I guess I'm feeling a little generous.
It's dark and cold as I walk to Paul's.
I wonder if Edwards still with that girl and if he has his arm around her, protecting her from the chill in her tiny dress.
I wrap my arms tighter around myself and keep walking.
I think back to my phone call with Paul.
A few minutes after I had texted him, he had called me.
I wasn't prepared for it, but after a few brief words, he asked me to meet him at his place.
I had a million questions in my mind.
Why was Paul trying to get in contact with me the past few months? He knew where I worked, so if had something important to say, he would stop by there.
It was across from the bar he frequented anyway.
I wondered if he was still with his girlfriend, Emily, or if they had broken up.
By the time I reach his building, I convince myself that there will be no sex.
I convince myself that I'm strong enough to resist.
That I'm just going over there for a drink and the distraction.
I just hope I'm right.
Okay...Now I'll see you guys tomorrow!