A/N: Ok.. reposting 52 as it was the same as 51... ready for Edward? I don't think you are... *runs and hides*

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, SM does, I am playing in the sandbox! ENJOY!

52

EPOV

Right before my eyes I watch as Bella's eyes flutter close and she begin to fall. I rush to catch her and scoop her in my arms. But, before I can carry her to her room, her entire body begins to convulse.

Fear paralyzes me as I watch her body flop in my arms.

"Bella!" I scream.

I fall to the floor with her and cradle her in my arms, mindful of her flailing limbs.

"Kate, come quick it's Bella!" I scream at the top of my lungs. Tears I didn't realize were in my eyes start to fall.

Oh, God, please, no!

"Shit!" I hear Kate exclaim.

She rushes into Bella's room and comes back out with a mini cart full of medical equipment.

"Lay her on the floor," she orders as she readies an oxygen mask.

I lay Bella down and thru blurry eyes I watch as Kate works on her. I can't take my eyes off her. My heart lodges in my heart and I can't stop my mind from going down to the blackest part of my heart.

All of the commotion brings more people to the room and Kate orders them around. From the way they move, this must have happened before. But I can't find any comfort in that. All I see is the past coming to repeat itself into the present. My nightmares are literally turning real right before my very eyes.

I scurry away from the scene as my mind tries to make sense of it all.

Somewhere I hear me sobbing and I can't stop.

"No, please… please…don't go Lizzie. Lizzie…Lizzie, please…no…"

No longer am I seeing Bella, but a darkened hospital room where I watched as my baby sister takes her last breaths. I can hear the screech of the heart monitor as it registers her lack of heartbeat.

"Oh no, no..no.. Lizzie.. come back to me… Lizzie.. don't go…"

I feel soft hands on my face and a voice penetrates the darkness.

"Edward, Edward…snap out of it!" They shake my arm and I try to focus on their shimmering form. "This isn't Lizzie, this is Bella."

The sound of her name brings me back and I look over to see Kate as she furiously works over a very pale and very still Bella.

No, no… no.. this can't be happening again. Please, God…no..

Fear floods my body and I give myself over to it. I push away whoever has their hands on me and I turn away and bolt out the door.

A/N: *ducks from the nerf balls*