A date.

Edward has a date.

I'm quiet the rest of the way to work.

I kneed dough and mix ingredients for cupcakes, lost in a trance.

When I get home, I shower and feed Snickers.

I make a cup of tea and climb into bed with a book, but I can't focus.

It's a little after eight o'clock. Edward has probably picked up his date already. Or is he meeting her at a restaurant?

My mind works into overdrive for the next few hours.

I wonder what he's doing.

If he's having fun on the date.

Is he going to take her home with him?

My thoughts are making my stomach turn and twist.

I just want this night to be over.

The last time I see the clock, it's past midnight.

When I open my eyes again, it's morning.