A/N: Deep breaths... one more after this... can ya feel it.. something big is in the air...
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, I am playing in the sandbox. ENJOY!
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EPOV Los Angeles, California
I watch the waves as they crash against the shore. They are relentless and never tire. Each day that passes without Bella, I feel more like the rocks and sand than I do the water. It is starting to leak through to my relationship with the band.
Em is ready to pound me into the ground and Jasper swears I traded my dick in for a pussy. Rose has already set my ass down and laid it on the line.
Either I need to try and find Bella to establish some long-distance relationship, or for the next few months I need to let it go. Or more appropriately, let Bella go. Once the tour is done we have a two month break before we get started on the next album.
While what she said is harsh, it is the truth. I have to face that if Bella wanted some kind of relationship, she would have left her number. Instead, she left a wish that we could cross paths again. Even though she gave me her love, she also gave us our freedom.
So with a heavy heart, I make my choice. I will place Bella into the special place in my heart, but I must move forward. I will relish this tour and the opportunities it is bringing me and the band.
Only when it's over will I focus on Bella. I let her slip through my fingers once; it will be last time it ever happens.
A/N: Do you think he made the right choice? One more for the night!