(Bellwether's pov)
I walked out of the home I was in with Judy in a stroller, the sun was beating down on the city, as per usual. I managed to falsify convincing documents thanks to Doug, Woolter, and Jesse. Documents on who I was, a fake name, date of birth, etc. I was a free woman pretty much I may be small but I am smart, I even had them do some doctoring on some documents like making a new profile for Judy, last name was changed to Weatherbell. The documents for Judy basically were adoption papers and all that jazz, as for Judy's profile...well hehe..we keep it locked up so nobody can find it. Little Judy Weatherbell, my new daughter, and former enemy, I chuckled as she she held her rattle tightly.
(Flashback)
(Judy's POV)
I felt calm when I woke up, I smelt myself and my ears flopped while internally groaning, This is so embarrassing...I realized the hypnotic music was still being played in her ears. I struggled against my cocoon blanket. Thankfully I didn't need to struggle for long because I had successfully opened it, I was NOT staying in this place, I'll get out of here if it's the last thing I do. I spat out my pacifier when I made sure there were no mechanical hands to grab it and force it back into my mouth. Unfortunately, I forgot to take into account my hunger this morning, the hunger pains began to catch up with me. It didn't matter how long I tried to wait it off, the smell was bad and I was stuck in the diaper, the combination of uncomfortableness in the diaper and my hunger cause me to begin crying. I didn't know why I was crying but I was, none of this was fair, I've been a good bunny my whole life!
"Now now little baby bunny mommy is here." said the voice as I was gently lifted up from the crib and placed on the changing table, I continued crying and crying until a bottle of milk was put into my mouth, I sucked the rubber nipple hard and fast as I was changed. I was so hungry I didn't care I was fed like a baby, I needed SOMETHING inside of my belly, I felt another prick in my body as the strange serum was injected inside of me. Ugh, I hope this is just temporary, I do NOT want to be diaper dependant my whole life! I'm a fricken adult for crying out loud! I knew if I tried to struggle I'd get punished, once I felt my diaper was done changing I was taken to a clothing section and was forced into a mini dress for baby bunnies, I stared at my baby sized figure in the mirror. This...was me?
I continued to stare with my bottle in my mouth at a large bow on my head, the dress had a smiling bunny on it, I only stared at myself for what felt like an eternity, my dress covering the top part of my diaper. That's it, I didn't care anymore I'm busting out of here today. I don't care if I get punished, I am NOT staying here, EVER. I was then picked up and put back into the play pen as I angrily sucked on my bottle...wait, mechanical hands...they can wash me without short circuiting but...what happens if they are doused in milk? There was an idea, a sense of hope, now I just got to stop drinking from the bottle...huh?
"does my baby bunny want a little rattle to pway with?" cooed the voice to me. I stared at it awestruck, so awestruck my mouth was off of the rubber nipple as my head on autopilot watched it, as if I had no control over my hand, I reached for it. "Be a good girl today and you'll have a new rattle to pway wif." the voice cooed at me before it was taken away. I shook my head when the rattle was gone what the heck was that?! Oh PLEASE don't tell me it's happening already! I desperately looked around the play pen and saw the blocks and doll house I tried climbing up before, no time like the present to try again. I slowly began to build the blocks again until the roof of the doll house was connected by the block, I jumped onto the small platforms I made and soon made it onto the doll house where I attempted another jump. Success. I had gotten out of the play pen, once again I just had to find the exit, get out of these stupid baby clothes and then-I tripped onto the ground ouch, why the hell did that hurt me? I went wide eyed when I saw a screw had cut part of one of my fingers, the moment I saw blood I couldn't control myself, I cried.
"Oh did baby bunny get a boo boo?" asked the recording as the mechanical hands grabbed me and cradled me, I sniffed before crying again as medicine was applied to my "boo boo" then a bandage was put on, "All better little bunny." Gushed the voice before I was forced back into the play pen, I grumbled then grabbed my bottle and began sucking it again, I looked at my cut and almost teared up by how much it hurt. Time seemed to move by really fast, fast enough that I didn't realize it because I was lifted up from the play pen with my empty bottle-Oh shit I forgot about my plan!
I was lowered onto the ground as the hands put my pacifier into my mouth, I was so powerless in this situation, powerless. Cuts like these should be nothing to me, but...this is something, and it hurt...ugh, I just want to escape and live my life again is THAT so much to ask? No doubt the ZPD already sent out a search party for me or Nick is probably looking for me...I hope. I gulped fearing the worst possibility I was soon put into what I assumed was one of those baby apparatus's which stops a baby from going anywhere...fan-fucking-tastic...as if this couldn't get any more humiliating. I sighed to myself as I was forced to watch cartoons again.
I'll have to admit it was pretty good though, I like the talking socks and hat, the tune was pretty catchy as well. "~one little hat taken off the head, add 2 socks before you go to bed~" I sang mentally before shaking my head, get a grip! That stuff is for babies! I'm an adult not a baby! No matter how many times I'm stuck in this place! I-Stopped thinking when I heard the rattle again I just stared at it curi-No! I'm NOT a baby! I don't care about a stupid rattle! I don't care about-I felt my pacifier drop out of my mouse while staring at the rattle I didn't know how to react in this situation, they didn't have "What to do when you find yourself in a patronizing or baby situation" back in the police academy.
I reached for the rattle without even thinking and it was slowly being handed toward me, but the hand holding it took it away at the last second, T-That's not fair! I'm a good girl! I deserve a rattle I-NO NO NO NO NO! Stop it! Stop thinking of the stupid rattle! How many times do I have to keep reminding myself I'm an adult with the age group of a baby. I closed my eyes when the pacifier was back in my mouth and I had nothing else to do when the cartoon ended.
I didn't know how long it's been but I woke up sometime later to the smell of my diaper...oh sweet cheese and crackers...I heard the hands grab for me and pull me up to changed me, I didn't even bother to fight but I started to thrash when another injection happened. If this keeps up, I'm gonna be diaper dependant forever, and I don't want that. I accidentally kicked one of the hands as the diaper was off, uh oh, I braced for impact before I felt the stinging sensation on my ass again, it hurt like hell. I did the only thing I was able to do, I began to cry and sob, I felt my pacifier get forced back into my mouth to prevent me from screaming. Tears fell down my eyes as the spanking continued, the voice I keep hearing spoke up as a hand took my pacifier away, spoke up again.
"Naughty babies don't hurt their care takers sweet heart~" the voice sang before some cards came up from the ground and the hands took them and held them in front of me.
"Be a good baby and read the words sweet heart~" the voice sang.
"I-I'm just a baby! I-I am safe with mommy!" I cried out with tears down my face while reading the cards. Why was I saying this? Yes, it was hurting but-HURK!
"I-I won't disobey mommy ever again!" I cried as my ass was slapped again causing me to cry harder.
"I'M A HELPLESS BABY BUNNY WHO LISTENS TO MOMMY!" I cried as the spanking relented finally. My ass...oh sweet cheese and crackers my ass...
"See sweety? that wasn't so hard was it?" Asked the voice while I was still sobbing. I heard a familiar shake, w-was it...I felt my pacifier enter my mouth again before looking up it was the rattle. I sniffed as the tears came down still as I finally got my hands on the rattle and began to shake it. I held my rattle tightly and never let it go, I'm a good girl mommy...I'm a good girl...I shook my rattle again. I felt the spot light(1) was the only thing lit above me. I felt the hands take me back to my crib and feed me my bottle. I-I'm still an adult! I-I'm not a baby!
As soon as I had finished my milk, I was wrapped in my blanket cocoon again, and my rattle was taken away from me. I began to cry before the usual music turned on in my ears with headphones the mechanical hands places on my ears...so soothing...so...nice...so...familiar...voice...
~You're my baby, my sweet little baby~
~Mommy loves you, oh yes she does~
~Listen to mommy, she is never wrong~
~That is why she's singing to you this song~
~Disobey mommy and you'll get hurt~
~You love mommy, with all your heart~
I...smiled while sucking my pacifier...tomorrow is another day...
Just...wow...w-what kind of monster am I for writing this. This chapter...hurt me mentally to write...I feel like I cringed while writing this...uh...if you made it to the end of this chapter I'm...sorry...for what I done...I'm gonna...go lye down...this is just...dark...
(1) - a light is above judy at all times, not only to remind her she's all alone, but she is helpless...
