Say You Love Me
Chapter 8
I woke to the smell of pancakes as I stretched and looked towards Jax's side of the bed. He wasn't in bed with me and I smiled at the thought that he was making me breakfast after we had gone another round early this morning. I sat up and headed towards the bathroom to brush my teeth and take some more pain medicine. I smiled at the fact that my toothbrush was already on the sink sitting next to Jackson's. I rinsed my mouth out and brushed my hair up back into a bun. Headed out to the kitchen I only Jax's SAMCRO shirt, I was surprised to hear another female's voice in the kitchen.
'You better know what your doing Jax. That girl you have in there isn't like those sweet butts and other whores you've been with. I like this one. I NEVER like anyone. I've never seen you this affectionate with anyone so openly. Adding to the fact that you will have me on your ass if you fuck up, Shay is the sheriff's daughter. You need to tread real careful with this son,' I heard Gemma say.
'I know Mom. I…shit… I didn't know that I'd get attached to her like this. Her being the sheriff's kid isn't even the worst part.'
'What is it Jax?'
'Mom… she's sixteen'
'Shit Jackson! What the hell? She doesn't look like she's sixteen? Shay doesn't act like it either! She worth the possibility of you going to jail again?'
'I want her to be my Old Lady. I'm serious about this Ma, you know I've never said that about anyone I've been with.' I heard Gemma pull a chair out and sit down.
'Christ, maybe you are growing up after all. You think she can handle it?'
'I don't know Ma, what kind of man would I be to put all the shit I go through on her? She's too good for that.'
'Comes with the territory, baby. If she wants you, wants to be your Old Lady, she'll handle it. I've only meet her once, but if she's anything like her mama, Shay will handle it just fine.' Gemma told Jackson. I could handle what ever it was that Jax could throw at me. I could handle being his Old Lady. I loved him and if anyone thought I couldn't handle it then they could kiss my ass. I choose to make presence known and walked into the kitchen.
"Good morning everybody. It smells so good in here, I'm starving," I said to both of them as I made my way over to fix myself a plate.
"Morning Sweetheart, want some coffee?" Gemma asked.
"Yeah I wonder why, Darlin'. Mom came over to feed us," Jax told me.
"I'll get it Gemma. Thank you for feeding us, I appreciate it," I told her as sat down with my coffee and starting eating breakfast.
Jax and Gemma started talking about club stuff while I sat there and ate. I remembered something that Jax asked me about last night. Birth control…I can't go to a doctor to get it, they'd charge the insurance and my mom would see everything. I have to do something. I couldn't make a mistake with this. I knew for a fact that my mom would press charges. I didn't know of any health clinics anywhere around town.
"Hey, Gemma?" I asked. Jax stopped talking and took my plate to the sink to wash it.
"What's up Sweetie?" she responded. I looked up at Jax and he continued to do dishes.
"Umm…do you know if there is a health clinic in Charming or anywhere near here?"
"Yeah, there's one right outside of Charming. Why? What do you need?"
"I need to get on the pill." Jax let a plate slip and it hit the bottom of the sink as he started coughing.
"I can't go to the doctor to get it because they'd charge my insurance and my mom would see it," I explained to her looking at the bottom of my cup.
"I've got some pull at that woman's clinic. I'll get you taken care of so you won't have to worry about anything. At least for these next two years, I do want some grandbabies you know?" Gemma said with a wink. Jax turned around as Gemma finished talking.
"MOM!" he yelled.
"What?! It's true. I'm not getting any younger you know and neither are you!"
"It's okay Jax. It needs to be done. I'm not going to bring any extra shit on you that all could have been avoided," I told him as I kissed him on the cheek.
"Gemma can we go today? I'll think the sooner the better with this one," I said laughing. Jackson started laughing and wrapped his arms around me.
"What are you trying to say?"
"You know what Jax."
Gemma sat there and started laughing at us.
"Go throw some clothes on, I'll take you when you're done" I walked away from Jax and kissed her on the cheek.
'Thanks Gem"
"No problem, sweetheart."
I went back into the bedroom and opened my suitcase that I saw sticking out under the bed. It was empty. What in the hell? Where are my…smiling to myself I went and opened the top drawer of Jax's dresser. All of my underwear and socks that I grabbed were there on one half of the drawer. I opened the second and the clothes that I had packed were fold and put away inside. I grabbed a dark pair of jeans, a blue and white plaid t-shirt and a white tank top and threw it on. I figured my shoes were by the door. I threw some eyeliner and headed back towards everyone. Jax had just gotten off the phone and was throwing his cut on.
"Duty calls babe. I gotta get to the clubhouse."
"No problem, after the clinic I'll be here," I told him as he kissed me goodbye. He slipped a key in my hand as he pulled away and walked out the front door.
"Ready to go Shay?" Gemma asked.
"Yes Ma'am."
I didn't get back to the house until mid afternoon. After the clinic, Gemma took me to lunch before we headed back to Jax's house.
"You want me to come inside and wait with you?" Gemma asked.
"No I'm just gonna clean up a bit. Jackson gave me a key to the house. I'll be fine," I told her ask I pulled the key out of my back pocket.
"He did, did he?...You know he's never been like this before? Jax is letting you in like he's never done before. It's like you're his whole world. Are you okay with that?"
"I never want to leave his side Gemma, and I don't plan on it either," I told her as I hoped out.
"Good, that's what I like to hear" she told me as she drove off.
I opened the front door and locked it behind me. Setting my purse down on the love seat, I took my bag from the clinic and read the directions. Take the pill once a day, if you forget to take a pill blah blah blah. I popped on of the pills out, took it and went to Jax's room to put it on the dresser. Might as well start cleaning. I had the blankets from the bed and the rest of the laundry washed, dried, and put away by the time I heard Jax pull in the driveway. I had made burgers a little while earlier with baked potatoes and mac & cheese. Everything was in the oven so it would stay warm. I had just stripped to get in the shower when I heard his voice.
"Babe, you here?"
"In the bathroom Jax," I yelled out to him. Jackson opened the door as I was leaning to fix the water temperature. I turned around to let Jax know about dinner when I took his in appearance. His lip was split and his fists had dried blood and bruises on them.
"Shit…what happened?!" I asked him as he sat down on the toilet. I opened the cabinet and pulled out cotton balls and rubbing alcohol.
"Just some Mayan pack back that the club had to get settle," he told me as I dabbed at his hands.
"Well is the shit settled now? By the look of you, it should be," I told him.
"Yeah at least for a while it should be," he told me as he took his hoodie off.
"Yeah you might as well strip and get in the shower with me. You're fucking filthy."
"It happens sometimes Darlin'"
"Mm hm, get cleaned up. I have dinner waiting for us in the oven."
"You cooked Bear?"
"Yeah… cleaned and did laundry too." I smiled at him.
"You know you didn't have to do any of that right?" he told me as he got in the shower. I got in right behind him and handed him his shampoo.
"I was cleaning the fridge, saw all the stuff to make dinner, it's no biggie," as I shampooed my hair.
"I'm starving. I can't wait to eat," he said as he rinsed his hair out.
"Eat what exactly, Jackson?" I said smirking as I rinsed my hair. He pushed me against the shower wall and kissed me.
"Whatever you want, Babe" Jax said as he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him.
"I like the sound of that," I told him as he entered me.
"Jesus Christ, you're so tight Shay," he told me as he pushed all the way into me.
"You feel so good Jax."
Oh my God, I could fuck Jackson for the rest of my life. Remembering that we were going to a party at the clubhouse later, I bit into Jackson's neck and sucked. He moaned as I did it over and over again, until I was sure I'd leave a nice size hickey for everyone to see. The water had long gone cold by now, but that didn't stop Jax from pounding into me. Jackson kissed me as he kept rocking inside of me. He found the skin in between my shoulder and neck and bit down hard.
"FUCK!" I screamed out as clenched down on him and came.
"Shit!"
"Jax, fuck! You have to pull out!"
"Fuck!" Jax yelled as he pulled out.
I dropped down to my knees and sucked on him as I massaged his balls. Jax pulled my hair back and started fucking my mouth.
'I'm gonna cum' he moaned. I speed up and twirled my tongue around the head of his dick. That must have done the trick. Jackson came in my mouth and I swallowed all he had to give me.
"Damn Babe," he said as he went to turn the water off.
"I'm sorry, I forgot to say something about that before hand."
I got out of the shower and handed him a towel as I walked into the bedroom.
"It takes awhile for the medicine to become affective."
"How long's awhile?"
"My birthday is a week from now. I should be alright then," I told him smiling
"Oh Shit! Cake and Cream Pies, I can't wait!" Jax said dancing around the bedroom.
"Who said I was gonna let you do that anyways Teller?" I asked him as I slipped on a pair of black lace panties and one of his shirts. Jax had just put his boxers on was sliding on his jeans. Once he had the buttoned up, he picked me up, sat me on the dresser, and stood between my legs.
"You wouldn't let me mark my territory, Shay? I think you would Darlin'. I think you'd love the feeling of my coming inside of you," he whispered in my ear as he bit the side of my neck. My body reacted and I got wet all over again.
"Shit, I guess your right."
"God damn right I'm right Darlin'"
"Come on, let's go eat Jax!" I said as I hoped down and ran to make us plates.
"Alright, but we are eating in the living room."
"Fine with me, find something to watch. I'll bring you a plate."
I fixed both of our plates and headed into the living room. We started eating as a thought came to me.
"Hey, Jax, when did you get your tattoo on your back?"
"As soon as I patched in Babe. Why?" he turned and looked at me. I put my head down and stared at my plate.
"Um… I don't know. I want one. Not that big but I want a tattoo," I told him as peaked up at him. Jackson had the biggest smile on his face and kissed me on the cheek.
"Don't worry Darlin' you'll be getting one sooner then you think."
"You think?"
" Babe, I know for a fact that you're going to have one on you're lower back before the months over. Plus, what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn't help my girl get her first tat? " He said with a wink.
I assumed he was getting me a tattoo for my birthday… he just said he was my boyfriend!
"Boyfriend huh?"
"You bet your sweet ass! Wait until you get my c… Just wait until you get your tattoo. You belong with me now, Shay. I'd be crazy to let you go."
Wait… lower back…I'll be seventeen on my birthday…HOLY SHIT! Jax is going to give him his crow!
NOTE
Jax and Shay sitting in a tree…. lol I can't wait until we get to the Sunday dinner chapter! I kind of want to skip ahead to it but then we'd miss the party at the club house and who wants that?! Interested to see how Shay reacts to Jax around croweaters?! ME TOO!
- Ashley