Say You Love Me

Chapter 19

Rise and shine I thought as I woke up and got dressed. After I had grabbed a banana from the counter, I headed to get Steph to the festival to help set up. We pulled in the parking lot and headed over to find Gemma. Steph saw her walking around putting money in mini tills.

"Miss Gemma!," Steph yelled.

Gemma turned around and smiled at us.

"Hey Girls! You here early to help set up?"

"Yeah we are, where do you need us?" I asked.

"Steph, can you go over and help the other ladies set up the Christmas games? Shay, you can go grab the cups and other shit from the truck and set it out under the food tent? Oh there are a bunch of drinks that need to be put in the ice buckets too. Everything else is pretty much self-explanatory," Gemma explained.

Steph took off towards the games and I went to unload Gemma's truck, she had it filled pretty much to the ceiling. I had everything set up under the food tent within two hours, which was good timing because people had just started pulling in. The only thing I didn't like about Christmas in California was the fact that we never had any snow. I'd have to plan a vacation to somewhere with snow next Christmas. Stephanie had found some kids to hang out with from school so she took off with them. I stayed in the food tent and handed out treats. The sheriffs department had a booth set up as well. From what it looked like, they were handing out goody bags with coloring books. I was pretty sure that my mother would make an appearance later. Gemma was in good sprits and the festival was in full swing by the time the club showed up. I walked over to Jax and met him as he was getting off of his bike.

"Your mom is like a queen around here," I told him with a kiss.

"Mom loves shit like this Babe," he told me as he took my hand and led me towards where Gemma was.

"Hey Mom, you need our help with anything?" Jax asked.

"Steph and Shay helped we out. We are good. You two go have fun." Gemma told us.

"You wanna go for a ride babe?"

"Where are we going?"

"It's a surprise. We won't be gone long."

"Alright, I need to find Steph and let her know."

I turned around and scanned the crowd. I saw that my mother had showed up and was talking to Steph. I headed over to them.

"Steph will you be alright for a few? I'm going on a ride, I'll be back in a while," I asked her.

"You going with Jax?" Brenda asked.

"Yeah, that's where she's going Ma. I'll be fine Shay. Thanks for bringing me with you. I'll go home with Ma," Steph told me. I hugged her and kissed her forehead.

"Glad you had fun, Little One." I gave Brenda a nod and headed back to Jax's bike. We road out to the nearest lake, it was beautiful out here, and really quiet. Jax helped me off of his bike and led me to the lake, then laid a blanket down and pulled down to cuddle with him.

"Jax, what's going on? You pulled me away from Gemma's festival and she let me go without a fight. Something is up." I told him with a concerned look on my face. He took a deep breath before he spoke up.

"Everything is fine Shay. I brought you out here because I needed to ask you something and I didn't want to ask you around anyone because there's a hundred different reasons why you would and probably should shut me completely down. I thought I'd just go for it and ask you anyway," Jax said as he pulled away from me and sat legs crossed in front of me. He pulled a jewelry box out of his pocket and opened it. My heart stopped and I froze as I looked inside of the box inside of his hand. There was a white gold princess cut diamond ring along with a matching band that had smaller square shaped diamonds around it.

"I know that I fucked up, I know that you are probably too young for me, I know that life with the club is probably not what you saw yourself being involved in, but I also know that I love you very much and I've never felt this away about any other woman in my entire life and I wanted to know if you would do me the honor of being my wife because I can't even imagine a day without you," Jax asked.

Tears had started building up and I couldn't help but let them fall. I knew all the reasons why I should say no, but I also felt the same exact way. I couldn't imagine my life without Jax and the club. I wouldn't have become his old lady if I weren't in it for the long run. I took his face in between my hands and kissed him.

"Yes of course I'll marry you, Jackson," I said with a smile. Jax's face lit up as he kissed me so hard that I landed on my back on the blanket.

"I love you, I really hope you know that, Shay Bear," he said placing kisses all over my face.

"I love you too, Jax. So are you going to put my ring on or…," I said joking. He got off of me and grabbed the ring box that had landed on the side of us. Pulling both the ring and band out of the box, he grabbed my left hand and slipped them on.

They were a perfect fit.

I was in awe of the beauty of my engagement ring when I remembered something that would ruin everything.

"Jax, I'm seventeen," I told him.

"Um, yeah trust me I know that. So what?"

"So? So, I can't get married at seventeen without consent from my mother! If she found out she'd be pissed and try to ruin everything," I told him as I started crying again.

"Babe, calm down. The only people that know that I was going to ask you are Gemma and your sister and I'm pretty sure that they won't tell her. Plus, you're not around her enough for your mother to notice a ring on your finger. Everything will be fine. Trust me," He said with a kiss. Jax pulled back but I brought his face back to mine and deepened the kiss. He wrapped his arms around me and squeezed my ass. He groaned and I broke from the kiss and kissed down his neck.

"How long do we have before we have to get back?" I asked as I pulled away and looked into his blue eyes that I noticed had darkened.

"However long you need, Mrs. Teller," he said, as he trusted his hips into me to feel that he didn't plan on going anywhere too soon. I felt myself dampen even more. I grabbed Jax's belt in between us and undid his pants in a hurry to get his dick out of his pants. Jax's had already been working on getting my pants unzipped. I stood up so that I could take my pants all the way off and Jax whipped his off as well by the time I sat back on his lap. I rubbed the tip of his dick against my lower lips and he groaned.

"Shay please…" he moaned.

"No Jax, call me what you called me before," I told him.

He smirked, as he looked me right in the eye before telling me what I wanted to hear.

"Please, Mrs. Teller," he said.

I slammed myself down on him as far as I could.

"Fuck!" Jax yelled as he lay down on his back so I could ride him fully. I rode him as deep and as slow as I could without driving myself insane.

Jax rolled us over with him still inside of me and stuck his tongue in my mouth and he began to stroke at a faster pace.

I moaned his name as I felt that I was close and Jax slipped a hand in between us to play with my clit and it wasn't long before I was coming and he was following right behind me.

"Jesus Christ," he said as he layed next to me.

I looked at him and started laughing which caused him to start laughing too. Jackson started playing with my hair as he kissed my cheek.

"I can't wait to have babies with you…"

"You just want me barefoot and pregnant as soon as possible," I said with a laugh.

"Who are you kidding? I've wanted you barefoot and pregnant since the first time I saw you. I just have good self-control."

"Hmm Mm, whatever you say Jax," I said as I handed him his jeans and started to pull mine on.

"I'm serious. I know you want babies with me. You know they'd be cute," he said.

"Yes they would but let me graduate high school first okay? My mother already wants to kill you. Let's not give her anymore ammo," I said with a wink.

"Your right on that one. Let's get back before it gets too dark."

We folded up the blanket, got on the bike and headed back home since the carnival was long over. When we got home, I heated up some leftovers for dinner while Jax was in the garage tinkering with stuff.

I was still in awe at my ring. I found myself doing stuff around the kitchen and stopped to stare at it every few minutes. Jax had walked into the kitchen in jeans and a white tee as I was staring at my ring for the fiftieth time it seemed.

"I did good then Mrs. Teller?" he asked with a smirk.

I broke away from looking at my hand and turned to look at him. He still gave me the exact same butterflies as the day that I met him.

"Yes Jax, I love it. Are you hungry?"

"For what exactly?"

"Umm, Dinner?"

"Hmm, I was thinking about something else but we can have dinner first," he said with a laugh.

God, I'll never be able to get enough of him.

Dinner was eaten, dishes were put away, and we took a shower trying to get clean from our activities at the lake but we ended having a repeat.

I fell asleep dreaming of what my future with Jackson would look like and praying that no one would get in the way of what we wanted.

NOTE

I'm sorry for the hold up! I hit a major writers block but I have read every single review and am grateful for every single author and story follow! Thank you guys for that! Also, on another note I am working on a Vampire Diaries story focusing on Tyler and Bonnie if anyone is interested.

J