SEEKING COMFORT
"High school years are the years to find your true love"
Miura Haru read, afternoon hitting the day, as the classroom was completely empty. She closed her eyes and smiled. High school years were perfect for true love and another things girls liked, years for changes, years for loves, years for fun, years to meet new people, etc, etc, etc. She sighed, when she changed schools, her parents weren't happy. They wanted an elite school for her and for her brains, but hell she wasn't satisfied. No, she had decided she will be in the same school the love of her life Sawada Tsunayoshi was. She looked her cellphone sadly…
...It might be over…
The brunette remembered how she had found an uncomfortable scene for her: Sawada Tsunayoshi was confessing his love to Sasawaga Kyoko, the first day of their third high school year, two weeks ago. She was hurt and in the verge of crying but she smiled and gave him the thumbs up before running to her classroom, ignoring Tsunayoshi and Kyoko shouts.
Like hell if she was going to stay there…
Of course she would have left them alone…
Damn…
She closed the magazine, not before reading again the article "High school years are the years to find your true love"…yeah right! That magazine was a total bullshit. But well, Haru was Haru in the end so she only will brush away her feeling with her sleeve, stained with tears, and smile. Maybe just maybe, Sawada Tsunayoshi wasn't for her and maybe, just maybe, she wasn't made to be a mafia wife. Kyoko was the one…he wanted…not her.
"Are you crying?"
Haru widened her eyes and turned her head to see the cause of her torments standing in the doorway. He looked different, manlier, taller and kind of dishearten but she only smiled at him "No of course not Tsuna san!" she faked hyper activeness and stood up "I had something in my eye! That's all!" She grabbed her things quickly, tears threatening to appear again so she couldn't make eye contact with him and focused on getting her things inside her bag.
"I…I had to go…so…I…hum…well…sorry…and congratulations for your relationship with Kyoko!"
"Ha! Are you making fun of me Haru?"
She stopped and looked at him surprised. The guy was looking at the wall with a hurtful expression and with his hands inside his pockets as she only stood there in silence, with puffed eyes and blushed cheeks. Truth be told, after that day she hadn't asked anything and had avoided Kyoko, she didn't want her pity, she didn't want to hear she was with Tsuna. She had spent her two weeks and a half with Hibari Kyoya, well not with him but in the school roof when he was there, but because she felt pity for herself she liked to think he was giving her some company.
"Pathetic…"
He had told her one day when she cried, his cold glare piercing her, and that was why she had stooped going there and now was on the empty classroom.
But well, whatever…It couldn't be that Tsunayoshi was rejected…could it?
Tsuna looked at her and he frowned when he saw her stunned expression and she had stopped what she was doing to look at him, he knew she was thinking if the words were true. "You didn't know Haru?" he said as he took some steps, shorting the distance "I though Kyoko chan had told you"
"I…well…I…you see…I didn't ask…her…" she felt guilt, so much guilt towards her stupid behavior and cold attitude towards Kyoko, her best friend. She hugged her bag and the tears she tried to hold so much, fell through her cheeks. "I'm sorry…I'm really sorry…I was so insensitive…never crossed my mind she would reject you…you…you must feel terrible…I'm sorry…" Her bangs hid her cute face as she cried.
…But stopped when she heard a chuckle.
"Are you crying for me?"
"I…"
.
.
.
"Can you comfort me Haru?"
.
.
.
The silence filled the room as he realized he had said the wrong words. He then blushed a little and gave his back to her and left the room "sorry I didn't mean it, forget about it"
She only stood there, in silence, the words were echoing in her head.
"Can you comfort me Haru?"
…
"I feel stupid…" Tsunayoshi closed his eyes as he walked through the streets of Namimori, hands in his pockets and the cold air hitting his face. It had been some time after he was rejected and after he had asked something so full of hidden meaning to Haru. He stooped and frowned in desperation as he pulled his brown hair "How could I have asked Haru that!"
"Can you comfort me Haru?" It had been a month since then and those words still travelled in his mind.
He sighed; truth: he had hoped her to say yes, but her dumbfounded face, the reason and his conscience hitting his brain, made him snap from his own trance before he would do something he will regret. He knew Haru feelings but in his self-pity he had wanted to take advantage of that. Hell, he even asked in that serious and cold tone…a voice he never though he will use…on her.
"Stupid, no good, idiot…" he mumbled as he continued walking. Of course he was sad and all but he never had thought about a consolation price. Haru wasn't that, she was a…friend, someone who always was there for him, a cute girl he had hurt so much not long ago…in vain. He was rejected…and for his fault and his stupidity she had cut her friendship with her best friend…
Wait, cute?
Of course she is cute dumbass…and beautiful, and honest, and kind, and crazy (in a good way…) and she care for you a lot and she even cried for you…and…
What's wrong with you?
Stupid conscience
He sighed sadly as his feet guided him to who know where. He will never see Kyoko and Haru together again in a cake shop buying strawberries cakes or in a coffe shop, drinking some sweet tea, or laughing together at some joke the guys made or walking together at a Saturday night, through Namimori streets, following Bianchi to a bar for some girly fun…
Hey wait…
What...!?
Tsunayoshi stopped his tracks as he blinked few time and felt his soul leaving his body when he saw the causes of his depressing mood, at a Saturday night, following Bianchi to a…bar? Hey, aren't they still under aged? He panicked, what the hell Bianchi was thinking? But when he saw them entering the place like it was nothing and laugh and, more to his dismay, he saw Shamal, Ryohei and Reborn enter ten seconds after he petrified.
What the hell…
Shamal?
"Ah Tsuna there you are!"
The brunette turned and saw his best friends smiling at him "Tenth we had been calling you! Didn't you hear it?"
Stupidly he searched for his cellphone and found the ten or eleven missed calls. He was so absorbed on his thoughts he hadn't heard it. The guys grinned, grabbed their boss and dragged him to the bar "We are going to drink, celebrating the birthday of Shamal, Vongola style!" said the raven guy.
"I'm worried how this may finish but well I will stop any indecent act Tenth!" the silver haired said annoyed.
"I'm still worried" he said as he sighed stopping his attempts to break free "The girls will be in danger…and they are still seventeen"
"Tenth...well that damn playboy picked the place…"
"Hahahaha that's why we are here because when he mentioning something like that we couldn't say no to him"
"Is this Reborn doing?"
"Yep"/"Yes"
"I should have known it…"
Sawada Tsunayoshi, age eighteen, on a summer Saturday night, was going to a bar for the very first time.
Hey, don't people say alcohol is good to drown the pains.
Well, better try it.
…..
"So you guys made up" Haru turned to see Tsunayoshi sitting beside her on a small couch and smiling calmly. She left her glass of a "sweet drink that will make your depressing mood turn in something happy…by Bianchi" and smiled at him too.
"I asked for her to forgive me, she only hugged me"
"Good for you"
"Sorry Tsuna san I acted like a stupid kid."
Tsuna grinned and shook his head "come on Haru if I would be mad at you I wouldn't be talking to you right know" he said before he drank the hot liquid inside the glass he was holding, feeling his throat burn.
Damn, the thing was good.
She nodded and smiled. He looked at her carefully thinking he was in front of a gorgeous girl and he was so stupid for not choosing her first. He blinked at the revelation.
Do you know alcohol make people to say the truth?
Shut up brain.
Haru smiled and turned to their friends. The reunion on the bar had turned in a party when Shamal asked for the owner to dance and put loud music. Not only them were there, also a lot of people who followed Shamal initiative and danced till their hearts contents. People danced, drank and laughed as the music sounded loud in the background.
Tsuna followed Haru sight and laughed. Riohey and Kyoko were dancing happily as Bianchi was hitting Shamal for being too friendly with her and with some other innocent girls on the bar. Reborn and Gokudera were in a drinking contest with other people (thing he knew was illegal and Tsuna hoped they won't be found out for bringing a baby with them but what the hell the "old man with a body sickness that turn you into a baby" excuse seemed to work quite well) as Yamamoto was giving a soda to Chrome.
"Do you still want me to comfort you?"
Tsuna spilled his drink and looked at her dumbfounded trying to found out if he had heard right. Haru blushed as she returned his gaze, no doubt in her. They were close, too close. He held his breath and saw she was trembling a little. He had hoped she wouldn't remember that request. He moved in his seat. "I-I told you to forget about it, it was a long time ago"
"Sorry I can't…" she smiled sadly "It's hard to forget something like that if the one who ask you is the love of your life"
Love-of-your-live.
He felt a burning desire in his guts.
Damn alcohol…you and I won't match…
"Haru…" he said as he grabbed her from the shoulders "I will never hurt you" he then sighed "I can't ask you to comfort me on a way to forget Kyoko chan"
Haru blinked "But…you see…I had been thinking and well, I thought it was ok…"
"It's not ok!" Tsuna retorted as he stood up feeling his head spinning "you are not a consolation price! Please I can't do it to you!"
Haru closed her eyes. She knew it was a bad thing, they were in front of a lot of people and in front of their friends, who honestly were so focused in their own things they had never noticed Tsuna was leaving, but she will have what she wanted for years. She had to stop her pathetic act and way of thinking, she was sick of it, sick of pretend she was an innocent girl, sick of trying to be like the sweet Kyoko, she wasn't like that. If she wanted Sawada Tsunayoshi, well she will have him…
…even if it had meant as a comfort…for him.
Tsunayoshi was about to leave the bar, he was going to reach the door and leave but someone pushed him aside, slamming him against the men bathroom door (which was near the exit) and before he could process a though or a complain, he felt something soft, small and sweet against his lips.
Miura Haru lips.
Aside he was the man and he was stronger, he felt cornered and soon he found himself kissing her back, his hand on her hips and his burning desire overwhelming his reason and will to fight.
He found himself desiring Miura Haru.
He growled instantly as she put her tongue inside his mouth, taking the lead on the kiss, taking care of his messy hair as her hands sank on it. She felt so good. Tsunayoshi felt her petite body against his and he opened his eyes a little to notice they were going to be discovered if they remained there. He broke the kiss instantly and looked at her dazed eyes. His hands still in her hips as her hands were around his neck. He panted and tried to process the situation but it was too late to refuse…he had kissed her.
HE felt his emotions overtaking him, the chain restraining him breaking and the urge of sex (hormones dancing polka inside him) burning in lust.
The girl kissed his neck and smiled "I…sorry" she said as her hands left his neck and steady on his chest. He was really panting and she could feel he was agitated; his heart was racing and beating loudly. She looked his flushed face and smiled at him sweetly, with her cheeks pink and her lips swollen. Soon he growled again and slammed fiercely his lips over hers as his hand left her hips to search for the knob of the men bathroom. He pulled her inside and closed the door with her back. She groaned and he only got lost on the feeling…first time he kisses a girl…
How the hell this could feel so amazing…?
How come he didn't do it sooner…?
How it will feel the rest…?
The thoughts roamed Tsuna mind as his hands searched for her butt and pulled her up, making her cross her legs around his waist. Both of them moaned when their sexes joined slightly.
"Oh fuck…" Tsuna mumbled when Haru unconsciously rolled her hips against his hard crotch…he nibbled her bottom lip when she did it again.
"You are crazy…"
"I though you didn't want it…"
"Quiet…"
Soon they found themselves on a bathroom cubicle, Haru skirt up her waist as he slammed his whole length inside her, trying to suppress his own voice at the overwhelming feeling. Her hands against the cold wall tried to fist anything as she only felt the desperation for touching his warm flesh, thing he didn't allowed. Her legs were spreading up, trembling as she only though she will fell anytime, thing he wouldn't let happen. His grip was fiercely around her waist. She closed her eyes felling how her buttocks clashed with his v-hip bones again and again…he was doing her fiercely from behind.
Not allowed to touch him…
Not allowed to see his face…
Not allowed to kiss him…
…And he won't allow it because he was the one who wanted to give pleasure to her…
…And to release everything he got inside him…
She shouted and he put his fingers inside her mouth, "Not….ugh…not so loud…Haru" She heard him say as he tried to suppress his own moans and grunts. He leant over and kissed her spine, his tongue tasting her flesh and his hands cupped her breasts and squeezed hard, her nipples between his two fingers were being pinched deliciously, she silently cried in pleasure. Soon she came and her legs gave but he pulled her up, her bare back against his chest, his face hiding against the curve of her neck and she unconsciously rolled her but and the last trust came roughly making him cum inside her, sounds engulfed by a long and deep kiss.
"I love you Tsuna-san" she whispered against his mouth.
He only closed his eyes and tightened the grip on her naked torso…maybe…he will just indulge in the feeling and see what it happens.
But one thing was sure…
She was now her favorite…and priority.
And he won't let her go anywhere.