Say You Love Me

Chapter 7

It was almost sun down by the time we got to Jax's house. I was still a little bit irritated with the fact he was kept away from me for two weeks. Jax took my bag from me and headed towards his room with it as I walked towards the screen door looking over the pool. Smiling to myself I decided to take a step further into whatever the hell Jackson and I were doing. I opened to door and stepped into the backyard. I striped myself of my shoes, jeans, tank top, and my bra. I threw my bra inside the living room so that he'd see it when he walked back into the room. Hurrying over to the Jacuzzi, I turned it on and got in. I knew for a fact that the bubbles would cover my top half but Jax would still get a peak at the goods he'd missed out on.

'Babe' I heard him say.

"I'm in the back yard, Jackson," He peaked his head outside of the door and smirked at me.

"What are you doing, Bear?"

I dunked my head underneath the water and swiped it back as I came up closer to the edge.

"I'm waiting for you to come over here,"

"Okay, give me a second" he told me as I saw the kitchen light flick on. I swam sat down on the edge in the Jacuzzi, leaned my head back, and closed my eyes. I turned around as soon as I heard him. Jax walked back outside with two beers in his hand and he had already stripped down to his boxers. Holy Mother of God, his chest looked like something you'd see in a Men's Health magazine. I took one of the beers he handed me as he got in. I took a sip of my beer and set it behind me. Jax spread his arms out across the top and stared at me.

"Why are you all the way other there, Shay?"

"I'm 'behaving' Jackson"

"I think that went out the window when you left your bra on the floor."

"Oh do you now?"

"Yeah, I do Darlin'" Jax said smirking. I put my hands across my chest to cover myself and stood to walk over to him. I sat down in his lap facing him then wrapped my arms around him.

"Well the fact that I had no contact with a certain someone made me not want to behave myself," Jax had placed his hands on my hips and squeezed them, then he started to rub my ass as I leaned forward to whisper in his ear.

" I really missed you Jax. You have no idea…" he lifted his hips to met mine.

"Can you feel that Shay? I missed the hell out of you too Darlin'" Fucking Christ, he's so big. I hiss as he starts kissing on my neck. I want this man. I want him so bad it makes my damn head hurt sometimes. I don't give a damn what anyone says. I might be young and still in school but I knew within my heart that I wanted to be Jackson Teller's Old Lady. I knew deep down that I'd do whatever it took to get there too. I rocked my hips back towards Jax's; he grabbed my hips so I couldn't move and pulled back to look at me.

"Shay, I won't be able to control myself if you keep doing that"

"I don't want you to control yourself, Jax. Please I just….I want you Jackson. I want you so bad it hurts. I crave you. Do you know what that's like? To want someone so bad that you practically crave them?"

Jackson looked at me with so much love, my heart stopped for a second.

"Yeah…yeah I do, Shay. Are you sure?"

"Yes...I've never been so sure of anything before. Jackson, please. Would you make love to me? Please babe?" I told him.

"Alright Shay, God I love you, but you need to make sure to tell me if I'm hurting you okay?"

"Yes Jackson!" He started laughing at me and turned to turn the Jacuzzi off. Jackson lifted me off of him for me to stand, he got out and handed me a towel from the table. I got out wrapped the towel around me and headed inside slowly towards his room. Jackson came up behind, wrapped his arms around me, and kissed my neck. He stopped walking and picked me up in his arms.

"Are you ready Babe?"

"Yes Jackson," I whispered to him and he carried me into his bedroom and put me down in front of his bed. He walked over to his nightstand and turned the lamp on. I locked eyes with him, dropped my towel, and pulled my panties down. I stood there and watched him drink me in from my head all the way to my feet. Jax walked over to me and kissed me.

"You are… the most beautiful women I have ever seen in my life…. I don't know what I did to deserve you but I swear to you Shay, I will cherish you for the rest of my life…. lay down baby girl and let me take care of you," Jax told me.

I took a deep breath and laid down on the bed. Jax turned around to his dresser and started fiddling with something. A few minutes later I heard the sound of Maxwell flowing lightly throughout the room.

"Maxwell?" I asked him

"I tried to prepare at least a little. I knew we going to throw the behaving shit out of the window."

"Oh…" I said giggling swinging my knees back and forth. Jax placed his hands on the them to keep still. My breath hitched as he started kissing my kneecap and parted my legs.

"You smell so fucking good, Shay." Jax said kissing my inner thighs as he placed himself in between my legs. He bit the side of my thigh as I hissed.

"You trust me?"

"Yes I do Babe," as soon as the last word flew out of my mouth, Jackson licked my slit in one long stroke. Jesus Christ…. why did I make him wait again. I moaned as my hands went down to Jax's head and ran my fingers threw his hair. Jax moaned which caused his mouth to vibrate on me and I arched my back at the feeling. Jax wrapped one of his arms around my thigh to pin me down as he continued to eat me.

"Jesus Jackson!" I was kind of glad I never let anyone do this to me before. I had a feeling that they probably wouldn't have been as good as Jax was. As I was moaning Jax slipped one of his fingers in me and moved it slowly in and out.

"Mmmmm Jax, that feels amazing."

"This is just the warm up, Babe don't you worry" as he kissed my belly button and added a second finger. Then that's when it got uncomfortable. I mean it felt fantastic but it was a foreign feeling. I've never even done this to myself so I didn't know what to expect. Jackson cured his fingers inside of me and made a 'come hither' motion with them as he sucked on my clit. Oh…Oh my god.

I could feel myself tighten, everything felt funny, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate as Jax kept fingering me. Then Jackson did something that made the feelings I was having even more intense…he took one long pull of my clit and I snap. The tightness that I had been feeling, like a coil type feeling, exploded. I closed my eyes and let out a scream because it felt so good. Jax started kissing up my body and once he got to my cheek, I opened my eyes and stuck my tongue in his mouth. The fact that I tasted a combination of Jackson and myself threw me into overdrive. Jax moved my hair away from my face and looked into my eyes.

"Yes, Jackson. Please..." He kissed me again as he sat back and smiled.

"You're not on the pill are you?"

"No…I never thought about that. I will get on it though if that's what you want just please….Jackson!" I wined.

"It would probably help," he reached over to the nightstand, pulled out a condom, opened it and put it on all while I sat up and watched him. He's fucking huge! Where in the fuck is he suppose to shove all that?!

"It'll fit Bear, still trust me?"

"Yes Jackson, I do," I told him as I laid back down.

Jackson laid down on top of me with some of his weight on his arms. He slipped his hand in between us, stroked me again and then pushed the tip of his dick inside of me. When I didn't make any sudden movements he pushed further inside of me until he hit a barrier. He kissed me as he pushed forward and pierced through me. I didn't know I was holding my breath until he was fully inside of me and I released it. Jesus, I hope he didn't break anything. That fucking hurt so bad. I felt a few tears sliding down my cheeks as Jax stayed completely still.

"The pain should go away in a second, Bear," he told me kissing my tears away. I clenched to check and see if it was safe after a minute or two. It's not too bad now…

"You can move now I think," I told Jax.

As Jackson rolled his hips into me, I felt my eyes roll back in my head. This was incredible. It felt like all of my nerves were on fire as Jax went stroke after stroke. I felt like all of my senses had magnified….the sex, the sweat, Jackson…all wrapped up in one. I never wanted any of it to end. I moved my hands from the top of Jax's arms to the back of his head. As I kissed him I rolled my hips back into his. Matching stroke, after stroke, after stroke. It felt like I was floating on a cloud. Jax slipped his hand in between us again and rubbed my clit and after a few minutes it felt like I had to use the bathroom. Now it feels like I have to pee….

'Jackson' I moan

'Fuck Shay mmmm, does that feel good?' he moaned.

"I have to pee Jax. It feels like I have to pee"

Jackson started pumping harder and harder into me and I felt like the coil was going to snap and I was going to pee all over him and his bed.

"Just ride it out, Babe." Jackson leaded down to kiss me.

"Trust Me... just let it go Shay," he told me as he bit my bottom lip.

Everything happened at once, the coil snapped, I shot pee all over the place, I clenched as my back arched as far as it could go, and Jackson pumped once more before his back stiffened and he came.

"God Damn, Shay," he said as he slowly pulled out of me and kissed me.

"Jax, I peed on you! I'm really sorry," I told him after I had caught my breathe. He started laughing at me as he sat up to look at me.

"No, you didn't Shay. You gushed all over me. You had an orgasm but you ejaculated as well."

"Oh… I didn't know that could happen," I told him looking down embarrassed.

"Hey," he said as he picked my head up, "Its okay, I didn't think you'd come your first time and you did. My baby is a gusher that all. I love it. I have another comforter in the hall closet and that's what washing machines are for."

I looked down and noticed that there was a mix of my fluids and blood on the comforter.

"I'll get all this stuff washed in the morning," I told him as I was trying to stand but I couldn't as fast as I wanted because my body wasn't used to what I had just done.

"No worries, Babe," Jax said as he stood up, took the condom off and threw it away. He looked at me and realized that I was trying to stand up.

"Babe, here let me help you. We will hop in the shower and I've got some ibuprofen that will help. It's in the bathroom," he told me as he picked me up and carried me into the bathroom. Jackson set me on the toilet while he turned on the shower. He opened the medicine cabinet and unwrapped a fresh bottle of ibuprofen, filled a plastic cup with water and handed me two pills.

"Take these. You might want more of them in the morning, they will be right here in the cabinet," Jax handed me the pills and I took them as he adjusted the temperature of the shower.

"Ready?"

"As I'll ever be I guess"

Jackson picked me up and set me in the shower. I looked towards the corner of the tub and realized that my soap and loofa were already there. Wow he really did think of everything.

"That's what was taking me so long to get back out to you after I brought your bag back here. That cocoa stuff is on your side of the bed by the way."

"Cocoa Butter, Jackson," I told him laughing.

"Thank you, you really thought of everything, I appreciate it." I said as I started washing myself. I was still a little tender between my legs but it wasn't too bad.

"I tried to do as much as I could," he told me as he gathered his own soap and started washing himself.

"You're pretty huge, ya know that Jax?"

"You handled it just fine, Babe" he said with a wink.

"Glad you liked it."

"Liked it? I loved it, you'll be lucky if you can ever get away from me now," he said laughing.

We finished our shower and headed back to Jax's room.

I started putting cocoa butter on my legs as Jax handed me one of his shirts.

"My room is going to smell like you now. I love it."

"Good, because you'll be lucky if you can ever get away from me now," using his words from earlier.

"Oh ha ha, I was serious about that"

"So am I," I told him with a wink.

I sat my lotion on the nightstand as Jax turned the light off. He wrapped his arms around me and as we drifted off to sleep I heard him say

"I really do love you, you know that?"

"I know, Jackson. I love you too," and off to sleep I went. Dreaming of crows, bikes, and a certain blue-eyed man whose side I never wanted to leave.

NOTE

If this chapter gets uploaded later then my usual 'one chapter a day' normal routine, I'm sorry. I've never written a scene like this that other people were going to be reading. I had to do a little bit of researching with certain things. I think I did pretty well for my first lemon and all ;)

- Ashley