I'M NOT CUTE!
I'm not cute, I'm not cute, I'm shouldn't be cute!
Sawada Tsunayoshi slammed his head for the tenth time against a wall behind a building of his high school as he sobbed about his misfortune. Men are not cute, handsome? yes! Cool? Of course! Cute? No in a fucking way!
He stooped his intent of killing himself by a head contusion and sat on the floor sighing. In his third year of high school he had gone and had done the thing he wanted to do the most…well he thought it was the number one thing in his things to do list…confess to Sasawaga Kyoko. But the blonde had smiled wholeheartedly as she had taken his hands on hers and had said "Tsuna kun you are my precious friend" Kyoko had smiled at Tsuna startled eyes as she had tried to comfort him "Don't worry Tsuna kun! You are so cute!"
Cute…
Cute…
Cute…
Oh burning hell!
"WHY DID I BORN WITH THIS FACE!?" he shouted in frustration well aware of his round big eyes and fine features. He had even sensed people of the same sex looking at him like he was a princess in a pink dress. He was a third year high school student damn it, he was eighteen years old, he was the next Vongola boss for goods sake!
And a mafia boss couldn't be cute…
Never…
He will be killed…
"Hahi? Tsuna san?"
Tsuna looked at the just arrived Haru as he smiled defeated. She looked at him curious and quietly as Tsuna sighed at the fact she had interrupted his little tantrum. Tsuna stood as Haru was still looking at him while he patted his clothes, cleaning it from the dust. She then smiled sweetly and Tsuna blushed a little.
It wasn't the first time it happened though.
Since HAru had asked him to look at her more closely he had been blushing each time he caught a glimpse of her. Her eyes were shiny, her creamy pinkish cheeks looked extremely soft and her lips, oh god her lips were so provocative and each time he focused on those glossy lips, he wanted to just eat them, bite them, kiss them.
No surprise Kyoko rejection didn't bother him.
He just did it because he wanted to prove himself he could do it in the end…and to Reborn of course.
But she ended calling him cute…
Fuck…
HAru took his hand and then pulled him to a soft embrace, making him wide his eyes stunned as he felt her face on his shoulder and her hands around his back. HE gulped moving slowly his arms to her waist. But before he would touch her she spoke "I'm sorry Tsuna san you must feel terrible"
Huh?
"I know Kyoko chan dumped you…she had told me not long ago" she said her voice sad and he felt her hands fisting his shirt uniform on his back.
Oh that's right, everyone still believed he loved Kyoko.
He smiled How sweet this girl could be? She let go of him and grinned still red, still sad, still trembling… "Be happy TSuna san I will be there for you always!" and with that she gave him a peck on the cheek. He blushed as she giggled "You are cute Tsuna san"
"What?"
"You are cute!" she said again oblivious to the thing that was really going on Tsuna's head. She also thinks I'm cute…somehow he felt angry, stupid, from all people, he didn't what her to call him cute. And somehow he snapped.
"I was born with this face you know and I didn't ask for it!"
"Hahi?"Haru was surprised, why he was talking to her like that…"I don't understand what you are talking about"
"Of course you don't understand, you never understand!" He said exasperated as he frowned, not thinking, not being calm and of course not realizing Haru couldn't know why he was so angry.
"You don't have the right to say that because Tsuna san you never explain anything!"
"I don't have to explain anything to you!"
Haru was hurt by his words as he panted for breath after his little outburst. She looked at him frowning annoyed as she took out her tongue "You are so stupid Tsuna san!"
"Oh and now I'm stupid?"
"Yes! Idiot!" she shouted at him and ran away the place, leaving and angry sulking Tsuna alone. He pulled some his brown hair from frustrated and he growled "Ahhhh! What a horrible mood!"
After that Haru and Tsuna didn't talk for a week. Each time they crossed ways on a corridor or a classroom they looked annoyed and turned aside from each other, not wanting to talk or apologize. But come on, Haru had said the thing Tsuna hated the most and because Haru was Haru, the girl Tsuna wanted to rip off her clothes really bad, he had snapped and couldn't forgive her easily.
But he couldn't stop staring at her when she laughed with her friends or when she smiled or when she was just being HAru and thanks to that he noticed lately she had been hit by a tall manly handsome guy, the complete opposite from him, saying sweet things to her and somehow making her laugh and blush.
Jealousy and kill…his emotions said that (and somehow the strange way the air around him moved too) and his guardians noticed it. "It is time for an intervention" Reborn had said it but he had left the task to the guys whom Tsuna trusted the most.
"Tenth did you fight with the stupid girl?" the cool and wild Gokudera asked as he lighted a cigarette, school was over.
"Yeah Tsuna you had been moody recently are you ok?" the popular tall baseball ace Yamamoto patted his shoulder. Both of them worried about him.
Ironic…His friends and guardians were all of them cool, handsome and popular and he, he was…cute. He was a damn cute guy. He suddenly bumped his head hard against a wall in frustration, for Gokudera and Yamamto shock.
"Tenth!"
"Oi oi Tsuna what are you doing?"
"Am I cute?" he murmured still with his head against the wall, his bangs hiding his face.
"Huh?"
"AM I CUTE?" he shouted at them making them took few steps backwards as they realized what was bothering him. Yamamoto and Gokudera looked at the blushing Tsuna. His eyes were narrowed and he was frowning due his frustration and anger. His hands were fisted and he was glaring at them hoping for an honest answer. They gulped dryly. Yamamoto laughed nervously and Gokudera too as both of them tried to not look at their boss. But honestly what the hell they would tell him?
Neither of them had an answer to that.
"Did HAru said that to you? Said Yamamoto as he smiled nervously and looked at Gokudera, hoping for some help.
The right hand man sighed as he ran a hand through his messy hair "Tenth is that what's being bothering you?"
When Tsuna nodded they sighed again and after thinking briefly they patted his back at the same time smiling.
"I think Tsuna is fine…well I'm not a girl who could tell you if you really are cute or not…but I know how strong and cool you are!"
"Tenth you are the Vongola Decimo you aren't cute, cute is for girls!"
There they go with their weird way of encouragement but, hell, it worked because they made him laugh so hard his stomach hurt. And that was why they were his best friends.
And while Tsuna was having fun arcade time with his guardians, Haru was in high school sulking with a bothered and nervous Kozato Enma, both of them in cleaning duty for that day.
"Can you believe it Enma kun! Sometimes I think Tsuna san in really stupid!"
Enma sighed. He had only asked why she was angry and moody and she had gone with the entire story about her love quarrel, thing that had startled him and tired him out at the same time. Miura Haru sure was someone who talked a lot. He sat on a desk and smiled, clearly understanding why Tsuna was so mad. Well if Tsuna wasn't telling her, he will, and for god's sake it will have to make her stop talking or he will go crazy.
"You know Miura san Tsuna kun doesn't like people calling him cute"
Haru stopped her broom as he looked at him with wide eyes.
"He thinks a man has to be cool not cute. Calling him cute is a hit to his pride"
As Haru drop her broom as the broom echoed the classroom as Enma widened his eyes feeling guilty the brunette started to cry wildly realizing all the frustration she had accumulated, regretting her words and actions. "How I could miss something like that…"
"Ok…this isn't expected…" Tsuna said looking at a piece of paper glued to his refrigerator as he was alone at home. He narrowed his eyes and read the note in loud voice "Tsu kun your father and I had gone to the amusement park with the kids and Biachi san and Reborn chan, your dinner is in the fridge, Love, Mom…and Dad" He sighed as he opened the fridge "So the old man came after all, I bet he had come to test me…again…ahhh this is stressing…" He heard the bells ringing "The guys?" Thinking it was Yamamoto or Gokudera he opened immediately but what surprise he had when he saw Haru standing in front of him, with her brown long hair down as her short loose black sleeveless dress danced with the wind and her face looked flushed, however her lips shined with the sunset light.
"Sorry!" she said as she fisted her hands and shut her eyes tightly "I'm so sorry I didn't know that it bothered you the word cute yet I still said it and caused you be mad at me" She was going to continue but Tsuna pulled from her arm and make her land on his chest as he hug her and smiled "I should be the one apologizing HAru" he said as his fingers started to play with the long brown silky hair. He looked his hand holding some strand of hair as he continued "I got mad even if I knew you didn't know how I felt…it was a stupid reason…sorry for shouting at you Haru"
Haru giggled as he let go of her and smiled. "Mind to join me to dinner?" He said as he shut the door and walked her to the small living of his house.
"Of course Tsuna san I was so worried about you I ran from my house right after my bath! So I'm starving" she smiled blushing but he only stared at her. She really was beautiful and somehow at that moment she looked sexy, she really drove him to the edge sometimes and the fact they were in his house alone it wasn't helping at all. Her smile turned in a serious expression when she noticed he never took his eyes off her also him standing in front her while she was sitting on his couch, their knees touching. She cleared her throat.
"Tusna san, maybe this is bad of me because Kyoko chan had dumped you not long ago and you maybe still had feelings for her but you know Tsuna san" she said as he felt her hand on his shirt trembling "I may think sometimes you are cute, but it's sometimes, because for me you are the coolest and handsomest guy in the earth" she said blushing to him, locking her eyes with his surprised ones. That was his limit, he couldn't take it anymore and he launched himself towards her glossy and provocative lips.
She gasped as he took the opportunity to put his tongue inside her mouth and taste her. She kissed him back with the same intensity while his hands took hers and intertwined their fingers. After a short while they broke the kiss for air and when HAru noticed what she had done Tsuna cupped her face "Haru, I love you"
"Hahi?" Haru blushed and started to tremble as Tsuna pulled her from the couch and started marching towards his room, to Haru's dismay. "Liar, how could you love me…you had just confessed at my best friend and to me you are…are you playing with me?" Tsuna opened the door of his bedroom and sat Haru on his bed "You…Tsuna san I" She mumbled as soon as Tsuna crawled over her. But when HAru saw the serious expression in his face she understood he wasn't lying. She looked aside his now strong narrowed eyes "But I'm not beautiful like Kyoko chan and not cute and I had a weird side and I like cosplaying and I-"
"I don't care…" he kissed her "and believe me I will be a cool guy only for you"
Maybe Haru was dreaming, maybe her Tsuna san was playing with her (although she was sure he wasn't), maybe he was possessed (considering his normal daily self), maybe in any moment his parents will arrive but when she felt his lips over hers as his teeth pulled her bottom lip and sucked it, she forgot everything else and only nodded smiling when Tsuna asked "Can we do it?"
She pulled him from his neck as he leaned towards her again, his hands working quickly on her short dress pulling it over her head and discarded it on the floor of his room. She felt shivers all over her spine when Tsuna unclasped her bra and touched her breasts, a moan escaped from her mouth making him blush but smirk, first time for Haru to see him smirking.
A totally turn on for her.
"You don't know how much I wanted to do this with you" he said sexily and licked her ear "You are really beautiful HAru" His tongue went from her ear to her neck slowly tasting her, slowly making her mad while his hand grabbed her breast squeezing it and his thumb played with her pink nipple. She moaned as she felt electricity running her back. He smirked licking his bottom lip, her upper leg was between his and it was pressing his hard member.
Oh fuck, this girl will make him go crazy.
His tongue went downwards, licking her nipple to then sucking it. She moaned loudly when his fingers traveled slowly form her creamy stomach to her dripping sex. He touched her clit over her underwear and she moaned again, this time covering her mouth with her hands. Tsuna hand went inside her underwear and played with her wetness, with her clit, his fingers went inside her as his mouth never left her breast.
"Tsuna san!"
"Your voice is so cute HAru…" he threw her underwear to who knows where on his bedroom.
"Ah…this is…ah…so…"
Haru struggled with pleasure as the brunette played with her sex, ignoring the fact she was now with her back on his chest and her arm and knees that supported her were trembling. His hands never left her dripping sex, his right fingers inside her while the other hand rubbed her clit mercilessly, making her moan loudly "Ahh Tsu…oh god…ahh!"
As Tsuna tongue tasted her back slowly and the fingers of his right hand traveled to her mouth, making her taste her own self in them, Haru walls clenched as she moaned his name and came, making her juices flow to his hand and her thighs and then to his bed. Her arms gave away and she fell on the bed slowly as she panted hard. She looked Tsuna with blurry eyes as he took off his shirt and pants "You…you are really perverted Tsuna san"
Tsuna looked at her blinking and then smiled "Well"…he flipped her so her face was inches away from him, her breast were touching his naked chest and her legs were opened welcoming him and his throbbing member that was rubbing her wet sex. She moaned again "I'm a guy after all"
And with that he pushed himself inside her, slowly but barely holding his desires. Haru dug her nail on his shoulders and she moaned loudly, feeling her body breaking apart and the pain made her tears fall. Tsuna stopped, feeling his whole body trembling, trying not to come, shutting his eyes cursing in his head fuck fuck fuck fuck… He felt his whole being inside her, her hot walls sucking him. He passed his trembling hand though her hair "You ok?"
"Please" Haru pulled him to a deep kiss "Please move Tsuna san"
And he did, inside and out.
It was really overwhelming, even Tsuna never understood how his stupid and hopeless self could make Haru moan and shout his name in that kind of tone, needy and lusty. He had corrupted her, dirtied her and he was proud of that. He wasn't cute, he had proven it to her, even if she had said she thought he was cool, he felt he had to prove it. His body sweating, his voice panting and calling her, her sweet and cute voice calling him, his left arm behind her leg pulling it up so he could go deeper, his tongue on HAru neck, going to her mouth kissing her wholeheartedly made his thrusts faster, hard, needy. His eyes darken with lust, possessiveness. He really was a brat, but hell he felt so good.
And Haru was his. And poor the one who would dare to say otherwise.
"Tsu…Tsuna san…I…love…you" She panted as he felt her walls tightening again. He groaned in pleasure. She was his and his only.
"Me too" He said kissing her, drowning her shout when her orgasm hit her and soon after he came inside her and collapsed over her. They stood like that for a while, the after match of their encounter dripping from their join, staining the bed sheets.
He smiled and moved after he could breathe again, his hand pulling some strands of hair away from her face. "Tsuna san…it really was…a-"
"TSU KUN! WE ARE IN HOMEEE!"
Oh fuck…Tsuna groaned as HAru hid behind his stained sheets. What a luck! but hey they were now a couple.
"I'm proud of you" the baby tutor assassin smirked on the door frame.
"Shut up Reborn" the student only rolled his eyes.
After some days the same tall guy approached to Haru again on the corridors of the high school, with the same flirting intentions but this time a serious and cooler Tsunayoshi stopped his actions, standing in front of him "Hey if you lay a hand on HAru" he smiled evilly and with a menacing aura "I will kill you okay?"
"Haha he definitely isn't cute…" Yamamoto laughed.
"He is the Vongola boss…of course he isn't cute idiot!" Gokudera said to the swordsman, the two of them feeling goosebumps thanks to Tsuna killing intent.