Continued Christina's POV

"Why was it about me?" I ask more confused then I've ever been.

"He was saying this stuff about you. In a sluty way and I got mad then he said some other stuff." He said looking down. I grab his hands and squeeze them.

"What did he say." I ask. He looks up at me.

"Look it's nothing really but I just don't want to lose you." He says.

"You won't," I say. He smiles his perfect smile.

"Let me go get changed." He says. I nod. He goes upstairs. I always say this. But you know Uriah has other girlfriends right. He probably has said, "I don't want to lose you" or something like that so... How long do we have to last?

Tris's Pov

I was at Four's apartment. Him, Uriah and Zeke shared it, but during the school year, Uriah lived with us because it was near campus. Four and I were cuddling on the couch watching Romeo and Juliet. I never really understood the movie. We've been going out for about four months now. He said he loved me for the first time a few weeks ago. He says it a lot now which is a good sign. But I haven't said it back. I know he wants me to but I'm nervous. Christina hasn't said it yet but they just started going out. I know it's only three words but it's hard.

"Tris." He whispers. I look into is ocean blue eyes.

"Yes." I say.

"I love you." He says. I nod.

"Me too." I say. I can see the hurt in his eyes when I say that. I smile. He does to. I wish I could just spit it out. But I'm just not ready to I hope he understand.

"I will be right back." He says. I nod. He leaves the room. I hear a beep. Oh, it's his phone. I look at the message.

hey Toby wanna meet up again and do what we did xoxo...

I felt my heart shatter.

Edited(6/13/18)