Everything feels heavy.

I feel sick.

When I open my eyes, I wonder where I am.

Then last nights activities come back to me.

I stretch and sit up. I'm in Rosalie's bathroom. She must have brought a pillow and a blanket for me.

My mouth is dry and my head is pounding.

I get up off the floor and walk to the living room. Jessica's sleeping on the couch and Rosalie is sitting quietly at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee.

"You're awake," Rose smiles. "Want a cup of coffee?"

I'm tempted, but what I want more than anything right now is a hot shower, a toothbrush, Snickers, and my own bed.

"Nah," I shake my head. "I think I'm going to head out. Sorry I got sick and ruined the fun last night."

"Oh, you didn't. I feel a little hungover today too. Do you need a ride back?"

I check my backpack to make sure I still have my bus pass. "Nope. I'm good. Thanks for the fun night."

Rosalie stands up and walks over to hug me. "Call me, okay? I'm busy with work this week but maybe we can do something next week?"

"Sure."

While I take the bus home, I think about the night before.

Edward and Jessica had sex.

Jessica wants Mike to call her.

Edward doesn't want a relationship with with Jessica and vice versa.

I hate that they had sex.

I hate that I want to hate Jessica but I can't.

I hate that I think I want Edward but he doesn't want me.


Let me know what you think! I think I'll take tomorrow off from posting so I can write next weeks chapters. So, see you Saturday!