Thanking the lovely people who keep me from becoming an alcoholic and a failure. They are fine with an accomplishing alcoholic... Jokes really.
Thank you KGQ, Fr333bird and Beckybrit1!
Also, I don't own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does. If I did, there would be more mention of prostates, cocks and balls in the books...
Wow! Just... wow! I thought as I rested my head in the crook of his neck.
"Shit! That was really something!" I panted.
"Something good? Or something bad?" His question made me smile.
"Fucking amazing is what that was!" I replied as Edward slid his arms around me.
I wanted to stay here forever, in his arms, buried inside him. He shuddered and his damp skin showed goose-bumps. Reluctantly I pulled away from him, keeping the condom in place as I slid out of him. I removed it and threw it in the basket next to the bed as I got up.
Edward let out a soft moan and I turned around. "We need a shower, care to join me?" I asked with a smirk on my face and he rolled his eyes.
"Insatiable, aren't you? We only have half an hour left, you know that right?" He chuckled when I rolled my eyes back at him.
"It's a shower, I didn't know shower was some secret code for sex." I threw at him and walked into the bathroom. I stood still for a moment, noticing the anti-slip stickers on the floor tiles. They were there for a reason, the reason being that Edward had almost died in this bathroom. I lost myself in thought for a moment, but got pulled back to the moment by two arms sliding around my chest from behind.
"Hmmm" I hummed blissfully. "I could never grow tired of your touch."
Edward sucked the skin between my shoulder blades and pinched one of my nipples. My dick twitched and I gasped. His hands slid down my torso to my groin and he stroked my once again hard cock. I threw my head back against his shoulder and pressed my body tighter against his.
A loud moan left my throat when I felt his dick press against my ass. I wanted to feel him inside me so badly. Want and lust clouded my mind when I tried to reposition my ass so his length was rounded to my entrance. I tried to press myself over him, but he quickly grabbed my hips and pushed me away from his dick. I could feel my face fall and I felt rejected.
"Y-you don't wa..?" I tried to ask barely audible as I turned to face him, but he caught me off.
"Trust me, I want to, but not here, not now and not like this." I threw him a questioning look and he sighed. "Jasper," he said, burying his face in my hair. "We have 20 minutes and that isn't nearly enough to prepare you for that. I want it to be really good for you. I don't know if you noticed, but my cock is slightly bigger than the finger I used on you earlier." I chuckled at that.
"Ya think?" I joked, but turned serious again. "You're right Edward, I don't know what I was thinking I..."
"I do." He winked at me and squeezed me ass. "Let's take that shower."
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Taking a shower together hadn't been as easy as it sounded. Edward had soaped me up and washed my hair. With every touch I just wanted to ravish him, to spend the entire weekend in bed together. I ended up coming in his mouth again as I jacked him off. Being fifteen minutes late for dinner, Alice feigned anger and told us she now had the right to pick the movie.
The three of us were now curled up on the couch watching Bridget Jones's Diary. The movie sucked, but at least Hugh Grant and Colin Firth were easy on the eyes. I never before noticed myself appraising the male actors in a movie before, but I don't think this was new.
Edward looked at me from the corner of his eyes and I smiled at him. Alice was sitting between us, eyes fixed on the screen. Mark Darcy just announced his engagement to Natasha and moving to America. There were tears on Alice's cheek and a soft sob left her tiny figure.
I threw my arm around her. "You know that it all turns out well in the end right?" I whispered in her ear, resulting in another, more prominent sob. I searched for Edward's eyes, but he looked even more confused than I felt. "Alice, darlin', what's wrong?" I asked her.
She raised he head and looked at me. "It's these romantic movies, they're great when you're happy and all, but when you're lonely, well..." The rest of the sentence got lost in another sob. I pulled her closer and she rested her head against my chest.
"You won't be alone forever Alice and in the meantime, you'll have us." She slid her arms around my chest and let out another sob. Edward was stroking her back soothingly. "You know what? Let's change movies, we'll watch some action movie where everyone gets blown to pieces." I offered. She pulled away and scowled at me.
"No, I want to see how this one ends." She lay her head against my shoulder and used the remote to rewind the movie. "Now where were we?" Bridget shouted 'NO!' and did her awkward little speech again, while I weaved my fingers through Edward's on Alice's back.
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Later that night I was laying on the sofa bed in the living room. Alice had promised my mom that Edward and me wouldn't be sharing a room. Despite our attempts to swear secrecy if Alice let us, she wouldn't budge. The sofa bed was quite comfortable, but I couldn't sleep. My mind was occupied with thoughts about Edward. What he looked like, what I would do to him if he were lying next to me.
I slowly drifted off into an Edward induced dream. We were back in his bed this afternoon, but instead of being the scared shit I was, I begged him to fill me. His eyes turned dark and he growled. I could feel his hands roaming over my abdomen, slowly making their way to my groin. I was so hard. "Edward!" I sighed.
"I'm here Jass," he whispered in my ear while nuzzling my cheek. "Tell me what you want." His voice was hoarse.
"I want you inside me Edward!" He pulled away from me. "Don't stop, please!" I panted, I really didn't want him to go.
"Shhhh, I'll be right back." I didn't understand why he had to go, in the first place. This was my fucking dream, he had no right to go away. This dream sucked, I needed a new one.
I felt Edward's hands roam my legs, making their way up to my hard cock. Hmmm, this one was much better, it didn't involve Edward walking away. He chuckled, I didn't understand why, but I didn't care as he pulled down my shorts and teased my balls with his tongue. Another chuckle.
What the fuck? These dreams were ridiculous, first I dream Edward walking away, and now he's laughing at me.
"I'm laughing, Jass, because you are talking in your sleep." I was confused now, he was in my dream, in my sleep. In my dream I'm wide awake, so not talking in my sleep. Maybe I was talking in my sleep, but dream Edward couldn't know that.
"Jass, I'm not a dream, I'm real. And at the moment, I have your real cock inches from my real mouth. What would you rather have? A discussion or a blowjob?"
"Fuck!" I shot up and opened my eyes, to find myself staring straight into Edward's dark green orbs. The small lamp on the side table barely lit the room, but it is enough to see his plump red lips part and fold around the head of my dick. I moaned loudly at the sight and feeling and fell back against the pillows. "This is a great fucking way to wake up Edward." My voice dropped an octave from it's usual height and I sounded like I just smoked a full pack of cigarettes.
His tongue swirled around my cock as he let it slide all the way down his throat. Fuck me! I wanted to do that to him too, to taste him, to make him feel the way he made me feel. "I want... I-I want..." panting I try to tell him what I want, but I couldn't form a full sentence inside my head, let alone out loud.
He pulled back a little. "What do you want Jass, tell me." His dark voice made me shudder in want.
"I want to suck you off too." I say, amazed by the words that leave my mouth. He growled and moved his body on the sofa bed, so that his groin is leveled with my head. I reached for his boxers and pulled them down, freeing his beautiful thick cock. I would've teased him and built up his lust, but all I wanted in this moment, was to wrap my mouth over his length.
It felt a little weird, having a dick in my mouth, but exactly right at the same time. I tried to take him in all the way, but it almost made me gag. Guess that's for professionals! I thought, as I desperately tried not to think about all the experience Edward had. Instead I lost myself in the warmth of his mouth. I tried to give him an equal amount of pleasure with my tongue and hands.
I felt Edward's fingers tease my hole and he pressed a finger into my ass. It didn't feel as tight as this afternoon, so I guess that was progress. As he added a second finger I felt the burn. Although, it didn't feel nearly as painful as it had when I pushed in the butt plug. I felt his fingers slide in and out of me and it felt fucking good. I groaned around his cock, making him moan in response. The vibrations on my dick made me come hard into his mouth.
I didn't think he was close to coming yet and to be honest I wanted him to fuck me. I let him go with a pop and turned my head to look at him. His eyes were closed and his lips parted, still wet from his saliva. He looked so fucking hot like that. His fingers were still moving inside my ass, fucking me harder and harder.
"Edward, I want you to fuck me, please?" His eyes shot open as he stared at me, lust burning in his eyes. He pulled his fingers out of my ass and kissed his way up from my hip to my mouth. After a hungry kiss he pulled away and eyed me cautiously.
"Are you sure Jasper? I mean, I really want to, but only if you're ready." he said and I could only nod. "I need you to say it Jasper, out loud." I swallowed hard and took in a deep breath.
"I'm ready." I whispered, but it was loud enough. He reached over to the side of the bed and picked up a condom. He kept looking at me as he opened the little pack and slid the condom down his cock. Another groan escaped me, stealing a half smile from Edward's lips.
He leaned in and kissed me passionately, our tongues dancing a heated rhythm. He lubed up his hand once more and his fingers reached down and teased my puckered flesh. He pushed two fingers back inside me, scissoring to stretch me wider. A third finger entered me and I panted against his mouth.
"Now, please, now, Edward." I couldn't help but whine a little. He pulled his fingers from me and lubed his cock. When the head entered me I hitched a breath. It burned, I was still too tight. I panicked and tried to back up, making his cock leave my ass.
"Shhhh, sorry Jass, I didn't mean to hurt you, if this is too soon, don't worry." he pleaded with me as he pulled back. But fuck! I really wanted this. I pulled him down for a kiss and tried to relax my body.
I pushed his face away from mine slightly and looked him in the eyes. "It's okay, I just freaked a little. Try again, but be slow okay?" He nodded and bent down to take my nipple between his teeth. I threw my head back and grabbed hold of his hair. Fucking hell, the sensation radiating from the tiny nub on my chest was amazing. I'm sure I could actually come from just his teeth teasing me like this.
He shifted and gave my other nipple the same treatment. Incoherent words left my mouth and I was halfway to paradise when his cock slowly pushed into my hole. It still burned, but not as much as the first time. To be honest, I really didn't care. My dick was pulsing from just his mouth on my nipples and the feeling of his cock slowly pushing into me, almost had me come undone.
I had to touch it, stroke myself, there was no way I could not, at this point. He held steady once his dick was buried deep in my ass, letting me adjust. I didn't need any time, I just wanted him to move already. "Edward, come on, fuck me, please!" I cried in heavy breaths. This wouldn't take long at all.
He pulled his cock almost all the way out of my ass and pushed back in. He hit my prostate and that almost threw me over the edge. Once more, I just needed him to do it once more. He did, he pulled back and thrusted back in. I came, violently. My body shook and my back arched upwards, I almost pulled Edward's hair from his head and he squeaked. I couldn't let go, it was like the orgasm washing over me had locked my muscles into a deadlock.
Wave and wave of shudders and shivers overcame me until I finally collapsed back down on the sofa bed. Edward was looking down on me, now I've finally released his hair. "That was so fucking hot Jasper!" He said, his eyes opened wide. His cock is still inside me, but he's keeping still.
"Edward," I pant, "don't stop!" And he gave me what I wanted most. Starting at a slow pace, but within moments he's fucking me with abandon. I moan and groan and grunt, I just can't help myself. I never ever could have guessed it would feel this fucking good to have Edward's cock up my ass. Never dared to guess even.
I could feel my dick getting hard again, losing myself in this, in him. He's fucking perfect from every angle, and I was sure as hell loving the angle I saw him from now. He couldn't keep quiet either, breathing loudly, a slight grunt leaving his mouth every time he thrusted deep inside me. He was leaning on his fists, tugging the sheets at my sides.
I reached up my arms to pull him down, but he had other ideas. He scooped an arm behind my back and sat back on his heels, lifting me up with him. Instead of thrusting in and out of me, we were now moving together in a sensual rhythmic movement. It wasn't as rough and wild, but it felt even better, more connected, loving.
He whispered sweet nothings in my ear, calming the lust, but rousing my love for him. I don't know what happened, but tears streaked down my cheeks as I hid my face in the crook of his neck. I held on to his shoulders, his arms wrapped tightly around my back. This felt wonderful, like I was in the best place on earth, the best place in heaven. These tears, they were tears of pure joy and happyness. This was exactly right, this was where we were both meant to be.
My dick was rubbing our skin, wedged between us. The friction was slowly building another orgasm, it was really getting close. "I'm gonna come again." I whispered in his ear. He grunted at my words, upping the speed in which we moved.
"Come for me Jasper, ride my cock and come for me." He cried and I did. I coated our chests once again with strong hot streaks. My ass clenched around his cock and I felt him pulse. With a loud groan he came inside me, squeezing me against his body.
Totally spent we dropped back tot he sofa bed, not caring about the mess we made. Edward only moved to remove his condom and snuggle against my back. He kissed my cheek with a smile and I reached over to turn off the light. Alice would probably freak out in the morning, but nothing would keep me from spending the night together with Edward, my Edward.
I fell asleep with his arms wrapped around me, perfectly safe, without a care in the world.
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