HEY! Sorry I've been mean and not updated :( I'll try and do better! So anyways now I'm gonna need some help for the actual plot, no idea what to do! So I need ideas. The other thing is im gonna bring in a few characters so do you guys want (you can pick more than one),

a) other blackthorne boys (grant, jonas etc.)

b) Abby

c) Civillians (Josh, Deedee, Dillion and I mean as like continuous characters in every chapter)

d) none of the above (insert other character here)

and one more thing, should Macey have a romantic interest in this story or no?

XOXOXO

Disclaimer: Ally Carter owns the Gallagher Girls

"So basically you think that she's suffering from post traumatic stress disorder and that with extensive therapy she might recover her memories?" My mom asked. We were all gathered in Mr. S's infirmary room to talk about his theory. Mom was skeptical because she still thought I had been drugged but Lizs' extensive tests revealed that if there had been anything in my system, it was long gone by now. Mom was leaning on a wall close to Mr. S. Liz, Bex and Mace were seated on a couch at the other side of the room and Zach and I were in the window seat. He was leaning against the side with his legs stretched out while I was stretched out the same way except I had my back to his chest. He had his arms wrapped around me and kept kissing anywhere he could reach, which was extremely distracting especially when it was my neck.

"Basically yes. Cammie said that when she tries to remember it's like there's something covering up the memories. I think it's her brains way of defending itself from traumatic events that happened. Through intense therapy and a few other things I think we could access the memories." I was basically willing to do anything to remember so now that I had agreed, all we needed was moms approval. She looked over to me, rolled her eyes when she caught sight of Zach, and seemed to study me.

"Kiddo, you do realise what's happening here right? Something really bad must have happened. Are you sure you want to remember it? Maybe some mysteries are better left unsolved." I gave her a look and she sighed. "Fine but we don't even have therapists here. How are we supposed to organise this?" As her and Mr. S worked through the fine details, my room mates were chatting happily over by the wall and I was still concentrated on Zach. His teeth grazed my neck and an alarming thought came to mind.

"If you're leaving marks I'm going to hurt you." Was all I said. He chuckled and I could practically hear his smirk.

"What I'm not allowed to mark my territory?" He asked innocently. I stiffened and he noticed. He grabbed both of my hands in both of his and laced our fingers together. "Cam I'm joking. You're my girlfriend, not my territory or property and I understand that. I also would not give you a hickey infront of your mother, our friends and our teacher. That's kind of discusting. Although, if you wanted one we could go..." I laughed quietly and elbowed him. One part of his little speech stuck out though and I wanted clarification. So I turned so I was sitting sideways and could look at him.

"I'm your girlfriend?" Was all I said. I had added a teasing tone to my voice but I really wanted an answer. And of course Zach saw right through it.

"Well, that's how I think of you. Your the only girl in the world who I could even imagine wanting to be with that way, and I consider you mine. I don't mean in the demeaning, posessive way I just mean that if another guy even looked at you for a second too long, I'd probably have to punch him out. I care about you more than anything, want to be around you every single second and even when yor not around me physically you're always on my mind. So, if you want to be, I'd love for you to be my official girlfriend." I was in shock. Zach had been very open with me ever since I got back but I didn't think I would ever get used to him saying things like that. I let a huge smile spread across my face and pulled him to me for a long, passionate kiss. He responded immediatly, tightening the arm around my waist and moving his lips with mine. Our mouths were molded together perfectly and I felt feelings I had only ever felt, and I was pretty sure could only feel, with him. We stopped before things could get too heated and when we pulled away I looked right into his eyes.

"I didn't think you meant it like that. I am yours, I hope I always will be. I would love more than anything to be yor official girlfriend and I feel exactly the same way." He smiled really big and I smiled right back, realizing we probably looked really cheesy right now but I couldn't of cared less. We started kissing again, just soft, gentle, closed-mouth kisses and when we pulled away I noticed everyone else was staring at us with different expressions. Mr. S was amused, my mom was frustrated (because who really wants to watch her daughter kiss some guy), Bex was smug, Liz was giddy and Macey looked she wanted to either seperate us by force or tease us to no end. I was blushing like crazy when Bex finally spoke up.

"Can you guys keep your hands to yourselves for like 5 minutes? It's adorable but not all of us have cocky, arrogant boyfriends to mack it up with Cam." She winked and I laughed. Zach looked at her like she was crazy.

"You forgot awesome, super hot and awesome. Oh and no we can't." He smirked and Bex and I both rolled our eyes.

"Yea Bex, let them enjoy it before we whisk Cammie off for our epic slumber party that Zach isn't allowed to come to. Sorry Zach but you won't see her again until tomorrow afternoon." Macey said smugly. I smiled. Hanging out with Zach was great but I had missed my girls. I needed this slumber party to be around my friends again. The girls who I knew I could trust to love me no matter what and would always be there. I loved them so much and couldn't wait to spend some time with them.

"You kids should get to your rooms ok? It's like 9." Mom said. After I told her I loved her, gave her a hug goodnight, we all said goodbye to Mr. S and exited the room, we all crowded to the hallway. I turned to the girls.

"I just have to grab some stuff from Zachs room. I'll meet you guys in our room." They nodded and made me promise to come soon. Zach and I walked back to his room laughing and joking and holding hands, while stopping twice to kiss quickly. When we got in I grabbed all the stuff I had in there and turned to him.

"Shirt off." Was all I said. He raised an eyebrow but took off his brown Hollister shirt, so he was just in his wife beater, and handed it to me. I ignored his muscled arms and the fact that his wife beater did nothing to hide the defined abs underneath, and threw the shirt into my bag. He gave me a questioning look and I just shrugged. "I have my reasons." He laughed and just shook his head, giving me a big hug and a kiss. I smiled flirtatiously and blew him a kiss as I walked out the door, yelling over my shoulder. "See you tomorrow!"

I made my way to my old room and just walked in. The girls had pushed all of our beds together and set up a tv across from it. Liz looked up from her laptop and smiled while Bex had been rummaging in our DVD collection.

"Hey Cam. Zach finally let you go?" Macey said coming out of our bathroom. I blushed, Bex snorted a laugh and Liz giggled behind her hands. "Aweh she's embarassed. It's ok Cammie. We understand that you missed Zachy ever so much." Even I had to laugh at that and then I ran over and layed across my old bed. I smiled, relishing in the familiar setting. Macey threw me a pair of sweats and a tank top and I put them on without questioning it.

"So, before we watch any movies I think we owe Cam an interrogation." Bex said in a scary voice. I thought they were talking about my summer so I shot a look of panic at Liz. "Not about the memory thing. We know about that already. I was talking about your relationship with a certain boy." She was grinning so I smiled back. These were my best friends, of course I wanted to spill about me and Zach.

"What do you want to know?" And with that the next hour was devoted to talking about everything Zach had said and done around me for the past 2 days. Liz was amazed, Bex was really excited and Macey just kept giving me this calculating look, like I was some math problem she was trying the figure out. We were all silent for a minute and with memories of me and Zach floating through my head I was pretty happy when all of a sudden I heard Macey speak in a low voice.

"You love him. Why didn't you tell us?" I looked up, startled and Bex and Liz looked shocked.

"I wasn't sure... and how did you know that?" I knew she was the boy expert but I had no clue how she'd figured that out.

"Wait, she's right? Oh my gosh!" Liz squealed and I laughed but turned to Macey for her to answer my question.

"Cam, it's written all over your face, his too actually whenever he's around you. You've changed him. He's not the same Zachary Goode as he used to be, which is good because the old version annoyed the hell out of everyone. Has he said it yet?" I shook my head.

"No. He said something about, more than caring about me I figured that's what he meant. We'll see. So are you guys satisfied? Cuz I want to watch a movie!" So we all got into bed and watched movies untl 3 am, when we decided to go to sleep. Before I went to bed I pulled Zachs shirt out of my bad and threw it on over my tank top. I layed down and smiled because it smelled just like him. And with that, I drifted off into sleep.

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