As of May 23rd, 2018:

So, I'm officially abandoning this story.

I know that I've previously stated, many times, that I was definitely not going to abandon this fic, but as months pass and inspiration refuses to come, I think it's time I admit that I don't actually think this story is going to continue. I would like to apologize to anyone and everyone who has been waiting for an update. I really wanted to see this story to the end but it's gotten to the point where I don't enjoy writing it anymore.

When I first started this story, it was supposed to be a oneshot, two chapters at the absolute most. Now it's kinda mutated out of control. I don't like where I've gone in the story. Like, because this wasn't supposed to be a romance, I set the time frame during the 5th book, meaning that Hermione's like, 15/16 years old. Which means that if something romantic happens between Bella and Hermione, it's underage, which I'm not okay with writing. It was an oversight on my part and I definitely don't want to continue it. I thought of maybe finding a way to de-age Bella so they'd be around the same age, and I liked the idea I came up with for that, but the problem is that I have no idea how to actually write it in a way that's good and responsible. You know what I mean?

There's also the fact that the pureblood/dark side is super racist and I don't want any part in justifying or normalizing that. A reader pointed out to me how Hermione was way to quick to sympathize with a woman who's essential a Nazi (even if, in the context of this story, she's under mind control) and that really stuck with me, because the reader was right. Death Eaters are basically Nazi's and I won't write something that even looks like it's justifying that.

I have to be able to stand behind what I write and if I can't do that, then I can't, in good conscious, continue to write this piece. I think the plot has potential if I could figure out how to fix the problems mentioned above but after more than a year of thinking about it, I don't know what to do. So I'm saying goodbye to this piece. I'm going to leave it up on my page in case one day I do figure out how to continue writing it- however, I doubt that I'm going to do anything more on this story.

I apologize to everyone who was hoping for this story to be finished- I tried, I really did. But I can't put my name on something that I'm not completely behind. Sorry!

I hope this all made sense and that you understand why I'm putting this story to rest.

xoxoxo

honestlydarkprincess