Chapter 6Windswept Rhapsody

A week passed. Ping began entertaining at several of the local taverns and I followed after her, making little repairs wherever we stayed. Playing a married couple, we would always get one room and a bed to share. Though Ping didn't seem to mind living in such close quarters with a man she barely knew, I continued to sleep on the floor and made sure to avert my eyes while she was changing her clothes.

Working in tandem, we soon earned enough money to pay for our passage at least as far as Nexus. We decided to stay on the waterfront a few more days in order to buy some new clothes and supplies. While she was playing her mandolin one afternoon, I slipped away from Ping and purchased myself a new cloak which would better hide Godchaser who'd been spending most of her time rolled up inside of my traveling pack, still unresponsive. Though cream was not a good color for the open road, I knew that when Godchaser woke, she would appreciate her new covering and especially the very fine gold trim I'd purchased for it. It would make her look as I had seen her in my memories of long ago.

If Ping in all of her usual brilliance was supposed to be my wife, I knew that I needed to improve the quality of my own wardrobe so that I didn't look like her servant. I specifically avoided the tailors that I had favored when I still worked in the Imperial City but I did still know where to get a good suit of clothes and wasn't about to quibble over the price. As Ping had explained, looking dirty and destitute was "the very best way to convince folks you can't be trusted".

After trying on a dozen different things, I settled on a well-made white linen shirt, light-colored breeches, a chestnut-colored leather belt with fancy bronze scrollwork and solid pair of flat shoes which were better than boots for shipboard travel. I found a purple silk scarf for Ping as well, suspecting that she wouldn't mind adding another ostentatious splash of color to her usual attire. The tailor gave me an absurdly low price for everything I requested after I put "the best edge he had ever seen" on all of his shears.

Still, I was never precisely comfortable in the Imperial City. Godchaser's continued silence and my fear of being discovered left me convinced that I had to find passage off of the Blessed Isle as soon as possible. One night while she was working, Ping chanced upon a somewhat heretical rice merchant with a taste for her bawdiest songs. He gave us the promise of a tiny private cabin and the most reasonable price we might have expected for passage to Port Calin, which was only a week's travel from Nexus. And so we paid him, packed our bags and informed the innkeeper who had put us up that we would be leaving in the morning. I took special care to make sure that Godchaser was sewn into my new cream cloak where no one could see her. The trickiest part was tailoring a piece of linen to adequately conceal both her hearthstone and the orichalcum gorget which snapped around my neck.

On the morning of our planned departure, I woke up and found myself in a bed. That alone came as a bit of a shock, considering how many days I'd spent sleeping in the dirt or on hard floors. Then I remembered the argument I'd had with Ping the previous night. She'd insisted that if I wouldn't climb into bed with her, I should at least be willing to trade nights spent on the floor. She winked at me as I rolled over.

"Ready to go?" She prompted.

"Must I get out of this bed? Well, I suppose we do have a ship to catch." I sighed heavily and say up. That was when I saw that Ping had a open bottle of wine in her hand.

"Drink with me first?" Ping prompted.

"The sun's barely risen!" I argued.

"All the more reason to drink now. He can't see us yet!" Ping winked. Though we had made a promise not to pry at each other's secrets, Ping recognized my new devotion. True "believers", she explained, were few and far between. And because I was sure that the Unconquered Sun had led me to her, I trusted Ping, despite the fact that I didn't know her surname. In truth, I suspected that "Ping" was an alias, but if I pressed my companion for more information I suspected that she might start asking me some awfully uncomfortable questions.

"No, it's all yours." I sighed, pushing the bottle away. "I don't drink."

"You keep saying that. I don't believe it. You don't drink that waterfront piss they pass off as beer – that I believe! But this is a good vintage!" She informed me.

"Why are you drinking at the crack of dawn?" I wondered.

"Nerves." Ping admitted.

"You? Nerves?" I almost laughed out loud. From what I'd seen of her usual behavior, nothing made Ping nervous! She could dodge even the worst drunks and troublemakers on the waterfront with effortless grace.

"Yes, sometimes! Particularly when I'm about to board a ship full of strangers who are going to be my only company for three solid months!" She replied.

"You won't be surrounded completely by strangers. You'll have me." I smiled slightly.

"And that will make the time fly by!" She smirked, leaning forward to kiss me on the cheek. I saw what she was doing too late and we wound up knocking our heads together.

"Ow!" I grimaced. Ping once again offered me her wine.

I sighed heavily and scoffed at my own foolishness. Though I hadn't touched alcohol since becoming a monk, having a glass of wine wasn't the same as being a drunkard. I took a small sip. The wine was as good as Ping had professed and did calm me down somewhat. I hadn't realized how tense I was myself until I surveyed our packed bags and considered that I was about to put myself in a situation that I could not run away from. I had to be careful, and it was absolutely necessary that I keep some distance from Ping, even as I toyed with the idea of telling her everything.

Although Ping was a dyed-in-the-wool heretic, with a particular fondness for the Unconquered Sun, I still felt that telling her the truth would be dangerous. As much as I wished otherwise, the two of us could not continue traveling together without the burden of my secret between us.

"Can I have my wine back?" Ping wondered, gesturing to the wine that I was still nursing as I mused over what lay ahead of us.

"Don't drink it all!" I advised, and she chuckled.

"I couldn't if I tried! I have a whole case downstairs!" She informed me. Ten bottles for when we start to go mad and two for when we make it to Nexus!" Ping stretched languorously with all the grace of a cat and then spit wine all over me as she glanced out the window.

"Sun-in-Glory!" Ping swore. Her favorite curse was so blatantly heretical that it made me smile every time I heard it. She truly didn't care what anyone thought of her. Then she turned to me with a wild-eyed expression and I felt my heart skip a beat. "A dozen monks just got on our ship!"

I rushed to the window myself and cursed incoherently in Old Realm. Ping gave me a critical look. She'd guessed that I was on the run weeks ago, but my reaction at that moment betrayed everything I hadn't told her. "They're looking for you?" She demanded, her hands on her hips.

I took a deep breath. "Yes."

"Well, that's no good." Ping grimaced. "Most of our money's gone, and I doubt that stingy rice merchant will give us a refund if we change our plans. Though I suppose we could stay here another week?" She suggested with a smirk.

That was when I noticed a large number of red-clad Imperial soldiers marching down the street. "No, I'd better get out of here now."

Ping stared in disbelief as the leader of the soldiers went to talk to the monks standing on the dock. "Recluse, what did you do?" She demanded.

"You promised you wouldn't ask me that!" I reminded her.

"But that's the Scarlet Legion!" Ping groaned and buried her head in her hands. "This humble heretic cannot take that kind of heat!" She informed me.

"I told you before, I'm in a lot of trouble. If any of those men find out you've been helping me... I don't know what they'll do to you. We'd best part ways now. " I replied. "You go out the back door first, and find yourself passage somewhere. If I have to, I can distract them for a little bit so that you can get away.

"No!" Ping refused, her hands on her hips. "I'm not leaving you behind!"

"Those men will be combing the port and since they've talked to our captain over there, they'll have good descriptions of both of us. We're not getting out of here together! Not on any reputable ship!" I argued.

Ping smiled slightly, and I could tell from the dangerous twinkle in her eyes that she'd just had an inspired idea. "What about a ship of ill-repute?" She pressed.

"What's that mean?" I wondered.

She put her arm over my shoulders and smirked. "Tell me, Recluse... how do you feel about becoming a pirate?"

Ping and I hadn't exactly planned our escape when we slipped out the back door of the inn. We left most of our hard-earned supplies and Ping's wine, figuring that we stood a better chance of eluding my pursuers if we were light on our feet. Of course, since we were headed straight for the very worst part of the city Ping had also wanted me to leave my somewhat ostentatious new cloak behind also.

I refused, but since our partnership was based on the understanding that neither of us would ask too many awkward questions Ping didn't ask me why. As I saw it, there was only one thing I wasn't willing to leave the Blessed Isle without, and that was Godchaser. Attached as I was to my tools, I decided to bring them along too... although I was beginning to think that I could craft myself a more efficient set.

Ping and I made it only a few streets down from our residence when we stumbled across our first Imperial patrol, a small group of annoyed-looking Scarlets questioning a man whose tavern Ping had played at several times. Seeing the Dragonbloods before they caught sight of us, Ping and I dodged into the nearest alley and hid behind a reeking pile of garbage. We watched the soldiers in silence, not daring to breathe.

"I've already told you!" Our former employer protested. "I don't know where they stay! Yes, they were working for me... but they've worked for practically everyone on the waterfront since they came to town! You can't miss those two! Wherever the girl's playing there's bound to be a crowd, and that man who follows her won't be more than ten feet away, up to his elbows fixing something. If you haven't seen em' yet, my bet is they got on a boat right under your enormous nose!"

"You fool!" The leader of the Scarlets slapped the man and he crumpled to the ground. "How dare you suggest such a thing? You don't even know what those fugitives have done! You'd better hope they haven't escaped!" He snorted and turned away on one heel. The leader of the men was clearly a Fire-Aspect and maybe a Cathak himself, possibly some relative of Dragonlord Chiron. Whatever House he belonged to, it was obvious that he was inexperienced and arrogant, an all too common combination amongst young Dynasts.

"Fanglord, we'll never find him knocking down doors! Half of these mortals are criminals and they've no respect at all for the law! They'll hide him right under our noses if we don't tell them that he's..." One of the soldiers protested.

"Shut up!" The Fanglord snarled. "You know our orders! If my uncle says that we call him a "fugitive"... we call him a fugitive! Is that understood? Search the inn!" He ordered.

"What was that all about?" Ping wondered as the Scarlets followed their leader's command and went inside the inn. Trying to look as casual as possible, the two of us waited until the soldiers all appeared to be gone and then crossed the street. I didn't answer Ping's question. I wanted to remind her that she had promised not to ask about my past, but I couldn't shake the feeling that we weren't out of danger yet.

"Heretic!" A voice demanded. "Stop where you are!"

I looked up. Standing only a few feet away from me were two Immaculate monks. I didn't recognize them, and the scripture the elder monk carried draped over his shoulders was tied with a dark blue ribbon. The official color of the Abbey of Mela was white.

"Uh oh." Ping blanched. Quicker on her feet than I was, she took off running and the monk went flying past me as if he hadn't seen me at all.

They were after her?

Not for the first time, I suspected there was a lot more to my companion than met the eye. I already knew from dancing with her that Ping was very fast and coordinated. She succeeded in knocking over half a dozen stalls as she dodged the monks all around the marketplace, moving like an acrobat with the streetwise sense of an accomplished thief.

"Damnit, Recluse... aren't you coming?" She demanded from a nearby rooftop.

That was when some of the Scarlets apparently decided that they were done trying to force answers out of the working poor who were largely immune to typical Realm intimidation anyway. Three Dragonbloods stepped out of the inn and all of them stared at me in disbelief. I did not have to ask myself if I had been recognized.

"I'm right behind you!" I shouted, bolting after Ping.

Ignoring the exclamations of shock from the gathering crowd, I leapt effortlessly onto the nearest rooftop. Ping had used a fruit stand as a step up herself, but there was no explaining what I had just done. It was an impossible feat without using Essence. Fortunately, Ping was busy tripping up a monk with a clothesline... which meant that she hadn't noticed me momentarily defying gravity.

The two of us jumped from one building to the next and even busted through the windows of a brothel, desperately trying to dodge the growing hordes of monks and soldiers who were following our flight on the streets below. Some of them pursued us across the rooftops, but even the elite Scarlets were slowed by their armor and not as adept at running across clay tiles as we were, particularly since most of them were wearing riding boots and Ping and I were both in cloth shoes.

The monks were another story. While they were mostly mortals and not Dragonbloods, they all trained in martial arts and were lighter on their feet. Two of them cut off Ping and she drew her sword. I noticed with some surprise that she struck the first only with the flat of her blade when she could have easily killed her opponent. When the second tried to take her down from behind, I caught his punch and locked up his arm so that I could deliver a swift arc kick to his gut and then sweep him onto his back.

Another monk soon took his place, an Air Aspect Dragonblood surrounded by an anima of cold that was painful by sheer proximity. He lashed out with a stunning combination of jumping spinning kicks that I would have applauded, had they not been aimed in my direction. He finally caught me with a very sharp back kick and the strength behind his blow forced me to catch my breath.

Fortunately, I'd seen enough of his moves to anticipate what we would do next, and so I pretended to throw a slow roundhouse at him. Before he could counter with a wheel kick to my head, I leapt into a wheel kick of my own, striking him squarely in the face. The Air Aspect slid off the roof into a display of pottery and did not get back up, loose tiles and dust falling all over him like spring hail.

"Wooo!" Ping exclaimed. "Nice, Recluse!"

"Snake style." I replied. "The meaner they are, the harder they fall." Another monk tried to strike me from behind and I caught him in the temple with a ridgehand strike. "Where are we going?" I demanded.

"Fisherman's Wharf." She replied, taking down her opponent with the flat of her blade. He was an especially nimble soldier who'd succeeded in following us for several blocks, probably an Earth Aspect and obviously talented since he'd made it into the Scarlet Legion, but Ping made him look absolutely inept. I was very curious to know why she carried a sword if she didn't intend to kill anyone with it and decided that my host of questions would have to wait until we escaped.

If we escaped.

Catching sight of something nearby, Ping suddenly grinned. "This way!" She shouted, sliding down a gutter into a heap of garbage. I followed her without hesitating, grimacing as I landed on my feet in a puddle. I'd soaked myself with something that smelled an awful lot like the contents of a chamber pot. Still, with two Scarlets, one on either side of us, and three monks on the roof... I couldn't afford to waste a moment.

"I've got the monks." I told Ping. The two of us stood back to back.

"They're after me!" She argued.

"I noticed that. You'll have a lot of explaining to do when we get out of here!" I informed her.

"Oh, I'm not explaining anything if you're not explaining anything!" She retorted. "Those Scarlets are chasing you!" She reminded me.

That was when the agile Air Aspect monk with the deadly flying kicks reappeared. He nearly landed an axe kick on my shoulder that would have broken bone, had it not contacted with the blade of Ping's weapon instead. The monk cursed and hobbled away, clutching his foot which was bleeding profusely.

The first Scarlet thrust his sword at me and I dunked, sweeping his feet out from under him.

Clearly, our witty banter wasn't amusing our pursuers.

As I blocked yet another violent flurry of attacks from the Air Aspect, the Fanglord barreled into the alley, flames billowing all around him. He'd obviously seen the mess we'd made of his highly trained men and was extremely upset. Generally speaking, Fire Aspects tend to resemble their elemental heritage when it comes to virtues, relying more on sheer pigheadness than anything as pedestrian as compassion or temperance.

I was beginning to feel the strain of drawing on so much Essence myself and was certain that my Caste Mark was about to start flickering. That would be the end of any cooperation that Ping and I might expect from the waterfront locals. A slew of monks and soldiers chasing after a pair of wandering performers warranted their assistance, but a demon was another matter entirely. I didn't even want to think about how Ping might react if my anima really flared and I knew that without her guarding my back I was as good as dead. I'd dropped my tools nearly a mile back when I'd used the box to knock the teeth out of a monk. Even if my life depended on it, I had nothing I could use as a weapon.

Or did I?

As the leader of the Scarlets lashed out at me with his red jade daiklave, I swept up my cloak and the blade struck Godchaser with a resounding clang.

He stared in disbelief at his chipped weapon and I whispered a quiet apology to Godchaser even though I knew that she was still unconscious and couldn't hear me. I was also annoyed that I would already have to repair my new cloak, but sewing up a piece of clothing was easier than sewing up skin.

Another Scarlet charged at me and I dunked under his blade. Ping leapt over my head like a gazelle, bringing her sword down on his helmet with a force that made his eyes roll back in his head as he crumpled to the ground, unconscious. I took a glancing blow from a bamboo staff before I finished off the last of the monks who were chasing us with a hook kick.

As I caught my breath, a hand reached to grab my hood and I whirled around and raised my first, almost striking recklessly until I saw that it was Ping who had me. The Fanglord was on his knees, bleeding from a sword thrust that went directly through the plates of his lamellar armor and Ping looked more frantic than I had ever seen her.

"This way!" She tugged on me. "Before more of them come running! Now!"

We darted into a steam-filled alley between two bathhouses and clung to the walls as we raced through the crowded, stinking, fish market. At the end of a long and rickety dock was the scariest-looking ship I had ever seen.

Really, "ship" wasn't even a good name for it. It was a raft or maybe a boat if one were feeling very generous, the kind of craft used only for coastal fishing and trapping crabs. A large, surly-looking Westerner was loading barrels onto the deck under the steely gaze of a scarred Tya woman who smoked a twisted ivory pipe. She missed seeing Ping and myself because of her eye patch and watched the monks that followed a few minutes after us with disdain.

As soon as the Tya's attention was turned on our pursuers, Ping motioned for me to climb inside an empty barrel. Once I was safely sealed up, she hopped into a second barrel herself, popping out a large knothole with the pommel of her sword so that she could reach up with one arm and put her own lid back on. It was a stroke of genius, clearly a trick that she had used before.

We held our breath and watched the monks approach the Tya, who didn't even stand up to acknowledge them. "What do you want?" The Tya demanded in heavily-accented Low Realm.

"We're looking for a pair of heretics." The first monk replied without hesitation.

"Look somewhere else." The Tya snorted.

"Whose ship is this?" One of them demanded.

"Not yours." The Tya replied.

"Now listen, you!" The second monk protested.

"You listen!" The Tya snapped, grabbing him by the collar of his robe. "I don't know nothin' about any heretics but if you'd like some trouble..." She began.

"Easy, Tick!" A man's voice laughed. "You gonna break that monk, and then what you gonna do with him? The Captain don't want no more dead men floatin' in the harbor!"

I heard more laughter, and through a crack in the wood of my hiding place, I saw three more dirty Westerners. The big dock hand cracked his knuckles and grunted. The two monks both looked like mortals, but they seemed ready to hold their ground, at least until an old Water-Aspect Dragonblood arrived on the scene. He was dressed ostentatiously in blue and black silk with a good quantity of silver, gold and pearls sewn into his clothing, which made him stand out in stark contrast to his humble surroundings. Like most old Dragonbloods, he didn't look entirely human. His skin was almost coal black and gleamed in patches with faintly blue-tinged scales and his even his eyes were vaguely reptilian. Rings adorned every one of his clawlike fingers. A second Water-Aspect, a teenage girl who strongly resembled the old man, hopped down from the deck of the ugly little crab boat, evaluating the monks with obvious disdain.

The old Dragonblood looked even less impressed with them. I'd never seen Dragonbloods react with such hostility to Immaculate monks before... but then I remembered that Ping had definitely said something about pirates.

"Is there a problem?" The old Dragonblood demanded, frowning.

"We're looking for heretics." The first monk stammered, not sounding very certain of his mission.

The young Dragonblood snorted.

"No heretics on my boat. Just honest fishermen." The old Dragonblood replied. "Now why don't you two make a nuisance of yourselves somewhere else?" He dismissed them.

The monks left without a word of argument.

I bit my tongue as the big dock hand picked up the barrel I was hiding in and hit my head three or four times as he easily rolled it up onto the half-sunken crab boat. Once I was safely on the deck, I peered through a crack in the wood and saw Ping's barrel sitting beside mine. She poked her hand out through her knot hole and gestured to the dock hand who'd carried us both aboard. When he saw her waving from a distance, he crept closer and rubbed his eyes, clearly wondering what he was looking at. Ping let him get within about six inches of her and then her hand darted out again. She seized the Westerner by his braided beard and knocked his face into the side of her barrel with shocking strength.

"Go get Jing Wei." She hissed, venom in her tone. "Tell him he's got two more "honest fishermen" on his boat."

I did not ask how Ping had known that the "honest fisherman" whose boat we'd stowed aboard was actually a notorious smuggler and sometimes-pirate called Jing Wei who was hated by the Realm almost as much as any Anathema.

When the sailor brought his captain back for negotiations, the entirety of the business between Ping and the old Dragonblood was conducted in Wavetongue, which I couldn't understand. Money and something else changed hands and Ping definitely showed the young Dragonblood her blade, which the girl seemed to like very much.

The ship we had stowed away on was called The Ying Long and that it was uncomfortably small by any standards, crewed by only four Westerners, the captain, and his two officers. The four ordinary sailors paid no attention to me because I did not speak any Wavetongue, but the bad-tempered Tya called "Tick" who served as quartermaster was fluent in High Realm and the young Dragonblood also knew my native Rivertongue. Matsu served as her father's second officer, and it was obvious that Jing Wei would do anything for his daughter.

I learned only after the sun had gone down that Ping had sold her sword to Matsu. To Jing Wei she had passed along all of our remaining money, an unopened bottle of wine that she was inexplicably carrying, and the promise that the two of us would help to crew The Ying Long until we reached our destination. I had never sailed before myself and although I felt confident that I could be useful as a carpenter, Ping had volunteered my services in a very different capacity.

"You said you could fix anything..." She began.

"I meant doors, boilers, pocket watches... not food!" I protested.

Ping only snickered and went off to attend to her duties as a deck hand, leaving me staring helplessly at a low ceiling full of pots and pans and a dozen unmarked barrels of provisions. She'd promised Jing Wei that I could cook.

Of course, raised in the house of a well-to-do merchant, I'd never cooked before in my life and didn't know how to make shipboard provisions even remotely palatable. Fortunately, Ping assured me, most sailors were accustomed to food that was blackened, over-salted, mushy or otherwise foul beyond all reason. I learned the kitchen tasks quickly enough and eventually discovered a small cache of spices stashed in the back of a cabinet. If I used them sparingly, there would be enough to make the cured meat and floury biscuits edible for the duration of our voyage, if not exactly gourmet fare.

A month passed. I became somewhat competent at my job, which also involved pulling teeth, giving stitches and fixing anything that broke, including the captain's sextant on more than one occasion. Jing Wei had a tendency to bash his delicate navigational tools when they failed to operate the way he wanted them to, a thing which always made me cringe.

Ping endeared herself to Jing Wei and everyone else in her usual fashion by telling stories and playing her mandolin. She obviously knew her way around a ship also, and the crew marveled at how quickly she could skitter up into the rigging and unfurl a sail. Largely because of Ping, we were both offered permanent positions as members of the crew before we were halfway to our destination.

I politely declined, though Ping promised Jing Wei that we would at least consider his generous offer – which involved her getting her sword and most of our money back. I tried to explain to Ping that I didn't want to be a pirate... but she only laughed and reminded me that I was already a fugitive. How much choice did I really have?

I decided that I would stand my ground on one point, however. I had not killed anyone yet and would not. Ping assured me with her irresistible smile that I wouldn't have to, even if we did become full-fledged criminals. She claimed that she had never killed anyone herself, but I remembered the expression on her face when she'd run that Dragonblood through. Although she was good at parrying and dodging, I did not doubt that she'd spilled a fair amount of blood in the past. It was obvious, however, that she preferred to avoid doing so if she could.

Though Jing Wei occasionally raided ships, he was also in favor of avoiding fights whenever possible. Before Ping and I had come aboard, the Ying Long had been heavily loaded with contraband and Jing Wei's goal was to make to Nexus without coming under the nose of anyone he couldn't outrun. The situation suited me just fine. I had no desire to hurt anyone if I could avoid it, and was secretly pleased to hear that there would be no 'pirating' whilst Ping and myself were part of the crew.

We made very good time, passing ships that had left the Imperial City days before our departure. More importantly, as we neared our destination I had noticed a startling change in Godchaser's status. Though she didn't wake, her hearthstone had begun to flicker with light again and I hoped desperately that meant that my meager efforts were doing some good.

I didn't dare do any serious work in the close quarters if the ship, but I still managed to privately feed Godchaser enough Essence every night to curb the strange black corrosion that she seemed so prone to. I missed her more seeing that faint spark of recovery in her hearthstone than I had when I was certain that I had lost her. As much as I still worried over Godchaser, I now had another woman in my life, one who was in many ways even more maddening and incomprehensible.

Ping.

In my efforts to keep our relationship as platonic as possible, I took my kitchen duties very seriously and found that scrubbing pots and pans afforded me far too much time to think about everything that had happened to me so far and wonder what I really intended to do with myself when we reached out destination. Was this what the rest of my life would be like, sailing on The Ying Long?

I'd felt very inspired before Godchaser's hearthstone had failed and had begun imagining a future where I could save damsels in distress and battle injustice. I'd almost forgotten that in the eyes of the world I was a loathsome demon. I wanted so many things, especially a chance to do some genuine good, something more important than serving up gruel for a crew of pirates who only tolerated my presence because they loved Ping.

Not that I blamed them for that.

As difficult as it had been for me to admit, I loved Ping myself and felt undeserving of her attention. I decided that I should make something for her so that when we finally did part ways, she would have something to remember our time together. In exchange for some minor tinkering above and beyond my expected berth, I'd acquired a few small bits of silver. I'd also won a gold ring gambling with Matsu and had set about making it into a pendant with a tiny piece of orichalcum that I'd grudgingly gleaned from Godchaser. It wasn't one of her essential parts and I suspected that if I ever succeeded in waking her, she would certainly approve of what I had done with it. After so many weeks of tedium, I needed to do something exceptional... and hearing Ping recite her favorite prayer each morning had given me the perfect idea.

With more than a little Essence to aid my efforts, I coaxed the orichalcum into a perfect circular disk and then painstakingly crafted rays of gold and bronze extending out from it in all directions. It was a design reminiscent of the First Age, that wouldn't have looked out-of-place on the crown of an ancient queen.

I finished my gift for Ping when we were very near to our final destination, perhaps only a few days away. I could see the coast on the far horizon and foolishly thought that we had already made it to freedom. It had taken me so long to complete Ping's necklace only because I'd never been a very good gambler and I'd had to win a few more tosses of the dice and a bet at cards in order to get the remainder of the metal that I needed. Since I had no chain and not enough material to make one, I'd taken a strip from my old destroyed cloak, braided it and bound it with four blue glass beads. The resulting piece was somehow "earthier" than the pendant alone, and less likely to draw critical stares.

When I finally mustered up the courage to give my gift to her, I found Ping sitting on the bow of the ship playing her mandolin, The Ballad of Windswept Rhapsody once again. The picture she painted was so perfect that I almost believed she was the legendary bard herself. I wasn't the only one who noticed the similarity. With how often Ping played her favorite tune, several other members of the crew had begun referring to her as Little Rhapsody... or less elegantly, Windswept Ping.

Oh, I was born a sailor on a ship far out West, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you as it sweeps me, Won't you spare a coin for this humble bard?And listen to my melody?

They call me Windswept Rhapsody, for I have no home, They call me Windswept Rhapsody, and far and wide I roam!

Oh, I was born a shepherd in the mountains up North, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you as it sweeps me, Won't you close your eyes and drift away to the song I bring with me?

They call me Windswept Rhapsody, for I have no home, They call me Windswept Rhapsody, and far and wide I roam!

Oh, I was born a bandit on the plains of the South, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you as it sweeps me, For I've no skill for work at all...just a gift for rhapsody.

They call me Windswept Rhapsody, for I have no home, They call me Windswept Rhapsody, and far and wide I roam!

Oh, I was born a hunter in the forests out East, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you as it sweeps me, Won't you spare a coin for this humble bard?And perhaps a pint or three?

They call me Windswept Rhapsody, for I have no home, They call me Windswept Rhapsody, and far and wide I roam!

Oh, I was born a merchant in the Scavenger Lands, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you as it sweeps me, Have you ever heard a song so sweet?Do you think I play for free?

They call me Windswept Rhapsody, for I have no home, They call me Windswept Rhapsody, and far and wide I roam!

Oh, I was born a wanderer and around the world I roam, No place to lay my head down, every day in a new town, Blow me where the wind goes, I'll play for you, as it sweeps me, For I was born to bebard... called Windswept Rhapsody.

"Bravo!" I clapped when she finished. "Wonderful as always."

"One would think you'd be tired of hearing that song." Ping sighed.

"You never get tired of playing it." I replied.

"It has sentimental value. It's the first song I ever..." She hesitated for a moment.

"Something wrong?" I wondered.

"Something is. I can't put my finger on it. Matsu is nervous. She said that she heard there might be Lintha around here." She admitted.

"Lintha? What would they be doing so far East?" I wondered uneasily.

Really, I didn't know much about Lintha except that they were ruthless pirates and demon-worshippers. Ping had made it very clear that by demon-worshippers, she did not mean "honest heretics likeus" who said prayers to little Gods or to the Five Maidens and the Unconquered Sun. She meant the kind of demon-worshippers who sacrificed children and summoned monsters from Malfeas in order to lay waste to cities.

"I don't know and I hope she's wrong. In any case, we're not liable to run into them until the sun goes down, and even then we won't see them coming. At present, all we can really do is sit here and enjoy the sunset. And it is beautiful, isn't it? I love the way it looks over the sea." Ping sighed, watching the distant horizon.

"You love everything." I smiled slightly.

"So what if I do?" She replied, moving closer to me. We sat together for a moment, not speaking. Ping laid her head on my shoulder and sighed heavily.

"Why are you going to Nexus anyway?" She wondered.

"It's where I was born." I replied.

"Oh, you keep saying that but I'm sure that's not the only reason!" She argued.

"Ping, I thought that we agreed that we were both allowed to have secrets!" I reminded her. "It's the very cornerstone that our partnership was built upon!"

"But I don't like keeping secrets from you any more than I like you always sleeping on the floor! It... just doesn't sit well with me. I want us to be friends." Ping admitted.

"We are friends!" I replied.

"Real friends." She sighed heavily.

"Well then, why don't you just tell me whatever it is that you want to say?" I paused, my fingertips drifting to touch the amulet in my pocket. "You can trust me."

"No, I can't! Trust has to go both ways, Recluse, and you don't trust anyone!" Ping protested. "You've never given me a straight answer to any question I've asked! It's been nearly three months and I still don't know anything about you!"

I sighed heavily, my hands on my hips. "And I don't believe for a second that someone as talented as you are, with such expensive taste in wine... would go to all the way to Great Forks instead of staying in the Imperial City where you could make three times as much money! You're the one that got us in with these pirates and you weren't just being altruistic when you suggested that the two of us could hide better together."

"Ah." Ping observed. She didn't say that I was wrong, but that would have been pointless. I already knew that I was right.

"If we're going to hang out all of our dirty laundry, then one of us is going to have to go first!" I sighed heavily. "And since you're the talkative one... how's this for a deal? You answer one question of mine and I'll answer one of yours. Who are you running from?"

Ping sighed in defeat. I could tell I'd taken the lead with an uncomfortable question, but I supposed that was only fair. There were very few things that she could ask me that I might easily answer.

"The Immaculate Order." Ping admitted. "Specifically, the Abbey of Daana'd. Those monks we saw in the Imperial City getting onto our ship were looking for me, I recognized one of them. He's followed me all the way from Coral."

"All the way from Coral? Why?" I wondered, shocked that any monk would pursue a heretic so far.

"Oh no you don't! I already answered your first question! Now it's your turn to answer one of mine! Why are you going to Nexus?" Ping laughed.

"All right. I'm going to Nexus because I'm trying to help a friend. She's probably dying and the only way I can help her is to find something hidden near there." I replied, somewhat relieved that she'd asked me a thing I found easy to answer honestly.

"Something hidden, eh?" Ping pressed, clearly intrigued.

"That's another question!" I taunted and Ping put her hands on her hips, giving me a very obstinate glare. "It's your turn again! What was it that you were saying about your favorite song? You stopped yourself before you finished."

Ping sighed. She seemed to hesitate for a moment and then took a deep breath. "It's the first song I ever wrote."

"Ridiculous! That song has been around for a hundred years! You say you're older than you look but you're not that old!" I protested. I thought for certain that she was lying to me, or that she was mad. "Are you?" I wondered uneasily. She only smiled slightly in a manner that made me more than a little nervous. I knew I'd asked a second question which she didn't have to answer yet, and so I held my tongue.

"What's so important about your cloak?" Ping asked.

"It has an artifact hidden inside of it." I confessed. "A powerful, ancient artifact that Dragonlord Chiron wants back. That's what the Scarlet Legion is looking for." I finished, giving away a second answer for free. Although the game had been my idea, I clearly wasn't very good at it, and I did not doubt that Ping would most certainly learn more about me than I learned about her.

"Ahah!" Ping laughed. "So you're a thief?"

"I'm not a thief!" I protested. "The Dragonlord..." I started to argue that Godchaser had been mine all along... but then I decided that it was better to hold my tongue until Ping asked me a question I really couldn't dodge. "He gave it to me." I finished. "Although he probably expected that I would give it back."

Ping chuckled. I paused, thinking for a moment on my next question. Though there were lots of things that I could have asked her about, Ping's reaction to my inquiries about her age made me very suspicious. "How old are you?" I demanded, suspecting that she was as young as I'd suspected she was when we first met – probably only twenty-four or maybe even younger than that.

"I am one hundred and twenty-six." Ping replied without hesitation.

"A hundred and twenty-six!" I echoed in disbelief.

"I said I was old enough to be your wife." Ping smirked.

"Do you think this is a joke? If you're really that old, you're old enough to be my grandmother! You look like you're twenty!" I protested. "How is that even possible? You're not a Dragonblood, are you?" She didn't look like one, or act like one... but sometimes you couldn't tell.

"Am I a Dragonblood?" Ping glared at me, clearly offended that I would dare suggest such a thing.

"So you're not?" I observed, smiling slightly at her reaction. It still made me uncomfortable that she'd claimed to be so old, but I decided to let it go. I suspected she meant twenty-six and was only being smart with me.

"Alright, you!" Ping smiled slightly. "Your turn again. Where are you from?"

"I was born in Nexus as I've told you, but I was raised in the Imperial City. That's where I went to school and lived for most of my life." I paused. "What about you?"

"Well, I was born on a ship. My mother was a weather witch and never stayed in one place very long. Witches hop from ship-to-ship all over the West, at least in the places where women can sail. I didn't set foot on land myself until I was five years old. So, basically, I'm from everywhere. All over Creation!" Ping replied.

I eyed her suspiciously.

"Oh, don't give me that look! I swear it's the truth! My mother drank like you wouldn't believe! Most of the time, she couldn't even remember how many children she had!" Ping sighed heavily. "If I hadn't accidentally met one of my brothers floating in a mess of kelp off the coast of Skullstone, I would never have known that I had siblings at all... let alone eleven of them! I sometimes tell people that my father was a Sealord. I like to imagine that at least one of my parents had good teeth and a surname." She finished, wrinkling her nose slightly with obvious distaste

"I can't imagine growing up like that. My parents were very good to me. I was an only child and while they weren't especially wealthy, they sent me to an excellent school and found me a wonderful apprenticeship. I couldn't have asked for anything more." I paused.

"So what's your real name?" Ping asked.

I hesitated, and then decided that I would not get a better opportunity to tell Ping the truth. I had to be honest with her as I'd promised, and that meant confessing not only how I felt, but why I had tried so hard to push her away from me.

In a week we would land in Nexus, I would be on my way to my manse, and Ping to Great Forks. Quite possibly, we would never see each other again. If I truly wanted the two of us to stay together, I had to come clean before Ping could simply run away from me and never look back. Maybe in our last days at sea I could convince her that being Anathema didn't make me a monster.

"Veritas Ilumio." I replied.

Ping covered her mouth with a gasp. For a moment I thought that she knew my story from my name alone, but then she said something entirely unexpected. "You're Veritas Ilumio? The jeweler? That big awful scandal?"

"You know about that?" I blinked in disbelief. The last thing I'd expected to hear from Ping was something that hadn't been news in more than five years.

"I'm a bard. Good stories turn into songs, you know." She admitted. "If I remember right, that one was called The Tinker's Trialand you could hear it all over the place about four or five years ago. It was actually a really fun tune while it lasted. Very anti-Realm, very controversial. Got me thrown out of lots of bars."

"All right. So now you know my real name. Might I have the pleasure of yours?" I smiled slightly.

"You don't believe it's Ping?" She grinned.

"Maybe I would, if you were a boy or a duck." I replied.

"Fair enough. I suppose it's really not the best alias I've ever come up with." Ping laughed.

"That's not an answer to my question." I pointed out.

"My name is Windswept Rhapsody." Ping replied.

"You're Rhapsody? The Windswept Rhapsody?" I demanded.

"You thought I was fictional?" She teased.

"First you're one hundred and twenty years old... and now you're a legend? What happened to the two of us being honest with each other? There's something you're not telling me!" I protested.

"Of course there is! Just as there's something you're not telling me!" Ping... or rather, Rhapsody replied. When I considered that name, I had to admit that it suited her better than "Ping" ever had. She was far too elegant to be called "Ping". "What is that in your pocket that you keep fiddling with?" She asked. "I noticed it weeks ago and it's been driving me mad!"

I sighed in defeat and produced the amulet for her inspection.

Rhapsody gasped. "Oh my goodness, it's beautiful! You made this?"

"For you." I smiled slightly.

"It must have taken you forever! Why would you..." The expression on her face changed. Rhapsody was obviously thinking something that she wouldn't say, and so I broke the silence between us.

"I wouldn't be here without your help. I wouldn't want to be here. As you said when we started working together... we make a good team. But it's more than that." I admitted. "This is very difficult for me to say. I've gone over it out several times in my head and even still, I can't find the words."

I didn't have a chance to finish what I'd begun and Rhapsody didn't respond to what I'd said. She looked distant for a moment and then terribly afraid. An unearthly howl sent all of the dozing pirates loafing around the deck suddenly scrambling to their posts. The ship bucked under our feet and Rhapsody caught hold of my arm just as I almost tumbled to the ground. She heaved me up with surprising strength and I noticed a flicker of something blue and gold hidden under the sleeve of her shirt.

Clinging to the ratlines as the ship continued to sway beneath our feet, I stared out over the horizon. There was a ship approaching us and it did not look like it came from the Realm. Worse still, there was a creature in the water very near to us. I'd seen sharks and porpoises, sea turtles and seals since leaving the Blessed Isle, but not even the breaching whales that Rhapsody and I had spotted one morning were anywhere near as large as what was approaching The Ying Long.

"Lintha." Jing Wei snarled, peering through his spyglass.

"Father?" Matsu whispered nervously. "They've released their demon."

No sooner had she spoken than the creature reared its ugly head, almost capsizing us with the wave of water that it sloughed off, like a snake shedding its skin. That came as a shock, mostly because The Ying Long wasn't as pathetic of a vessel as it appeared to be. All of the crab traps and old nets actually disguised a small Shogunate-Era warship that Jing Wei had stolen more than seventy years ago and usually it weathered even the worst of storms with ease.

But the demon that rose up out of the sea was even taller than the largest ship I had ever seen! When it emerged from the water it looked like an enormous, inflated hammerhead shark with octopus arms and beady eyes surrounded by weeping pustules. It evaluated us with a harlequin-like grin and then bared its uneven, yellow teeth.

I'd heard stories that the Lintha used such monsters to tow their ships but I had never imagined how horrible they actually were. The noxious cloud that surrounded it reminded me distinctly of the place where I'd found Dove, where the poor girl had been about to be sacrificed to some sort of Malfean fiend. Staring that monster down, I was more convinced than ever before that was no connection at all between what I was and creatures like the one before me.

The crew dove for cover as the demon howled and hacked up a plume of iridescent green fire, catching part of the ship's deck with its acidic breath and the mainsail with its teeth. Tick shot at it several times with her firewands, but the demon didn't seem to notice the volley of rounds. The surly old quartermaster fell like a rag doll when it lashed out at her and slid down the stairs into the galley. If she wasn't dead, she was badly injured.

Rhapsody instinctively reached for the empty loop on her belt, the place where she'd worn her sword before giving it to Matsu at the start of our voyage. Her eyes darted around the deck, searching for something she could turn into a weapon. As Matsu and Jing Wei together called up a massive rush of water to put out the fires that had started and the rest of the crew hurled everything they could at the demon... I realized that our survival lay in my hands.

I knew what I had to do. Not caring who would see me, I rolled up my sleeves. A dozen words in Old Realm flowed from my tongue and my hands moved quickly through familiar patterns. What I was doing was so natural to me that I could have done it in my sleep, but it was also taxing, particularly with the ship bucking and swaying, loose ropes whipping in my face and half of the deck still burning with green flames.

I could feel the Essence bleeding from my body as I spoke the final word. Golden fire poured from my fingertips, coiling around the demon and sharply constricting into an inescapable pattern of concentric circles. I felt some resistance from the demon, but not nearly enough to stand against my will. In a burst of fiery white, it disappeared as if it had never been... leaving behind only a faint lingering cloud of sulfurous smoke.

It took me a moment to understand what I'd just done. I stared at my own hands as the air cleared and The Ying Long steadied itself. I'd just banished a demon!

The realization that I had actually cast a second spell of Emerald Circle Sorcery without ever consciously applying myself to the discipline worried me. If I could do in a pinch what a Dynast could only do with years of constant practice...no wonder everyone was so deathly afraid of Solars!

While I was still marveling over the fact that my gut instinct had been to use sorcery, Matsu seized the back of my shirt and tried to force me to the ground. Not so easily subdued, I caught her in a tiger's mouth strike and reversed our positions. I knew from watching her tussle with the crew that she was an excellent wrestler... but she didn't even try to break free of my grasp. She only stared at my Caste Mark and her whole body went limp. I think that she expected that I was about to kill her. Tick, bleeding profusely from her gut charged up the stairs and leveled her firewands at my head.

"Don't move!" She ordered.

I immediately released Matsu and she leap to her feet, running to stand with her father.

"Do not attack me! I don't want to hurt any of you, but I will defend myself!" I warned.

"I knew there was something suspicious about you!" Jing Wei growled. "An Anathema right under my nose!"

"I'm not a demon!" I began to protest, and then sighed in defeat. The entire crew of The Ying Long had just seen me banish a giant sea-monster... and though I hadn't used enough Essence to really start burning, the moment I'd started my spell my nature had become obvious. My Caste Mark flickered and then went out as the last vestiges of my sorcery dissipated.

"I should throw you overboard!" Jing Wei said. "You've been a snake on this ship since we left The Blessed Isle! Maybe you're in league with the Lintha?"

"Don't be absurd!" I scolded him, standing up straighter. If my secret was revealed, there was no way that I was going to meekly accept such a predicament. Even when they pretended not to be, people were afraid of Anathema and I could use that fear to save my own skin. "I just banished a demon for you! Do you think I can't summon it back?"

Truthfully, I couldn't... but after what the men had seen, they easily bought my poor bluff. Even Tick and Matsu looked wary, and Matsu was by far the smartest member of the crew. Jing Wei only narrowed his eyes.

"Listen to me! I banished that demon because I thought you were all about to die." I paused. "If you'll let me off your ship in Nexus like we agreed, you'll never see me again." I finished. "But if you try to throw me overboard or have me killed... none of us will make it to shore. Am I understood?"

I waited on the deck until the crew gave me the space that I wanted and the retreating Lintha vanished in the dark. Dead tired and not knowing what else to do, I went back down to the galley. One of the blessings of being the ship's cook, carpenter and surgeon was that I had my own private space not far from the kitchen. But I did not get as far as my bed. Rhapsody was waiting for me in front of my door.

Without a word, she leapt into my arms and kissed me.

"Rhapsody?" I blinked in surprise.

"You called me Rhapsody!" She observed slyly. "Does that mean you believe me now?"

"What are you doing in here? Didn't you see what happened?" I protested.

"Of course I saw! I don't think anyone for miles could have missed it! It was spectacular!" She exclaimed. "You have such a flare for sorcery! I can't tell you how incredibly jealous I am!"

"You're jealous of me? But I'm Anathema!" I protested.

"Don't use that awful word!" Rhapsody scolded me. "I hate that word! It makes us sound like we don't belong in the world, like everything we are is wrong! And I will not believe that, not for one instant!"

"Hold on a minute. We?" I blinked in disbelief.

"Oh, Veritas! How is it that you can be so brilliant and so stupid at the same time!" Rhapsody sighed. Her eyes met my own and suddenly it was very bright in that small room. The mark on her brow was perfectly round and blazed almost too fiercely to look at, but my eyes had become accustomed to the sun's light. I couldn't even remember what the Immaculate Order would call one of her kind. It seemed irrelevant and I knew it was something ugly and cruel that wouldn't suit Rhapsody at all.

She was Zenith Caste, a queen in the guise of a traveling bard, a priestess and prophet of The Unconquered Sun.

I said nothing. No words would come to me. I'd been so worried that I was alone in the world, the one Anathema who wasn't a mad monster. I'd feared that Rhapsody would fear me or loathe me when she discovered the truth, a crushing thought especially after we had just decided to be honest with one another. I had suspected that there was more to her than met the eye, but to know that we were the same was beyond anything I could have wished for.

She took my hand. I laughed despite myself. "All of this time... you and I have been dancing around the same secret? It's a bit unbelievable."

"Youare unbelievable! And that word really means something, coming from a fictional character such as myself!" Rhapsody smiled. "I've suspected all along that there was something about you, and when you told me your real name, that's when I knew it. If even half of what I've heard so far is true, your legend will be catching up with mine soon enough!"

"I'm not sure I understand." I admitted.

"Well, I seem to recall a song about a rescue in Chio that involved a Solar blazing across the sky like a falling star? And a new story I heard in Uzun about a dozen bandit monks tied to trees with their own swords bent round their wrists?"

"There were only four monks. And I only tied up one with his sword!" I corrected.

"Bardic license. In a hundred years, there will be fifty monks!" Rhapsody warned.

"You approve?" I observed.

"Oh, yes! Absolutely! Too many of our kind are running around just trying to save their own skins or build up some little principality a million miles from anything. They don't comprehend why they were Chosen in the first place! Creation needs us to live resolutely. Risk everything. Be heroes."

I could not stop smiling. My mind was whirling with possibilities!

"What are you thinking about?" Rhapsody pressed.

"Everything!" I replied. "I've wanted to tell you since the beginning... I felt so sure that you would understand! Gods, I don't know why I hesitated for so long! It must have been because everyone loves you."

"Everyone doesn't love me! They love Ping, who's the real fictional character. They don't even believe I exist! If Jing Wei saw me right now, he'd be threatening to throw me overboard along with you!" She sighed heavily. "It's very hard to convince people that everything they've ever believed isn't true. And it doesn't help that there are some Solars out there who give the rest of us a bad name. It's the price we pay for doing the God's good work."

"Entirely worth it." I replied.

"You know what?" Rhapsody grinned. "No more secrets! We've got two more weeks on this boat and we might as well make the most of them! You're already revealed..." She unbuttoned her sleeves and rolled them up to the elbow, revealing a pair of finely crafted orichalcum bracers, each with a sky blue hearthstone. "And now so am I!" She made a familiar gesture and whispered a short incantation that I was certain I knew. In a sudden blaze of golden Essence, her sword appeared in her hand. "Now if those Lintha come back, they are really going to get it!"

"Isn't that the sword you sold to Matsu?" I blinked in surprise.

"Veritas, you've no idea how many times I've sold this sword." She informed me with a mischievous smirk. I stared at her exquisite bracers. I couldn't help myself.

"Might I?" I began.

"Oh no! No tinkering! Not yet, anyway... although I would like to see what's inside your cloak!" Rhapsody scolded me. "This is an important conversation we are having right now! You can fuss with my Discreet Essence Armor later if you want."

She reached into her pocket and pulled out the pendant I made for her. "Help me tie this on, will you? I want to wear it."

"I'm glad you like it." I admitted.

"How could I not?" She laughed. "It's the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen!" She held the amulet "You really are too damned clever... and such a gentleman to boot. If you were just a little more assertive, you'd have women hanging all over you!" She proclaimed, clinging to me with melodramatic flair. The ship gave a lurch and I fell to the floor. I would have jumped to my feet, but Rhapsody had landed on top of me and seemed content to stay exactly where she was, her fingers idly tracing a line from my chin down my chest.

"You're deadly with your flattery! One would suspect that you get anything you want!" I reprimanded her and she laughed.

"And if I do?" She taunted, poking my nose.

"Well then, I hope that you what you want to move this conversation to my room. Because right now I think I am lying on a spoon!" I replied, coughing slightly.

"Oh no, is this your final scene?" Rhapsody. "We've only just found each other and now we must be parted by death?"

"I said I fell on a spoon. What makes you think that constitutes a fatal injury?" I sighed.

"Bardic license?" She suggested.

"Oh, I love you, you lunatic!" I laughed.

"I think I may love you too." Rhapsody replied slyly.

Strange as it might sound, being revealed as Anathema actually made the last weeks of my journey much more pleasant, and not just because Rhapsody and I were as close as I had hoped we could be.

The closer we came to Nexus, the more steadily Godchaser's dying hearthstone began to glow. Since it no longer mattered who saw me for what I was, I burned more Essence than I had dared to in months, ignoring the reactions of Jing Wei and his crew when I stepped out of my little kitchen with my Caste Mark still burning.

There was something oddly refreshing about working in the open, about everyone knowing what we were and having to witness the kind of good that we could do. Even the notoriously unpleasant Tick admitted that we were useful when Rhapsody healed her wounds and I restored some of the damage the Lintha demon had done to our ship simply by laying my hands wherever they were needed.

When Godchaser woke for the first time in months, I almost couldn't believe that everything could work out so wonderfully. She blinked at me a few times, obviously groggy. I hoped that she hadn't suffered any permanent damage. "Maker, you are glowing. Are we in trouble?" Godchaser wondered.

"I know, and no we're not." I smiled slightly.

"Where are we?" She surveyed my little cabin in confusion.

"On a pirate ship." I told her.

"Ah. Why are we on a pirate ship?" Godchaser asked.

"Because I'm the pirate's cook." I replied.

"Hunh. I was under the impression that you were a bad cook." Godchaser admitted.

"Well, pirates are bad people. They're used to bad cooking!" I laughed.

"How long have I been asleep?" She wondered.

"Almost three months." I replied. "I was beginning to worry that you'd never wake up. But we're getting very close to Nexus and that seems to be helping your hearthstone."

"We're home!" Godchaser exclaimed. She wobbled for a moment, as if she wanted to leap into the air.

"Oh dear. Maker, I don't feel so good." She admitted uneasily.

"Don't try to hover! You should be very careful with the Essence I've given you." I informed her. "You're not in working order yet!"

"But you're going to fix me?" She asked hopefully.

"Of course." I promised.

"I think I need to go back to sleep now." Godchaser admitted.

"Can you hold on just a bit longer?" I asked. "There's someone I want you to meet."

I could scarcely contain myself as I burst out of the galley. "She's awake!" I exclaimed, not bothering to say who. Rhapsody's eyes lit up and she immediately swung down from her usual place up in the rigging.

Rhapsody was well aware of the glances that were cast in her direction. Though she never went so far as to purposefully show her Caste Mark to the crew, the orichalcum bracers she wore and her uncanny ability to take her sword back from whoever happened to be holding it had made it obvious that I was not the only "Anathema" on board. Furthermore, Jing Wei was far too sharp to miss Rhapsody whispering in my ear and kissing me when it looked like no one was watching.

"Damned brilliant sailor she is. I'd love to keep her. A pity she's a demon." Jing Wei observed, watching Rhapsody slide down the ratlines as gracefully as if she were skating on ice.

"She's not a demon." I informed him for the hundredth time.

Jing Wei laughed. "A woman like that? I was sure one of you was a demon when you climbed out of those damned salt barrels, and to be honest, I originally thought it was her! The beautiful ones are always demons." He remarked, smiling slightly. "The more irresistible a woman is, the more likely it is that she has snakes for fingers or a scorpion tail."

"Well, I haven't seen either of those things!" I replied.

"You've seen enough to be sure?" Jing Wei observed.

I didn't say yes or no, but the old pirate still smiled slightly. "Lucky dog. Oh, if only I was fifty years younger I'd have you thrown overboard and take that woman of yours for myself. That is... if I didn't think she might steal my soul."

I had learned by then that Jing Wei didn't mean most of what he said. While he was not entirely comfortable having two Anathema on his ship, he was a man who kept his promises and he clearly wasn't much of a believer in Immaculate philosophy.

That was when Rhapsody reached the two of us.

"Are you two talking?" She blinked in surprise.

"Of course not. I don't talk to Anathema!" Jing Wei replied, turning swiftly to walk away from us... although he was definitely grinning as he did so. If Rhapsody thought there was anything odd about his behavior, she didn't comment on it.

"Your construct? She's awake?" She asked me, and I nodded.

"Not for too long, but I want you to meet her."

Rhapsody followed me back through the galley. I slowly opened the door to my little room and peered inside. "Godchaser?" I called out. "Are you still with me?"

"Ugh, Maker!" She whined. "I'm so exhausted!"

"It'll be best if you go back to sleep soon. But I have someone I want you to meet first. I promise it'll be quick." I replied, ushering Rhapsody into the room. "Rhapsody, this is Godchaser. Godchaser... Windswept Rhapsody."

"Oh." Godchaser remarked dryly. "I see what this is about. I've been replaced."

"You haven't been replaced, you arrogant machine!" I laughed despite myself. "Rhapsody is a person,not a construct!" Of course, as I said that, I remembered that Godchaser did not see our relationship the same way that I did. Put simply, she didn't think that she was a construct either.

"Anything she can do, I can do better!" Godchaser snorted. "What is it with you and collecting dirty little people? You never used to have this problem!"

"Dirty!" Rhapsody gasped.

"I don't collect people!" I protested... and then turned to Rhapsody whose expression was still more of a smile than a scowl. I had warned her that Godchaser could be abrasive, but it was obvious that she was impressed by how quick-witted she was and how very human she sounded, especially when she was being rude.

"She's not usually this unpleasant." I explained."She needs more sleep."

"I wouldn't need so much sleep if you would fix me, Maker!" Godchaser argued. "And I'm not being rude, I'm just stating a fact! Maker, you are dirty and so is this girl of yours!This whole room is dirty! I even have black stuff on me! And whatever it is, it's gross!"

"I really can't believe I'm hearing this!" Rhapsody laughed.

"I told you she was sophisticated." I replied.

"Stop talking about me like I'm not even here!" Godchaser interrupted us.

"My apologies." Rhapsody replied. "You are brilliant!" She informed Godchaser. "As are you!" She added, kissing me.

"Of course I am." Godchaser smirked. She seemed to hesitate for a moment, evaluating me with a confused expression on her face, her gaze darting back and forth between Rhapsody and myself. "Maker." Godchaser paused. "There is a word... words... word.There is a word on your list that I can't say, but I think you know what it is and I am wondering about it."

"Spit it out, Godchaser." I ordered.

"Your Caste Mark." She informed me. "Why is this girl of yours kissing you and not acting like the bandits did, all running and screaming? Did you use a Charm on her or take out part of her brain?"

"Godchaser!" I scolded.

"Maker! It's an honest question!" She protested.

"How's this for an honest answer?" Rhapsody replied, illuminating her own Caste Mark.

Godchaser's demeanor immediately changed.

"Oh! Oh, my goodness! You're... you're you and I didn't even know it! I'm sorry for everything I said before... it's just that I can't think very well right now." She rambled, not making any sense at all. "Oh, Maker! Why didn't you tell me that you met another Solar?" Godchaser exclaimed. "Ak, the list! Stupid list! Sorry!"

"What's this list she's going on about?" Rhapsody wondered.

"I gave her a whole bunch of words that she's not supposed to say." I explained.

"And Solar is one of those words?" Rhapsody put her hands on her hips.

"Well, obviously! You should hear how she goes on and on sometimes! It's like being lectured by a... priest." I fell silent. With her Caste Mark still burning, Rhapsody was staring at me very gravely with her arms folded across her chest. Godchaser hovered over her shoulder and glared at me too.

"No, I have nothing against priests!" I held my hands up in a gesture of surrender. "I just want to keep myself from getting killed if someone heard her rambling!"

"You should hear some of the things he says!" Godchaser informed Rhapsody. "He can be so horrible! He says that A-word! "

"I've been trying to get off of the Blessed Isle! And as I'm sure you know, that's extremely difficult for one of us!" I protested. I'd been so excited to introduce Rhapsody to Godchaser that I hadn't even stopped to consider what might happen if the two of them actually hit it off. I'd created a monster!

"What else did he tell you not to say?" Rhapsody pressed, ignoring me.

"Caste Mark. It's two words, but I'm supposed to treat it like one. Solar, Exalted, Chosen, Essence, Copper Spider, Twilight, Charm, Sorcerer, Sorcery, Unconquered Sun... Oh there's lots more! He keeps adding words. Every time we get in trouble."Godchaser paused, observing the sour expression on my face. Rhapsody didn't look very happy about what she was hearing either, but I gathered that it was because she sympathized with Godchaser rather than me. "He didn't even want me to call him "Maker". He said that he didn't make me, that I came from Malfeas! And he threatens to take me apart! And I'm not supposed to laugh! Never!"

"You were trying to hide just like all of the others! What happened to living resolutely?" Rhapsody turned to me with her hands on her hips. "What happened to "It's entirely worth it"? Did you mean anything you said?"

"Yes, everything! Rhapsody, Godchaser is really exaggerating and she has been unconscious for months! She doesn't know that I..." I fell silent, not sure of how to say what I meant.

Godchaser blinked in surprise. "I've missed something?"

"You've missed more than I can tell you about now. Listening to me explain will just exhaust the Essence I've given you." I sighed in defeat. "But we're going to need to have a long talk when you're well again."

"I am tired." Godchaser admitted, wavering a little. "Take good care of my Maker." She turned to Rhapsody. "He needs someone to take care of him."

"Oh, I will!" Rhapsody promised. She rested her chin on my shoulder and jabbed me hard in the ribs.

"I can go back to sleep now?" Godchaser asked.

"Yes." I told her.

Hearing a shout from up on deck, Rhapsody suddenly jumped to her feet. "Uhoh, I'll be back!" She informed me. "And don't think you can avoid explaining yourself! We're still trapped on this ship for three more days!" She said before darting out the door. I turned to Godchaser who was slowly settling back down into inactivity.

"I like Merela." Godchaser murmured.

"Who?" I asked.

"Mm... Rhapsody. Her. I like her." Godchaser replied.

"That's good. I like her too." I smiled slightly. "Hang in there, will you? We're almost home."

"Home." She echoed with a sigh of contentment. It was the last thing she said.

I wished I'd had the chance to tell Godchaser about my epiphany before she returned to sleep, but there was too much I wanted to say. The whole story would have to wait. I watched her faintly flickering hearthstone. Port Calin was already within sight. After Jing Wei unloaded some of his cargo, we'd be on our way upriver. I was only a few days away from my final destination. I still didn't know what I would find in Nexus, but I had a great deal of hope... and I knew that had to count for something.

When we finally arrived in Nexus it was pouring down rain. Rhapsody found us accommodations at a seedy inn just outside of Harlotry, which was the "entertainment" district of the city. We spent two days there. Rhapsody played nightly for the patrons of The An-Tang Princess and I fixed a few small things, both of us intent on hiding from the ferocious storm outside which had filled all the city's streets with water.

The sun finally peeked out around midday on our third day in Nexus. Rhapsody and I went on a walk down to the docks, taking in the sight of all the ships that were coming in. I found it somewhat peculiar that she'd insisted we check out of our place of residence and take all of our belongings... but as we came uncomfortably close to a ship called "The Ocean Pearl", I realized that was because she was leaving me.

"You're leaving?" I blinked in surprise, not sure when she'd managed to slip away and book passage. Why hadn't she said anything?

"On to Great Forks!" She nodded. "That was always my destination." She reminded me.

"But so soon?" I protested. "I thought... well, I was hoping we might find my manse first. It isn't far from here."

Rhapsody sighed. "I wish I didn't have to go so quickly, but I last night I heard that my Clever Devil has had a nasty run-in with someone we both reallydislike." Rhapsody explained. I did not doubt that the situation was far more complicated than she made it sound. In any case, the name she'd spoken sounded strangely familiar to me. I suspected she'd mentioned it before.

"Clever Devil?" I wondered.

"My Mate." Rhapsody replied.

"Your what?" I blinked in disbelief. "You're married?"

"No! It's not like that! Devil is my Lunar Mate." Rhapsody clarified, though those words meant nothing to me. I knew that Lunars were a kind of Anathema, like Solars... but it had never occurred to me that they might be similarly misrepresented by the Realm and the Immaculate Order. "Every Solar in Creation was made with a Lunar match." Rhapsody explained. "The Gods forged us in pairs. Think of it like yin and yang. Your Lunar is your equal and your opposite... he or she would have been your closest advisor in ancient times. Some Solars married their Lunars, but not all of them. Devil and I are like sisters. I've known her since I Exalted. She's saved my life more than once." She explained. "I have to look out for her because she's the only family I have. Oh, I'm sure all of my brothers and sisters have great-grandchildren by now, but they probably think I'm mythical. Like you did when we met." She sighed heavily.

I nodded. As much as it pained me to see Rhapsody go so soon, I understood how difficult it was to be what we were. I'd run all the way to Nexus for Godchaser's sake. How could I hold it against Rhapsody for traveling a few hundred miles more to help someone she'd known for a century?

"Once Clever Devil is safe and the bitch who's after her is up for audit, I'll be back." Rhapsody promised. "And when you meet my good twin, I promise you'll understand why I had to go help her! If you stop out for a drink occasionally, listen for new Rhapsody songs. That's how I send messages to my people so they know what I'm up to." She explained.

"But when you come back, will you stay?" I pressed.

"Of course! Nexus is fabulous! This town throws the best Calibration party in all Creation and that's only a few months away! I never miss it!" Rhapsody replied.

"I meant... will you stay with me?" I sighed heavily.

"Oh, Sun-in-Glory! That look on your face is too pathetic for words!" She took my hands in hers. "Veritas, I'm a restless soul. I was born for the long road and I've got many more miles to go before I can settle down. But I will always come back. I may be blown by the wind, but I also wear my heart on my sleeve and if I make you a promise, I mean it. And if I say that I love you, it's because I do."

Though clearly heartfelt, Rhapsody's confession didn't make me feel much better. I was still dwelling on the fact that she was leaving.

"Last call for Great Forks!" A sailor shouted.

Rhapsody kissed me and slowly drew away, waving to the sailor. A well-dressed man who looked like the captain of the ship bowed dramatically as Rhapsody came aboard and I smiled despite myself. Did he know who had just come aboard his ship? Could the captain see her as I did, not only as a traveling bard but as the herald of transformation that she truly was?

Knowing Rhapsody had changed me as it changed everyone who met her... for the better. At very least, I did plan on keeping an ear out for new songs. Belatedly, I wondered she'd meant by "audit". It sounded like a strange kind of bureaucratic punishment. It also made me think of Sidereals. I would have asked Godchaser about it, but I didn't want to wake her.