyes. I lift my hand and wipe them away.

I feel so guilty. She trusts me and I am cheating on her with Alex. I feel so inclined to tell her what happened. I feel something telling me not to. "I trust you." I close my eyes. I feel her moving closer to kiss me on the lips.

She quickly gets up and I open my eyes. "Come. Get up. Case, get off that bed." She is tugging at my clothes.

"Ok, ok." I stand up and she hugs me and stares at me with a smirk on her face.

I know what she is doing. I feel a tear come out of my eye as she gets down on one knee. The tear is not of happiness, but of guilt. I can't believe she asked me. Now of all times. I try to look surprised and happy through my culpable tears. She grabs my hand.

"I had a whole note written out…but uh…I can't seem to find it." She is crying too, and smiles up at me. "I didn't want to cry…um…" She wipes tears off of her face. "Casey Novak, I thought that I would have waited another year to really figure you out. I didn't want to see you tonight…but…you, you wanted to see me." She smiled still looking up at me.

I feel my shame eating me up, I must pull on with this act. She can't know.

"I… can be an ass…" She shakes her head and still has her chocolate brown eyes focused at me. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you." I see her breath in. "Casey Novak, will you marry me?" She is smiling and all I can fucking think of is Alex. What is going on?

I feel a fresh stream of tears trail down my face. Without thinking my body responded to the question with a nod.

She gets up. "Is that a yes, ?" Olivia kisses me on the lips.

I feel like I want to puke, but I hold it in.

Next Day

I'm in my office and I can't concentrate on anything. My thoughts are going erratic. If I think about Alex, I think about hurting Olivia. I think about Olivia, Alex soon makes her way back into my mind, and it's happening over and over again like a strange cycle.

I can't concentrate…I think I said that already…

There is a knock on my door. "Come in."

I smile, it is Alex. She comes in and locks the door. "Hey, Case. What's up?"

I signal for her to take a seat. "I am engaged…"

She smiles, "I know, congrats." Then her face expression changed. "So, what does this mean about us?"

I shake my head, "I don't know, Alex. I felt so guilty, so, so guilty. I betrayed her, even if we cut this off, I don't think I will be able to stop thinking about you."

She gets off the chair and comes behind me and massages my neck. I can feel her breath close to my ear. She whispers, "Calm down. Relax. I couldn't get you out of my mind either."

I turn my chair around and grab her. Now, she is sitting on my lap.

She leans in for a kiss. She freezes. "Casey? Why is your door locked?" Olivia is outside.

HOLY SHIT! "Hey…babe…uhm…I am a little busy and I didn't want to be bothered so I locked it…hold on…" I am signaling Alex to get under my desk. She smiles and rolls her eyes. I reach her lips and kiss her, "Thank you." I whisper.

I run to the door and unlock it. "Hi, babe." I lean in and kiss Olivia.

She has a crooked smile on, "What took you so long?"

I grab the bag of food from her hands, "I tripped."

She starts laughing. "I am so sorry…are you ok?"

I smile, "Yea…" I walk to my desk.

"I actually came to look for Alex. Elliot needed her for a warrant…have you seen her?" she gives me a cynical look. I shake my head and go on taking the food out of the bag.

"Thank you."I say as she leans over the desk and kisses me goodbye.

"See you at home." She leaves and shuts the door.

"It was so hard not to laugh." Alex climbs out of the desk.

I playfully hit her. "You should call Elliot."

"I'm going, I'm going." She leans in to give me a quick peck on the lips.

I exhale. I just dodged a huge bullet.

AN: OMG! Did Case just shove Alex under the desk? That is funny. On a serious note, what do you think will happen if Olivia finds out? And do you think Casey loves Olivia as she says she does? Hit me up with your thoughts I would like to know them. Remember 4 reviews. (: