(Bellwether's POV)

I walked through Sahara Square with my stroller and baby. Oh that is right I never mentioned my new name yet since I had falsified documents, just call me Dusk weatherbell, a simple sheep from far away. As I was walking and judy continued to shake her rattle, we passed by a toy store and Judy shook her rattle at it, I took this as a sign that my baby bunny wanted a new toy so I walked inside of the shop.

"Welcome to the baby toy store, where all your needs for babies are met." said a kangaroo who's child poked out of her pouch sucking on a pacifier.

"My baby bunny wants a toy, have any in stock?" I asked before she nodded and began to take me to the back.

(flashback)

(Judy's POV)

I bolted upright from the nightmare I had and tore off the headphones, I unconsciously grabbed my rattle then looked around the dark room in my crib, it was eerily quiet. T-This could finally be my chance, I just had to-Oh sweet cheese and crackers-I felt my diaper soggy and squishy again, why now of all times? I didn't even feel like using the bathroom while asleep! I tried my hardest to ignore it and try to climb up the crib with my blanky again without my pacifier, I fucking hate that thing.

Unfortunately, the added weight to my diaper caused me to fall and feel more squishing, I began to cry loudly without even thinking but the mechanical hands never showed up to change me. Ok what the hell?! Where are they?! T-This diaper is really uncomfortable! I continued to cry before unconsciously, I began to suck my paw as tears flowed down my face. WHERE ARE THEY! I NEED TO BE CHANGED! I CAN'T DO THIS MYSELF-wait...what the hell am I thinking? I can do this myself. This place is starting to get to me! I have another chance to get out of here! I began to work my fingers on the diaper straps and fiddled with them for a bit, took longer then expected but I did it, I finally had it off. I felt the breeze against my nethers but I didn't care, I left the diaper behind and used my blanky again, when I was just above the bars I looked down at the crib where my pacifier, rattle and used diaper laid.

"Finally! no more baby stuff! I just need to find the exit and I should finally be able to escape and report what has been going on." I said happily. I need a ton of therapy just to get over all this trauma I am experiencing. I was a brave bunny! I could do this! There is nothing to be afraid of! I am a proud officer of the ZPD! I solved the missing mammal case and the night howlers! I just had to keep reminding myself that and those stupid baby thoughts won't poison my psyche. It felt great to stand on my legs again, My ass is still dirty but I didn't care, I can take a shower when I escape. This place was so pitch black and that spotlight wasn't on me so that was good, but wait, what was that sound?

I shook a bit realizing I was afraid of nothing, my mind was playing tricks on me I know it was, it was just a stupid growl recording. I chuckled to myself as I continued to move in darkness, wait what the-OH SWEET CHEESE AND CRACKERS NO! I saw what appeared to be a savage fox growl and close in on me in the darkness, I couldn't get a clear look but those predatory eyes said it all. I screamed at the top of my lungs before I fled in a random direction, I yelped seeing a few more fox eyes in the darkness, the first pair began to move up towards me, nose twitched. I was a cop I could hold my own! I took a stance when-oh no! Please not yet! Why now? I closed my legs together trying to fight it. Don't do it Judy! Don't do it! Don-

I cried out as I pissed myself, feeling the warm liquid down my legs and wetting the ground, what's worse is I shit on the ground. Without even thinking, I cried and cried before the spotlight hit me again the "savage foxes" turned out to be just lights attached to plushies. I heard that voice, that...That torturous voice say to me.

"My poor little baby, you see what happens if you leave your crib without mommy?" the voice asked as I was picked up then taken to the changing table where I sucked my thumb because I didn't have my pacifier. I was still in tears from how scary the experience was, as the hands cleaned and changed me then put me in a new diaper. I was put back in the crib and the hands grabbed the used diaper to throw it away, thankfully the hand put the binkie back into my mouth which I sucked, I grabbed for the rattle but it was taken away. That wasn't fair! that was my rattle, MY RATTLE! I wanted to play with it! I deserved it yesterday! I angrily bounced up to try and grab it but I couldn't jump high enough no matter how hard I tried. Why did the voice take away my rattle! WHY! WHY-W-What? I-I don't care about the rattle I-I only care about getting out of here. I almost lost myself again over some stupid rattle. I-

"You will get your rattle back at the end of the day sweetie, just be a good girl for mommy ok? I'll even get you a special treat~" the voice sang to me, this caused my ears to perk up. Special treat? What kind? I want it!

"Be a good girl today and listen to mommy and she promises she'll give you something special." The voice said. I smiled as I was picked up by the hands and brought to the play pen again and was fed a milk bottle(1), I stopped wondering what this milk was and why it tasted so good as my stomach began to fill while I looked around. I saw some plushies in the play pen, I waddled over to them and saw a fox plushie which I went to pick up but I remembered what happened a few minutes ago and stopped myself before waddling towards a sheep plushie and picked it up. Wait...Why am I picking up this plushie? for that matter why am I picking up a sheep plushie of all things? I threw the sheep plushie on the ground and went to grab the fox but my body froze up. What? come on! Just grab the plushie! It's too help remind me of Nick Wilde! My partner! I tried to grab the fox plushie but my body refused and as if on autopilot, grabbed the sheep plushie and hugged it. No! No! NO! I was supposed to grab the fox plushie! why am I hugging the sheep plushie!? Even though it as soft...and fluffy...and innocent...GAH! dahm these infantile thoughts!

I gasped as the other plushies were taken away after I held the sheep plushie I wanted to reach for the fox plushie but it got taken away with the rest of them. Oh no! NICK! COME BACK! Please! I felt my eyes water as I landed on my ass then began to cry loudly.

"NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR! NICK! I WANT NICK!" I cried hearing my speech pattern before gasping internally. M-My voice. N-Not my voice.

"WANT NICK! WANT NICK!" I cried and whined before doing something I did NOT want to do. I got on my stomach and hit my legs and feet against the ground in a temper tantrum, w-was I acting like a brat oh no, if I act like a brat then-

I was picked up by the hands causing me to grab and grip the plushie of the sheep hard as my diaper was down and the hands prepared to deliver punishment causing me to spit out my bottle, "NO! OW OW OW! I'LL BE GOOD MOMMY! I'LL BE A GOOD LITTLE GIRL! WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!" I cried as my ass was spanked.

"JUDY PROMISES SHE WON'T BE BAD ANYMORE MOMMY! PLEASE STOP! JUDY WILL BE A GOOD GIRL! JUDY PROMISES!" I whined before sniffling and gripping the sheep plushie tightly for comfort. W-What was that just now? I-Did I actually...just say that?! W-What's wrong with me?! Ow...my ass...Wait what are the hands doing? are they...no...oh sweet cheese and crackers no, not those cards again!

"Read sweety~" the voice sang. I wanted to decline, I didn't want to say anything b-but those spankings, I-I'm a good girl mommy I am-No stop! thinking I-Please no more spankies for little Judy-No! Shut up shut up! Shut-

"I am a helpless baby bunny." I read the card sniffing. oh sweet cheese and crackers No! Stop! I can't-

"I am safe with Mommy, Mommy knows what's best for me." I said as I tried to stop myself from saying these things but failing. Gah! Stop it PLEASE! This isn't you Judy! you aren't a baby who's in need of-

"I am mommy's little princess, I am a helpless baby bunny who needs her guidance." I continued to read. Why can't I stop! T-This is an outrage I can't-

"Mommy's word is final, Mommy will take care of me, Mommy will raise me to be a good little bunny." I read. Ok NOW I hate this. I hate this with everything I-

"If I do something wrong. Mommy has the right to punish me for being disobedient." I read. Oh come on! I'm a police officer! I only answer to chief Bogo for reports! Whomever this mommy is is not mine! she never was, and most certainly she isn't-I went wide eyed when I saw the name on the next card.

"Mommy Dawn Bell-" I force myself to shut up. D-DAWN BELLWETHER?! S-SHE'S BEHIND THIS?! OH NO! I CAN'T FINISH THIS CARD I-stopped when I heard the rattle shake. I looked up wide eyed, M-My rattle! I-I missed it! I-No! Stop it! Don't let it distract you-

"Mommy Dawn Bellwether knows what's best for me. I won't disobey her or else she will punish me with spankings. I am a helpless bunny who needs her guidance. Mommy Bellwether, I love you..." I blurted out without even realizing it. NO! TAKE IT BACK! TAKE IT-I stopped instantly hearing the rattle. I went wide eyed when it was handed back to me. I stared at it and gave it a shake, Rattle...I...I'm glad you are back. Please don't leave me again, I won't let mommy Bellwether take you away-She's not my mommy-er, Mom!-Mommy knows what's best for me...

I was soon lifted up and was sat on a high chair again, I obediently ate my mashed carrots like a good little baby. After that I was brought to the chair for cartoons, I got to keep my rattle the entire time which I was proud with, please rattle don't leave me. I still held the sheep plushie with my other small hand without even thinking I looked at it and said, "Mommy Bellwether..." then ended up hugging it. I-I'm still an adult! N-Not a baby! I-I'm still an adult! This is ridiculous! I'm not gonna break! I'm not gonna break! I'm still-EEP! I saw the hands slap a blanket to clean it. I-I'm a good baby please don't hurt me mommy. Please! I hugged my sheep plushie tightly.

How much longer...how much longer can I hold off...I'm starting to lose myself...please...help...me...

No comment...just...what the hell...am I doing...

(1) - Pacifier was taken out for her to drink the bottle.