I told myself I wouldn't post this so quick, but I couldn't stop myself.

I don't own Twilight, S. Meyer does.

I took another look at my ruined car before I walked to my mother's car and got in. I was happy she lend it to me, as my own car needed a fix and a clean before I could drive it to school. It had been keyed and the windows were smashed, but it's most prominent feature was the offending graffiti on the back window. Someone, well probably my dad, sprayed the word 'cocksucker' on it in purple.

The small Suzuki was alright, but it wasn't my Volvo and I could barely squeeze my body in behind the wheel. I drove to school in ambivalence. I really wanted to see Jasper again and I was looking forward to our sleepover. But something was wrong, like really wrong. He had been secretive on the phone, and he outright lied about his mother coming home. We had seen her in the street and obviously Esmé wanted to talk to her.

She had told us about meeting her brother and his kids for dinner and Jasper staying home alone. We had actually discussed picking him up for our outing, but decided against it, as this was our first outing just the four of us. He had been home alone, well I thought he was home alone. Maybe the last couple of weeks he found someone else? Maybe he didn't want me like I wanted him? Fuck it!

I was just going to ask him about it, today, before he came home with me. I was going to confront him about his lying and demand an explanation.

When I drove into the parking lot I saw him. He was standing at the spot I always parked in, fumbling with his phone. I don't know why, but I picked another spot and parked the car. As I made my way over to him his phone went off, letting him know he had a text. I came up behind him as he read it. I touched his waist, making him jump. He quickly snapped his phone shut, but not before I could see part of the text he received. '...move it slowly in and out of your ass...'

What the fuck? This is NOT cool! Jasper put the phone in his pocket and smiled widely at me, dimples and all. I wasn't impressed, not at all impressed. "Hey." I said, feeling slightly annoyed.

A frown crossed his face. "Hey, what's up with you?" He leaned in to kiss my cheek, but I pulled back. He raised a brow questioningly and I nodded towards the school.

"Not here, Mr Greene might see." I simply said, which was true, but not the reason I didn't want him kissing me. I didn't want to make a scene about the lying and the text, though I didn't want him kissing me before I got to the bottom of this.

"Well, technically, we're already breaking the rules. We're standing to close to each other, but who the hell cares?" He leaned in again, so I pulled away entirely and stepped away from him.

"Yeah, well, I do." I said and made my way to the school building. I heard him follow me and I picked up my pace. He called my name but I didn't turn around.

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First period I couldn't concentrate at all, so I didn't even try. I had to know what was going on with Jasper and I wanted to know who was sending that text. I was slowly losing my mind. What if I'm just a toy to him, like I was to Alec. Sure he said he loved me, but honestly, if you love someone you don't lie!

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Second period Mr Banner smiled at me apologetically. "I'm sorry Mr Cullen, the Principal told me to move you and Mr Newton to the other side of the class." My eyes found Jasper's for a second, before I looked away and stalked to my new seat. I was still having internal monologues about Jasper when Alec came up to our table. I didn't notice him standing there, until Mike groaned.

"Ed? I missed you at school yesterday. Why haven't you called me?" I gave him a surprised look. Seriously? He wonders why I haven't called him after what he did? Oh fuck! He doesn't know! I smirked.

"Because, I remembered and I have nothing more to say to you." I said blankly. He took a step back, but didn't give up.

"Well, I know that I acted like a total asshole before you had the accident, but I've changed and..." I cut him off right there.

"No you haven't, you haven't changed a bit. You knew I was with Jasper and you tried to fool me. You made me think Jasper was a homophobic ass, while you were the ass all along! I don't want you near me again, ever!" I was fuming, not just at Alec, at Jasper as well.

At lunch Jasper sat down next to me, but I didn't acknowledge him at all, instead I went to get lunch before anyone else could follow. This caused me to get back to our table with everyone still in line. Jasper's phone was on the table and I couldn't resist. I picked it up and opened his texts. There were 6 texts from someone named Jacob. What the?

I glanced over to Mike and Jasper, they were still chattering, standing in line. I opened the text. I understand you don't want to tell Edward about this? Well, just come over if you can after school and I can see if I can give you something that makes it easier.

My mind was going a million miles an hour. What doesn't he want to tell me? To make what easier? What the fuck? I opened the next text. Well, you have to be careful doing it. It's a shame you won't have time to come over, I had a lot of fun yesterday!I felt like I was ready to break something. Jasper didn't tell me about seeing some Jacob yesterday.

I saw Mike and Jasper coming back to the table. I placed the phone on the table with the text still open. Jasper's eyes widened when he saw it and looked up at me with a shocked look on his face. I stared at him for a couple of seconds and turn around to leave the cafeteria. Jasper called my name, but I kept walking, not looking back. His expression had told me what I needed to know.

"Edward! Wait up!" I didn't respond when Jasper rushed after me. "Stop for a second! Why are you so fucking angry? I would get you laughing at me, but I don't understand what's going on!"

I froze in my tracks. Laughing? He thought I'd be laughing at this? I spun around to face him, burning with fury. "Why am I... You want to know why I'm fucking angry?" I paused for a second, my nails digging into my palms with the force with which I fisted my hands.

"I've never been with anyone before, you have. I was embarrassed about not knowing what to do when we... You know." I couldn't believe this, seriously? That was the reason?

"So what? You fucked this guy to be more experienced when we did it? I can't believe this! I can't believe you would do that! I knew something was wrong when you were secretive and lying to me yesterday, but never would I have guessed this!" Confusion spread over his face as I spat my words at him.

"You think I cheated on you? Did you even read those texts?" He reached for my hand, but I pulled it away. "Edward, I didn't cheat on you." His face turned scarlet as he went on, almost whispering. "I went to a sex shop and experimented with some toys, alone." He cupped my face with one hand, the other one reaching for my hand again. This time I let him and traced the back of his hand with my thumb.

"Y-you didn't cheat on me? Than who's Jacob and why is he sexting you?"

"Sexting? Really?" Jasper chuckled. "Jacob is the owner of the sex shop, he explained about anal sex and stuff. When it didn't go as planned, I texted him with some more questions. You're welcome to read all of them."

"But yesterday, you were lying to me and..." He placed his finger on my lips and shushed me.

"I was embarrassed about telling you what I was up to. At that point I had my jeans and shorts halfway down my legs." Oh man, visual! I I looked around quickly and saw no-one watching us. I kissed his mouth fleetingly and pulled back again. The smile on his face was wonderful, I was in dimple heaven. This time I WAS impressed.

"You have to promise me one thing though." I said as he looked up at me and nodded. "You can never ever, ever lie to me again. Ever!"

He brought my hand to his mouth and opened it. He pressed a small kiss on the palm of my hand and whispered; "I promise."

Coming up next, sleepover!

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