Outside on the street, I am numb.
Reality of my actions set in and I feel that darkness start to set within myself.
I walk home and by the time I get there, my feet are blistered are sore.
I try not to think about what a disaster the day had been.
Scratch that. Maybe it wasn't so much a disaster as it was a disappointment.
I hate the way Edward makes me feel.
I hate the way he was so indifferent towards me. How he didn't even remember me at first.
At times like this I miss my mom the most.
I miss having friends that I could talk to and share secrets with.
The ache I feel deep within myself never seems to lessen.
I get a glass of water and take my pills.
I delete the voicemails left by Dr. Black on my cell.
And I sleep.
I can't believe it's Monday already. That weekend went by fast. Regular updates again this week. See you later today.