A/N: Some of you have asked for hand holding... you got it! Hmm great theories... some are sniffing on the right track... here is 1 of 4

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, I am playing in the sandbox. ENJOY!

19

BPOV

My phone rings as I'm trying to sort out my anatomy lab notes from the last month.

"Hello," I answer.

"Is this Bella Swan?" asks the way too cheerful voice on the other end.

"This is. Who is this?" I find the missing page and give myself a mental high five.

"This is Anita from Student Health Services. Dr. Markell would like you to come in for some additional testing. Are you free later this afternoon?"

My heart skips a beat. I want to ask what additional tests she needs, but I know I won't get any answers unless I go in.

"Ms. Swan?"

I realize I have yet to answer her. "Um, yea I can come in around two-thirty, will that work?"

"That will be fine. See you then."

I hang up and close my eyes against the sudden wave of nausea and fear that grips me. I try not to go down the path that this means something bad. I refuse to! I have had enough bull shit in my life to last me forever.

This is my time to live, to make my dreams come true. I close my eyes to quell the sudden onslaught of tears that fill my eyes.

Relax. Deep breaths. This could be nothing more than a rule out.

I'm surprisingly calm when I make it to Health Services. Either that or I'm numb. Instead of being lead into one of the exam rooms I'm taken to the lab.

Several more vials of blood are taken.

"Do you know what labs are being ordered?" I ask the lab tech as they place a band-aid in the crook of my arm.

She consults her sheet, "Look like more in depth blood work and counts."

I give her a terse nod, "When will the results be back?"

"In a few days," she replies.

I thank her and walk silently back home, trying desperately not to think about what kind of blood tests they will run.

A/N: Everyone have their blankets? More coming up. Thoughts? Theories?