I wake up expecting to see Nick next me asleep but instead he is wide awake. Well maybe not wide awake. When Nick told me last night he was going to stay up to keep watch, I thought he was telling me that to make me feel safe and as soon as I fell asleep he was going to sleep too. But as I look at his face I can notice he didn't even get a blink of sleep. His eyes look worn out and he has massive bags under his eyes. He is looking at me as I prop myself up.

"Why didn't you get any sleep?" I say as soon my mind is fully awake. He looks back at me, and if he had gotten any sleep I'm sure he would have smiled.

"I told you I would stay up." Nick says simply.

"Well sleep now." I don't want Nick to be tired for the last few moments we could be spending together. He resists for a couple minutes but I can see his eyes slowly dropping. Eventually he rests his head on a backpack and he is asleep. For a few minutes I stay sitting next to him, not just because my side is hurting, but because I like the warmth I feel coming off of his body.

Eventually I get up and slowly make my way towards the spot where Keanan and I sat. I sit down and just let the wind blow the lose strands of my hair over my face. The wind feels great on my face; the cold air relaxes me a bit. I'm trying not to think of Keanan, but it's just so hard. When I look out into the water I see nothing but Keanan's face.

I go back into the tent before Nick wakes up because I don't want him to walk up to an empty tent and think something happened to me. I crawl into the tent carefully not disturb Nick in his slumber. I slip into my spot next to him quickly. I sit there just staring into the wall of the tent, just thinking of what I can do while Nick is asleep. Inside my brain I start to reply memories that happened to me years before this, or even days before I even knew Nick existed.

Most of my memories consist Will, because he was always with me in my childhood, he was my really only friend. The first one that comes into my mind is actually probably the earliest memory I can fully remember. Him and I playing in the meadow by our house, I was 6 and Will was 4, we used to always play in the meadow. I remember dad used to chase us and I would dance around while Will would scream with joy. The memory automatically makes me smile.

Then of course I had the memories of the creek with Will and mom. And whenever I thought of the place I thought of the song I used to know as my lullaby, but after watching mom in the 74th Hunger Games, I know it as Rue's lullaby. I remember mom's sweet voice and I am wishing nothing more than to hear it right now or even Will's. I was never a good singer, but I think I was decent enough. I don't know what makes me but all of a sudden my voice starts singing.

Deep in the meadow, under the willow
A bed of grass, a soft green pillow
Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes
And when again they open, the sun will rise.

Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you.

I don't belt out the song I just quietly whisper it, I'm not sure if the camera can hear, but I don't care. When I'm finished I look back at Nick who is still fast asleep, the corners of his mouth are twitching and I wonder if he heard me in his sleep.

After a little more of just thinking inside my head I hear from next to me.

"Hailey…" Nick mumbles. Hearing him talk makes me jump, and I look at him quickly. I can't help but smile with a huge grin to see him asleep. My cheeks get warm a little; I never thought I would be in Nick's dream. His lips twitch up in a smile and I am left thinking about what he could be thinking of.

I sit down listing things I will miss if I never go back to District 12, mom, dad, Will, Haymitch… then when I hear another muffled "Hailey…" coming from Nick next to me I add him to my list.

Hello! Sorry this chapter is not as action packed as the last chapter was, and it's like really short… but I figured the book needed a chapter to cool down before some more big stuff! So I hope you enjoy! I'll try to get a chapter up tomorrow.