Book One Epilogue: And He Would Be Mine Forever

Kim's POV

"So how did the date go hot stuff?" I skipped hellos.

Jared's mom Cindy after about two months of tech training now knew how to operate a phone, including the caller ID. I had helped her get ready for her first date in over twenty years last night, I was dying to know how she and the infamous George Varn had gotten along.

"Umm…" I could sense more than a little bit of hesitation there, which was my signal to continue prying. She was my friend/mother-substitute/future mother-in-law, I had the right to pry.

"Come on, give it up. Awkward? Impersonal? Boring?" I suggested.

"Not George, he was fine. Kim… I think I made a mistake," she whispered it as if someone would hear her in that empty house of hers.

With the separation, her husband John didn't move closer to work, like I expected. He really did love her. He stayed in La Push renting a cute three bedroom apartment above Quil's mom's store, the only thing he could find right away. It was small for a three bedroom, but nice and I had gone to see him a few times and bring him home cooked meals. I considered this a sign of maturity, and so did he. He was actually not such a bad guy once you got to know him, and he did love his family very much, which I respected in a father figure.

"Well, this was only the first date, Cindy they are always weird… but if you're sure then you're sure," I said searching through my drawers for a set of underwear.

I had just showered and I stood now with freshly blow-dried hair wrapped in a big beach towel and nothing else. I went with a simple white set, strapless bra with boy-cut undies that made Jared twitch. They were his favorite. Mine too.

"I just don't know what to say to him. I feel like such an idiot now," she was biting her lip, it was a habit she had and I could hear it even over the phone.

"You are not an idiot! You just don't know what you want right now and that's okay," I said slipping the underwear on quickly and tossing the towel back in the bathroom.

I'd given her advice—serious adult advice. I'd been doing that a lot lately. I didn't know where it came from, but I was like a regular Oprah, words of wisdom I didn't even know I had were sprouting out all over the place.

My call waiting was buzzing, it was Matty. I gave Cindy a quick goodbye and a promise to come over tomorrow and switched lines, examining my tiny closet for something to wear. I was trying to find the right outfit for sitting around a bonfire in the sand on a cold beach, not an easy feat. It was the beginning of summer, which in La Push didn't mean much for weather.

I decided to go with something light; I hadn't had a chance to wear the dress he bought me for Christmas just yet. It was a sundress, in a dark orange color, which if you asked him was my color… although he also said that about white and purple.

It was adorable, chosen by his mother no doubt, with me in mind. I grabbed a dark cream cardigan to go over the top, but knew I wouldn't really need it. Jared was the best heater anyways.

"What's up baby bear?" I asked pulling the dress over my head while struggling to keep the phone to my ear.

"Kimmy, when are you coming to pick me up?" Matty screamed resolutely into the phone, which although had slipped from my grasp and landed on the bed I still heard loud and clear. I pressed the conference button and tried to finish dressing.

"Matty it's June third, I don't graduate till the 9th," I said, slipping on a pair of brown leather sandals. "And I can't pick you up until the 15th," I added.

"Why the 15th, Jenny says I can come down for the graduation and stay until you get tired of me!" He whined.

"Jared and I are going away for a few days, from the 10th to the 14th. Not long, promise!" I screamed, I could hear Jared's car parking in the driveway.

"That is long!" He screamed.

"I'm sorry, it's our graduation present from his mom. Look little guy, I gotta go. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"

"O-kay," he said sadly.

"Matty. I love you. I love you so much, don't forget that okay. We're going to have the best summer ever, promise," I said settling on the bed and taking the phone off of speaker mode.

"Okay, okay. Love you too. Bye sis."

"Bye Matty." Watermelon

"Kim, hurry up! All the food's gunna be gone!" Jared screamed from the bottom of my stairs. I shot out of bed and jumped in his arms when I was two steps from the bottom, I was dying to touch him. Jared is truly the hottest guy on the face of the planet and I still can't believe I'm allowed to touch him. It's really unbelievable.

"You look amazing in that dress," he whispered in my ear. His smell was so unique, I nuzzled my head in his neck trying to take in as much of it as possible. He smelled like the beach and grass and lemons it was perfect, like him.

When we separated I felt cold, but I got to see the look. The Jared look he only gave to me. It was intense and it still made me blush but in the good way.

We were heading to the beach for a pack bonfire. The pack had grown, a lot. Not long after Jake joined so did Quil Ateara, little Seth Clearwater and even more surprisingly their first and only girl Leah Clearwater.

I'd never really liked Leah, she was always a big mouth instigator but she was worse now that she was a member of the pack. I felt pretty bad for her, I wouldn't like bursting into fur either, but when life gives you lemons…

When we got to the beach Paul was the first to greet us. I love him. Seriously, I never thought I'd say that but he's amazing. We'd been forced to spend a lot of time together in the last five months and he'd become one of my closest friends.

Paul picked me up with a chuckle and carried me the beach, which annoyed Jared. He was seriously the king of jealous… I sort of liked it; it made me feel special if that makes any sense.

Most of the pack, minus Jake and the elders were already around the fire. Jared and I sat next to Paul on a log, and I tried not to stare; they ate like pigs. When he was finally done eating, about half an hour after I had finished, Jacob showed up towing Bella Swan.

I tried to examine her without her noticing, I wanted to see what all the fuss was about. She wasn't much, pale with long brown hair and brown eyes. She did have a sort of naïve school girl thing going for her, which guys seemed to liket. I waved hello when Jake introduced us, his eyes never leaving her face, he was so in love. Poor sucker. She obviously didn't feel the same.

I wondered if he'd ever imprint and if she would realize then what she was missing. Jake was a great guy. They all were. I was amazingly lucky.

Sam came then, pushing Billy Black and followed by Quil Ateara Senior. I had seen them all in town, but this was the first time I would be actively participating in something with them. I didn't say much, just snuggled into Jared, watching him watch me, waiting for the legends to start.

I had heard them partially as a child, and again from Jared's mom, but it was different now, after being together for almost a year, seeing him as a wolf, hearing about his work. It was so much more real now. He was my warrior man, and I wanted to know everything about how he got that way.

"You have such beautiful hair," he said gently pulling my long hair out of its ponytail and letting it fly free. It whipped in his face but he didn't move, just gathered is and sniffed loudly. Every day he amazed me more, he was so cute. And mine. He was cute, and mine and he would love me forever. I was the luckiest girl in the world.

"So when are you two getting married then? The day after graduation or once you're knocked up?" Paul asked annoyingly, it was his favorite hobby.

I knew though this was part for Jared sake. I hadn't brought up the marriage since the day he proposed and Jared seemed to by about it. It's not that I didn't want to get married. There was no fucking doubt in my mind Jared would be the one. I would be with him forever I just worried about the implications. I didn't want the whole rez looking at me like I had become a sad clone of my pathetic mother.

"Someday," I sighed, turning to kiss Jared. It was hard keeping my hands off of him and my lips away. He didn't mind. I curled into his lap and we made out, completely ignoring the rest of the crowd, something we were extremely good at now that we had practice.

It got very quiet around us, so we took it as a sign our faces should separate, but we still cuddled close together. I couldn't help blushing when I saw the winded happy face he gave me every time we kissed, as if I had hit him but he liked it.

I couldn't help watching at Bella as Billy started the story, his voice low and majestic, she was the only outsider here, brought in by chance. She straddle the line between the worlds of demons and wolves and all the shit no one knew existed.

It didn't scare her, or at least not enough. She looked frail, I could definitely take her and she had a good 4 inches on me—but she still loved a creature who wanted to drain her for dinner. She was an enigma, a pointless one I didn't really have the desire of energy to try to figure out.

Billy seamlessly narrated the story of the spirit warriors, and finally of the birth of wolf men, it was all familiar but exhilarating. I thought it was over when he stopped but Old Quil continued: the story of the third wife. I had heard it before, a tale of sacrifice, but now, with Jared by my side I understood fully the emotion behind it.

The third wife, the spirit wife, Taha Aki's imprint died for him, as I would for Jared. I never understood that kind of love before. For my brother yes, without a doubt I would give my life, but that's what any mother would do but I never really understood that Romeo and Juliet kind of sacrifice for love. I did now.

I glanced over at Bella, her eyes were probably as wide as mine, and I read something there. She understood it too. She would die for that blood sucker. Not that he could die. Not without the help of a bunch of wolf-men. She caught me looking at her and I quickly turned away, looking to Jared whose lustful awed expression made me blush.

The fire was dying down when Jacob carried a sleeping Bella away, Jared nuzzling my neck with his warm soothing breath.

"I guess everyone's heading out," I whispered, not making any attempt to move.

"Yeah," he nodded, placing soft gentle kisses from my earlobe down to my collarbone.

"Hmmm. Jared," I moaned, arching, my backside firmly pressing against his new erection. I twisted my body a little to kiss him more fully, he moved his hand to my thigh, touching my bare skin.

"Wow," he whispered, giving me more access to his mouth. I snaked my tongue past his lips slowly, taking in his lemony sweet flavor.

It was just us two and Sam and Emily now, I only vaguely noticed the crowd disperse, too busy with my hand roaming all over Jared to bother. But I do faintly remember hearing, 'get a room' and 'this imprinting thing is gross'. I turned over completely so that his hands was now rested lightly on my ass.

"You two should probably head home now," Sam advised, I waved him away, but stood and lifted me up with him. My legs wrapped tightly around him.

As he walked, he snaked one of his hands under the hem of my skirt u lightly kneading the bottom of my cheeks which were not covered by the impractical underwear. I bucked at his touch. He could smell how turned on I was. We weren't going to make it home.

He pushed me against his car, roughly grabbing on to my breast making me squirm harder against his cock. He made a weak squeaking noise, pulled the door open and tossed me inside the back seat. He shuffled in behind me and unbuttoned his pants pulling him out of confinement. He smiled and nibbled on my lip as I wrapped my hand around his swollen shaft and stroked it.

He was tall enough that I was able to bend over and easily slide my lips around his large head. I pushed down on him stretching my lips as he slid deeper in my mouth. I felt it press against the back of my throat, the wetness that was spilling slowly from his tip tickling me. He reached down, trailing his hand up my bare thighs that were spread as I took him in my mouth. He hooked his fingers under my underwear, running them up and down my wet pussy.

When he shot, the warm liquid filling the back of my throat I swallowed, the cleanest quickest way to get rid of the stuff. He liked that, with my tongue still on his cock, it took less than one minute for him to get hard again. He pulled me closer, draping my legs over him so I was straddling him.

His fingers didn't leave me. He slid it slowly in and out of me, while his thumb brushed my clit. The pressure was building but not fast enough, it was almost torture.

"Jared," I gasped as he added a second finger that supplied an intoxicating stretch to his movements, that were still too slow, and too deliberate. He was teasing me.

"Jared."

"Yes, Kim?" He whispered in my ear, his other hand tracing light circles on my back that made me impatient; I grinded against his hand increasing the speed. He giggled, helping me remove underwear and moved me so I was laying half under him. I wished it was more, he was afraid of it, afraid of hurting me, but I loved to feel his weight, his entire body pressed against me.

He replaced his fingers with his cock which he rubbed up and down my slit. I tilted my ass upward trying to draw him inside. He had enough of teasing too, I could see by his dark dilated eyes. I felt his thick, bulbous head spread my lips and push into me. He went deeper, then pulled out and pushed back in harder and deeper until I was fully impaled. He grabbed my hips and fucked me in rapid thrusts.

I did my best to keep myself from screaming obscenities in the parking lot of first beach, but it was a lost cause.

"Oh fucking shit! Jared. Fuck!"

He tried to silence me by capturing my mouth with his own. He teased me with his tongue, snaking it in and out of my mouth to the same rhythm of his trust. He pulled out to reposition us and pulled me fully on top of him. I felt it slip back inside me causing me to shriek as another jolt of pleasure shot through my body, I lifted up and slammed down on him again.

"Kim," he wasn't a screamer like me. He moaned and occasionally said my name and when he did it drove me insane. He always breathed it, with such lust that was laced with love. He was mine, the most perfect, honest, amazing, sexy, godlike man in the world was mine and I was his. Forever. So then it didn't matter. If Jared wanted to put some sort of claim on my now it didn't matter. I love pre-orgasm epiphanies!

"Whenever you want. We. Can. Get. Married. Whenever you want," I said between thrust. "Ahh!" I released, clenching hard around him, twitch and thrashing uncontrollably, he followed, pulling me tight and breathing deeply before he spoke.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to take pre-orgasm screaming as a promise," he said, gently using the white underwear still clutched in his hand, to wipe off all excess drippings.

I kissed him, helping him tuck away little Jared before he got hard again.

"I'm serious. I'm ready when you are… but I think we should live together first, maybe I'm a bit traditional," I joked, hopping out the back seat and opening the passenger side door. He rounded the front, and I continued. "But I think a year or so of shacking up could do us some good."

"Sounds like a plan beautiful," he said capturing my lips in a chaste kiss before putting his keys in the ignition. "Wow. Do you realize this is where we had had our first kiss?"

"Yeah. I vote that time gets stricken from the record on account of my stupidity," I moaned, remembering how rashly, how cruelly I had treated him. I would spend the rest of my life making sure I never hurt him again.

"No! Are you crazy? That was the day I first met you, I don't want to forget a second of it," he said intertwining our fingers.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes! Cuz it was the first step to the road that led us here," he said sagely.

"Okay…. but I think we should pull Cindy and tell our kids we met at school," the words came out before I could censor them.

"Kids, huh?" He asked smiling. His dazzling teeth and shining eyes filled the cabin of the car with a glow. He was phenomenal.

"Yeah. Maybe I won't be so bad at it when the time comes, a long long time from now," I admitted looking out the window.

"Okay. We'll tell the kids we met in European History," he chuckled.. I turned back to him examining his profile as we made our way home. "

"I love you," I sighed.

"I know."

A/N: So when I originally posted these I divided this very long fic into two books. Book one mostly from Jared POV cand Titled "Jared and the Sociopath he Imprinted on" and Book two mostly from Kim's POV is "Kim and the Wolf that Loved Her".

This is the end of book one. The next chapter will start the second book which delves deeply into the original characters (aka the 6 new unnamed wolves mentioned in Breaking Dawn) and the future, which led into my most popular story about Sam and Emily's son Mark. Just an FYI.