Say You Love Me

Chapter 5

I knew putting on his shirt would be a good idea. He was still standing in front of the TV with the remote in his hand.

"I thought I'd throw a movie in but White House Down is about to start. Have you seen that one?" Jax asked.

"Yeah, I love that movie. Channing Tatum is such a bad ass!" I exclaimed as I sat cross-legged on his couch.

"He ain't the only one Darlin'. Oh hey, I almost forgot about that banana pudding that you made!"

"I'll go grab us some don't worry," I told him. I hopped up and went into the kitchen to grab us a bowl of the dessert that I had made. After a few tries, I found the cabinet with the bowls and grabbed one. I figured that Jax would be okay with sharing with me. I pulled the container with the pudding out of the fridge and scooped about five scoops into the bowl, then put the rest back in the fridge. I walked back out to the couch. Jax was lying on the couch with a blanket covering half of him.

"Here you go Jax," I handed him to bowl and sat next to him.

"Thanks Babe," he told me with a smile. Jax started in on the pudding and his eyes rolled back in his head.

"Shay, where in the world did you learn to cook like this? This is awesome."

"Believe it or not my Dad used to teach me whenever he had free time. That and the fact that I never left the kitchen when he was using it anyway."

"Have a bite, Bear," Jax held his spoon out towards my mouth. I took his offering and savored the flavor.

"It is pretty good, huh?" I smiled at him and laid against his side.

Jax cleaned his bowl and set it on the table in front of us. He leaned back on the couch and pulled the blanket back.

"Come on over, Bear I wont bite."

I laid down in front of Jax and pulled the blanket back around us. He smelled really good, like cologne and cigarettes. I didn't know it until just now but I love the combination of the two. I snuggled into Jax and relaxed. He eventually wrapped his arm around me midway through the movie and started drawing patterns on my hip. Jackson kissed behind my ear and buried his face in my neck.

"Bear, you smell so fucking good right now," he said as he took a deep breath.

"Jax, that tickles a little bit and it's probably the cocoa butter you're smelling"

"No Babe, I think it's just how you smell. It's like a cookie or something. I just wanna gobble you up. It's so not fair Shay," he said placing kiss after kiss on my neck. I shuttered trying to keep myself in control. Fuck it, this feels fantastic. I let the moans that I had been holding in and pushed my ass against him.

'Shit' I heard Jax whisper as he started nipping at my neck. Fuck….mmm fuck this shit. I turned around and planted one on him. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and tugged on his hair. Growing even bolder as I heard him groaning as he grabbed my ass, I threw my leg over him to get even closer to him.

"So much for behaving huh Bear?" he asks in between kisses.

"Fuck off, Teller. You started it." I tell him kissing and biting his neck like he had did to me. I might be a virgin but that didn't mean that I didn't know how to make out with someone. I experienced at that much. Jax moved to his hand to undo the knot of his shirt.

"Shay, is this okay?"

"Yes, Jax it's fine. Just keep touching me," I smirked at him went to kiss him again. I couldn't get enough of his mouth. I had kissed boys before but it was nothing like this. This was kissing a grown man. A grown man that I realized right then and there that I wanted with every fiber of my being. I rubbed on his junk over his jeans. I felt his hands go underneath his shirt and he started playing with the lace on my bra. Jax had just twirled my nipple around with his fingers as both of our phones went off.

"Shit!" we said at the same time. I untangled my self from Jackson and ran to the love seat to answer my phone. Jax reached towards the coffee table to do the same. I saw that it was Stephanie and answered.

"What's up Steph? You okay?"

"Sort of, look Mom got called into the station, she said something about some Mayans then yelled about eating left overs and before I could tell her that there weren't any, she was out the front door. That was about an hour and a half ago and she still isn't back yet." Fucking shit, I knew I couldn't have just one damn night to myself. I knew we had left overs I'd just have to bring Steph a plate. I turned around to ask Jax's if it was okay and he was putting his air forces back on while he was talking on the phone. Something was splattered across the front of his sneakers. Was that blood?! Holy shit! He looked at me and smiled as I pointed to the phone and mouthed that it was Steph. Jax mouthed back 'whatever you need Babe'.

"Steph, I'll bring you a plate. I'm at Jax's, I'll be right there."

"Shit! I figured you were with him. I knew I shouldn't have called."

"Watch your mouth Steph, I'll be right there," I hung up the phone.

I turned around and Jax was throwing on a hoodie by the front door.

"Hey, Jax do you mind if I take some leftovers to my sister. My mom got a call and took the hell off somewhere. Call had something to do with The Mayans," I saw his eyes widened as I kept talking.

"Don't look so surprised. I'm pretty sure that's what you were on the phone about and I'm also pretty sure that that's why there's blood on your shoes Teller," I smiled at him. Jax looked down at his shoes and realized that either he had missed a spot or had forgot to clean them. I started laughing as I walked into the kitchen to grab the Tupperware that had dinner leftovers inside. I felt Jax walk up behind me as I was about to turn around. He cradled my head in one of his hands and spoke.

"You know entirely too much Bear."

"Yeah well, you don't have to worry about me saying anything to anyone Jax. I'm young but that doesn't mean I'm stupid. You can trust me," I told him as I kissed his chin and walked away. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him lightly.

"You are a dream come true you know that Darlin'?"

"Mm hm, you bet your ass I am. Just remember I'll be here for you if and when you need me. Thanks for tonight. This was a lot of fun,"

"No problem Bear."

I ran to the bathroom to grab the rest of my clothes, stuff them in my bag and walked to my truck. Jax was already on the front porch waiting for me. He locked up the house and took my hand in his as he walked me to my truck.

"Let me know when you get home babe. I really wont know what's going on with the guys until I get there but I'll make sure I'll call you," Jax told me as I started up my truck.

"No worries, just let me know that you're okay and I'll be okay."

"Thanks Darlin'," he kissed me and jogged over to his bike as I pulled out of the driveway and headed home.

"Stephanie!" I yelled out as I walked into the house.

"I'm in the kitchen," I heard her say.

I set my bag by the steps and ran to give Steph her food.

"Here you go. You're going to have to heat it up but it was awesome."

She looked up at me and her jaw dropped. What? Do I have something on my face? What could possibly be wrong now?

"Why do you have a SAMCRO shirt on? Oh…OH MY GOD! IS JAX A PROSPECT!? Oh my God, Mom and Dad are gonna freak out and it gonna be so awesome but who cares man?! Holy Shit!" Stephanie was basically screeching and kicked her feet with excitement.

Fuck my life. She better not say a damn thing.

"Calm the hell down, number one. Number two, watch your mouth. Number three, that's the Vice President you're talking about and I don't think he'd like being called a prospect Steph," I said smiling at her. She spit out the out the juice she was drinking.

"HE'S THE VICE PRESIDENT OF THE SONS?! That's so awesome!"

"Yeah yeah, eat your food and just leave the dishes in the sink for me to wash in the morning. I'm getting in the shower and going to bed. Don't stay up too late kid. We have school in the morning," I told her walking up stairs to my room.

I threw my bag by desk and went to take a quick shower. As soon as I laid down in bed I texted Jackson.

*Made it home safely. I forgot I had your damn tshirt on and Steph saw it and freaked out like in a good way. I hope you're okay*

I plugged my phone in and went sleep. If I had known that his reply saying that he was okay would be all I would hear from him for the next two weeks, I would have tried harder to stay awake.

NOTE

We are going to skip a head about two weeks now. Jax's got busy with club stuff. Gun runs, Mayans, Clay, typical club shit.