AUTHORS NOTE: Well, the depressed feeling hasn't gone away like I thought it would… I guess I just won't get over it as fast as I usually do…

DISCLAIMER: I don't own anything *sob*

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane

I knew I was going insane, Chloe and Simon were in love, and I hated it, I am so jealous I'm surprised I'm not green!

I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
But how can we say forever

I hear her voice all the time; it pains me to hear it so happy with him and not me. He makes her so happy, but I know it won't last long, I see her starting to fake her smiles and hear her cry at night.

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

My heart was so broken, I was in pain constantly. I had picked up one relief, and I was not proud of it.

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

She wasn't worthy of me and I became more withdrawn, afraid she or anyone else could see the scars on my wrists…

Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy

I really think I've gone crazy, before I met her I had never thought of cutting myself on purpose, ever.

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I'll always wait, until she realizes I love her, though she's falling more and more in love with Simon, and that's why I cut, whenever I can, whenever I'm alone which seems to be more and more lately… it's my escape from all the emotional pain and focus on the physical pain.

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

I just hope she'll realize my feelings soon, before I cut to deep…

Yeah, this was just a filler chapter, I know it's pretty short, but the next chapter will be longer. REVIEW!