Say You Love Me
Chapter 12
I had finally convinced Gemma to at least have a small dinner for Thanksgiving tomorrow. I was in the kitchen getting the desserts ready while she was out handling some business at Cara Cara with Luann. As I was pulling out the pumpkin and sweet potato pies from the oven at around noon, I could swear I heard the roar of motorcycles. The beeper was going off from the oven so I turned everything off and leaned towards the window. I ran outside just to make sure it was them. The noise got louder and louder, Jax and Clay pulled away from the rest of the guys and headed towards the house. I pulled my phone out to text Gemma that our boys were back home. I stood on the porch as Clay and Jax pulled in the driveway. Jax whipped his helmet off as I ran and jumped in his arms.
"You're home!" I said as I planted kisses all over his face.
"Yes, Babe. I'm here to stay. I told you everything would be alright," he told me as he put me down and kissed me full on the lips.
"Hey, if you two are done lapping each other down, Shay you wanna tell me where my Old Lady is?" Clay asked.
"I texted her as soon as I came outside and saw you guys coming down the street. I didn't get a…" I stopped talking as I heard a car hauling ass down the street. Must be Gemma. Gemma pulled her truck into the drive way, got out and ran to Clay knocking them both down to the ground as she stuck her tongue in his mouth.
"Now who's lapping, Clay?" I asked him as he flagged me away with his hand. I laughed and pulled Jackson inside the house.
"Jesus, what do you all have cooking Babe? It smells fantastic."
"Pies for tomorrow. I convinced Gemma to have a Thanksgiving dinner even if it was just going to be the two of us. I seemed to get through to her seeing as she bought the biggest fucking turkey I've ever seen in my life," I said laughing. Jackson had moved in front of me, wrapped his arms around me, and started kissing my neck. My legs shuttered as I moaned. God, I've missed him.
"So how about some of that pie?" he asked as he bit me.
"Ja..Jax those are for tomorrow."
"I'm not talking about those pies Darlin'," he told me as he picked me up, threw me over his shoulder and carried me down the hall to the guest bedroom.
"Oh my God, what about Clay and your mom?!"
"There probably going at in the garage like they normally do when people are in the house," he told me as he smacked me on the ass. I moaned. Jesus, I didn't know I liked being spanked.
"But Jax…." I moaned as I grabbed the door so he couldn't pull me inside.
"Shay let go of the door..."
"Are you sure your mom…" I didn't get to finished what I was saying because Jackson smacked my ass again even harder. I gasped and that really got Jax's attention.
"You like that don't you Darlin'?" he asked as he did it again even harder then before.
"Fuck!" I said as I let go of the door. Jackson threw me down on the bed then shut and locked the door. The look in his eyes made me wetter then I had ever been in my life. I started taking my pants off as Jax walked towards me, taking off his cut along with his shirt. Apparently I wasn't moving fast enough because as Jackson kissed me he ripped my shirt off and tore my bra in two. He kicked his shoes off and I went to undo his belt as took my nipple in his mouth and sucked. He took both of my tits and massaged them as he moved his mouth between them.
"Mmm... Jackson, please?" I begged him. I was going insane. I had become used to being in his bed and it felt like I had been going through withdrawals without him.
"Did you miss me?"
"Yes… yes Baby I did."
"How much? How much babe? Tell me," he asked me as he slipped his hand in between my legs and started rubbing my clit.
"I missed you so much! I felt like I was going through withdrawals without you here. Please, Jackson…fuck me. Come home Jax." I had missed him, truly missed him. His smell, the way his facial hair tickled my face, his laugh, and his smile. Jackson rubbed his dick against me, teasing me. Fuck this teasing shit!
"Stop teasing me!" I told him as I bit his neck and wrapped my legs around him. Jackson slammed into me and I screamed. It felt so good. He rocked his hips against me harder and harder with each stroke and I fucked him back. I let my eyes roll in the back of my head. Jackson didn't like that. He grabbed my neck and squeezed a little bit as he kissed me.
"Look at me, Shay," he whispered. The way he said that me tighten on him.
I opened my eyes as I dug my nails into his back.
"I love you, Jackson..." I moaned. He pulled out of me and turned me around so that I was bent over on my hands and knees and slid right back inside of me. There was something about the angle that had him hitting a whole different spot inside of me. Jackson had me melting in the palm of his hands. I arched my back and started throwing it back at him. Jax wrapped his hand in my hair and started to pull.
"Fuck!" I moaned as he pounded away. He pulled my head up so that I was only on my knees and bit down on my neck, hard as he continued to fuck me.
"Babe, can I cum inside you?" he asked thrusting with each word. It feels too good…please don't stop. He smacked the side of my thigh.
"Shay…" he growled at me. Fuck it, I don't care.
"Yes, cum Jackson." I whispered. Jackson moved even faster, I clenched around him as I felt myself falling apart.
"FUCK!" Jax said as he came inside me as I lost my breath from the strongest orgasm I'd ever experienced in my life.
I felt Jackson relax behind me as he laid down and pulled me down next to him.
"God, I've missed you."
"I've missed you too, like you wouldn't believe." I went to kiss him as someone started knocking on the door.
"You two done in there?!" Gemma asked.
"Sure as hell sounds like it." I heard Clay say.
Jax and I started laughing.
"So much for them being in the garage huh?"
"Yeah, we'll be out in a minute!"
I went over to the boxes of clothes that had been packed ever since Jax told me I was moving in with him when he got out, and grabbed a new top and bra. Jackson noticed the boxes as he lit up a cigarette.
"I'll help you load your boxes in the truck, Babe. I wanna get you home as soon as possible. "
"Home… that sounds really nice Jackson. You sure you want me to move in?"
"What did I tell you before?," he asked me as he put his clothes back on.
"I know, I'm just making sure."
"You're my Old Lady. I need you with me, where you belong." He told me as he kissed me on the cheek and headed out to talk to Clay. Gemma walked into the room after Jax had left.
"I see you guys had quiet a reunion."
I looked at her and laughed.
"By the looks of your hair, so did you and Clay."
"That's our boys for ya...You getting ready to load up?"
"Yeah, Jax wants me moved into his place as soon as possible. It's not like I'm trying to rush and leave out of here though. I'm gonna throw the sheets in the wash before I do leave. Did you want help with anything else for tomorrow?"
"No, I think me and Clay have the rest under control. Looks like that big ass turkey will pay off. I'll help you with your boxes; you get on home with Jax. I'm pretty sure you too have a lot more catching up to do."
I gave her a hug and thanked her for everything that she had done for me. She told me that it was no big deal and that from now on I was part of her family. We had all of my stuff packed in the back of my truck by the time Clay and Jackson were done talking. Jax gave Gemma a hug and kiss then got on his motorcycle. I pulled out of the driveway and headed to Jax's house. Well I guess it's our house now.
We got home, unpacked everything, and I got me settled into the house. Jax and I decided to jump in the shower.
"What did you want me to make for dinner for your first meal as a free man?"
"Babe, you don't have to go all out. Plus I have this weird ass craving for pizza."
"Order in and a movie sound good?"
"Sounds perfect, Babe. Thank you."
"Gemma said that we had to be at her house by 2," Jax told me.
"Yeah I know, she missed you too Jax."
"I know. Deal that Clay had going on ended up shitting on us. Trust me, that shit wont happen again," he told me as he turned off the shower and got out. I wrapped a towel around myself. I noticed Jax had a shiner on his right eye. Clay was kind of beat up as well.
I walked into the bedroom and got dressed.
"This shit not happening again…is that why both you and Clay looked like you beat the hell out each other?" I asked him. He froze as he was throwing a shirt on. I saw his expression go blank in the mirror.
"Yeah, that's what I thought. What the hell is going on with you two?"
"Anyone ever tell you that you know too much?"
"No, I just pay attention to shit going on around me. There's a bad vibe going on between you two. I felt it in chapel before you went in. What gives, Teller?" The only way you make it as an Old Lady is to know everything or know nothing at all.
"Whatever you say doesn't leave this room. What's he doing Jackson?" I asked with my arms crossed.
"Clay made a side deal with the Cartel. Not only are we running guns, but heroin now too. Said it was in the best interest of the club. Without putting it up for a vote. I want to bash his god damn hands in."
"Can't you throw it down on the table and vote to keep this going?"
"We can't just pull out of a deal with the Cartel, that's club suicide. He said it wouldn't be for long but as you can probably tell this has already negatively impacted the club. We just have to wait it out."
"Shit…"
"You wanted to know Darlin'"
"I know, like I said, it doesn't leave this room. I'm gonna go order the pizza."
"Are you okay with this? Me telling you this shit?" He asked me as he grabbed my wrist, as I was about to walk out of the bedroom. I'm an Old Lady I don't have a choice.
"I'd rather know everything then walk around knowing nothing at all," I told him with a wink.
The house was pretty spotless since I had been straightening it up since Jax had been gone, so I sat on the couch and relaxed with Jackson while we waited for dinner to arrive. I answered the door, took the food, and paid the delivery guy. I was in the kitchen making plates for the both of us when Jax walked in holding out my phone.
"It's Steph Babe, she sounds really upset." GOD DAMN IT! I thought as I
"Stephanie? What's the matter?"
"Mom wanted to send me to dad's for Thanksgiving but I told her that I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay because of everything that was going on. I asked her earlier today what we were doing for Thanksgiving and she said that she's working and that I could order take out," she told me crying.
"Seriously? What does she expect you to eat tomorrow? Chinese Food? It's Thanksgiving, everything is closed. What a fucking idiot!" By this point I had put her on speakerphone.
"That's what I thought too but I didn't say anything. I have barely seen her in the past two days, and I know for a fact that she's pulling a double all day for the holiday." That's when Jax spoke up.
"You can have Thanksgiving dinner with us. We are going to Gemma's around 2," he told her. I looked at him and whispered thanks before he spoke again.
"Thank you Jackson," Steph said
"No problem and if you don't mind me asking…she hasn't been there in two days? What have you been eating Steph?"
"Cereal and sandwiches mostly."
"Jesus Christ, Steph! I left you money for stuff like that."
"I didn't want to use it unless it was important…" she said quietly as she started crying. I looked up at Jax and he looked as pissed as I was. I need to go get her because this was bullshit.
"Pack a bag, I'm on my way to get you right now. I live with Jackson; you can come stay with me for this holiday. I know Brenda told me to stay away from you, but this is horseshit. If she asks, tell her you're staying with a friend. I'll be there in 15." I told her hanging up the phone.
"Your mother is a real piece of work, you know that?"
"Yeah she's fucking insane. You all right with Steph staying here for the holiday? There's no way she should be home alone on Thanksgiving. She's just a fucking kid!"
"If you hadn't asked her, I was about too. That shit's on a whole other level."
"Hadn't been home in the past few days? Fucking bitch. I'm gonna start bringing food over there from now on."
"That's fine with me. Any time you want her over, she needs anything? You do it, no questions asked," Jax told me.
"Thank you Baby," I told him with a kiss.
"I'll be right back." I grabbed my keys, slipped my shoes on and was out the damn door.
I'm so tired of Brenda's shit…