A/N: Promise me you will all hang in there.. you know me and how my stories end... I have a plan.. trust me.. and if ya need to..throw a nerf ball or two at me!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, I am playing in the sandbox. ENJOY!

17

BPOV

When I wake, the sun is just hinting at coming up. The horizon has a faint glimmer of reddish light. It is more than enough to stare at the beauty that is Edward.

Our night surpassed my wildest dreams. We are two souls finding each other, connecting and imprinting on the other.

I know that I will never forget him. He is too much a part of me. I can only hope that I'm a part of him.

He makes me feel the one thing that I thought was lost to me. He makes me feel safe. I want to keep this feeling with me. I don't want to be without it.

I watch him sleep. He looks so peaceful.

How did this all happen? What does it all mean?

Never have I ever felt as remotely connected to someone like I do Edward. I want to tell myself that I'm crazy, that it isn't real, that it is all too fast.

But in my heart, I know that it's true, real and just perfect.

Only fate is going to take him before we can discover what this could be. That thought is too much for my heart to bear.

I slowly wiggle my way out of his arms. I don't want any long drawn out goodbyes. I want the night to be the last memories we have. Not ones of tears and grief. I take a few pictures of him to help me with the memories.

I sit down at the desk in the room and leave a piece of me behind. The words pour from my heart.

Edward,

Don't hate me for leaving like this. But it is better. Let the last images of us be ones of passion. I will remember you always. You are in my heart and my soul. Fate found a way for our paths to cross I will hold onto the hope that it will do so once again. The connection I feel to you will never be forgotten. Stay safe, be happy. Know I'm with you always.

Yours always in love,

Bella

A single tear mares the ink on the note. I fold it up and place it by his phone. I give him one last look, drinking in everything there is to remember about him. One last kiss on his cheek and then I walk out the door and away from him.

A/N: Hope you dont hate me? Trust me? Anyone need a hand holding.. to be tucked into their blankies? Another coming up!