Once we arrived at the temple, I was overloaded by mental shielding to the extremes. No wonder Anakin becomes a Sith in the future, I really don't blame him. But I need to focus on what I will say to the council. I become so occupied in thought I nearly didn't notice when we were told to enter. As I enter and stand in front of them all, I can sense their discomfort of my presence.
"An interesting discovery, this is." Yoda begins.
"I may be interesting to you Yoda, but where I am from, I am called crazy and delusional, so I thank you for having a different opinion of me." I say sincerely. "But before we continue, can I ask all of you something?" All the masters nod in acceptance. "Why do you try to be almost devoid of all emotion? The code says to be compassionate, but not form attachment right? That is impossible. Attachment is compassion, love and emotion as a whole, so most of you choose to act like droids. Its really disturbing." I begin. "But what annoys me the most? The fact that you believe emotions are the dark side. That's absolute bullshit. It is about how you act with emotions that determines good or evil. Anakin is a good example. He is full of emotion, but he doesn't let it control him. That is what the code should say. And for these reasons, I will not be a Jedi, but also, I will not be sith either. I will forge my own path, but I will help you in this war. What this war leads to is where I am needed most, so I will be there." I say, leaving at least half of the council with mouths agape. "Yoda, I would like to request a meeting with you, and Master Rahm Kota for tomorrow morning. In the meantime, I have somewhere to be." I finish as I walk off.
As I enter the meditation gardens, I notice Ahsoka near the waterfall, waiting.
"Ahsoka" I call to her. As she turns her head, she smiles at me.
"I was wondering where you were" Ahsoka says to me.
"Sorry, I was going off my nut at the council, they have some stupid views." I say, causing Ahsoka to giggle. "I wanted to talk to you about training. The Jedi have some views that can be overlooked, such as emotion, and if you like I can teach you how to control them." I say, trying not to sound like a sith at the same time.
"What do you mean?" Ahsoka as confused.
"I mean that you could have emotion, but not fall to darkness, and unlock new abilities." I explain.
"But you don't have a working lightsaber, so how would we train?" She asks.
"With my memories. I have been through a lot of experiences that some people have committed suicide over." I say, shocking her. "The only reason I got through is because of a friend, and you will need one for yourself as well, and I can help you." I say.
"I would love to have you as a friend Vex." She says with a smile.
"Thank you. Now, I have to go see Anakin, would you like to join me?" I ask.
"I may as well, besides I need to talk with him too." She say, both of us get up and begin to walk to Anakin's room. While walking, I tell her about some of the good experiences in my life, such as learning how to shoot a gun, and training in Kendo as well as self-taught sword combat. Before long, we arrive at Anakin's room and we knock.
"Enter" Anakin calls out. Therefore, we enter.
"Master" Ahsoka greets.
"Anakin." I bow my head as a sign of respect, and Anakin returns the gesture. "For tonight, would I be able to sleep here?" I ask him.
"I don't see why not." Anakin says, tinkering with his lightsaber, giving me an idea. I through my lightsaber at him, he catches it and looks at me curiously.
"Impress me with some modifying. Just don't change the primary emitters; they are more advanced than most currently." I say, earning a grin from him.
"Master, would it be alright for Vex to teach me how to control my emotions?" Ahsoka asks.
"Wait, you can do that Vex?" Anakin stops and asks.
"If you need some help as well Anakin, I'll be happy to teach you as well, but it will be separate from Ahsoka, as more than one student can cause emotional stress on each other." I say.
"It would be most appreciated Vex." Anakin says.
"But I need to go to sleep, wake me if you get a mission that I can tag along with." I say, taking the couch, much to the surprise of Anakin and Ahsoka.
OK, the beginning of the End of Star Wars Canon. HOORAY! I have recently decided I will change some things in the timeline, but they will come and haunt me in later stories. Hope you enjoy the chapters so far today. Nut Out