Authors Note: Hey I know I used this song already, but it just seemed so perfect with this so I'm using it :) hope you enjoy!

DISCLAIMER: I don't own DP or the song

Chloe POV

Something seemed wrong when I woke up, like everything was stolen of their color. Grey. Bleak.

Nana, nanana, nana
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me, I remember it clearly

I went downstairs to get breakfast, expecting Derek to be there I was not prepared for the scene I saw in front of me, Andrew and the rest of our group was sitting at the table, Tori looking like a wreck, hair disarray and eyes watery and blood shot. Simon was slightly pale and looked like he might throw up. Kim looked sad, but not enough to cry. I asked them what was wrong and Tori started sobbing.

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

"Derek is gone Chloe…" Andrew said in a somber voice.

Nana, nanana, nana
I didn't get around to kiss you, goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again, I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me, 'cause I remember it clearly

It seemed like my heart broke, I started screaming, "NO! HE CAN'T BE GONE! HE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME!" "Chloe calm down, I'm p-""NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN! DEREKS NOT THE KIND OF PERSON TO JUST PACK UP AND LEAVE!"

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

Tori spoke up, "I saw him leave Chloe, he looked so b-broken, he had his backpack all packed up and he just left!"

I've had my wake up, won't you wake up
I keep asking why?
And I can't take it, it wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

I started sobbing uncontrollably; I ran out of the kitchen and into Derek's room, it looked different, so grey and had an empty feel to it. I walked around the room until something caught my eye; I bent down to look under his bed, it was something silver…

Now you're gone, now you're gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back

It was a razor blade… the same razor he was cutting his wrist with yesterday; I remember the tiny little heart carved into it…

Now you're gone, now you're gone
There you go, there you go
Somehow you're not coming back

I found a chain and drilled holes into the razor, I then put the razor on the chain to make a necklace, I put it on and hid it under my shirt; at least I would have something left of him, even if it was the reason he left… I crawled onto his bed and buried my head into his pillow. I inhaled, it smelt just like him; like the forest and axe deodorant.

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I started drifting off to sleep, seeking unconsciousness to take away the pain…

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Nana, nanana, nana
I miss you

Tori was OOC but I don't care, hope it was a good chapter! Chloes necklace is on my profile!