When I get home I don't know what to do.
I try to eat, I can't.
I try to not think, I can't.
The way he smiled at that girl made me sick to think about.
Edward won't even be seen with me in public, but I can't find it in myself to blame him.
I stand up and go over to my floor length mirror.
I'm short and probably too skinny.
Dark circles under my eyes.
Pale skin.
I just look...sad.
Compared to the woman I saw him with today with her nice clothes and hair, I really can't blame him.
I'm not going to dwell on it though.
I need a distraction.
I know the perfect one.
I pull out my phone and text the one person who can make everything stop for a while.
dun dun duun.
See you guys tomorrow!