A/N Hullo there :3 First of all, im SOOO sorry for not updating, and I dont mean "Stairway to heaven" alone, all my other dozens of unfinished fanfics, but I cross my heart and promise I will finish every single one of them, although it would give me a boost if you review, I go completly crazy whenever that happens (thank you Pippy xD) but recently I have been writing my own manga, and ive been practising my drawings because I am no artist, I guess im on an OKAY level now, when Summer rolls around I shall start :3

And do forgive my grammar mistakes, I swear I have lived in Spain,Germany,Belgium,Holland and Chile but English is still the easiest for me, imperfections aside.

Aaanyway.

Near walked out of his room half groaning and half cursing at nothing in particular, if it was to him he would stay in his room for the whole day reading a good book or study, but of course that was close to impossible, oh soo carefull Roger Ravie stated his character as "unsociable and selfish."

But Near didnt think it was all too neccesary to take something what a 70 year old man who hates kids and yet works in an orphanage had to say seriously.

And why go around telling possible unsociable outcasts that they are unsociable outcasts.?

Near, like any good thinking thirtheen year old boy decided to not engross himself in the Roger topic.

You cant really blame Matt and Mello that they raided his room in search of evidence that he is a pedophile.

Pedophile and overall pervs aside, Near was forced to eat, unlike Kysuu Morigana he couldnt live out of just staring out of the window and talking to his teddybear, not that Near even had a teddy bear, he used to have one though, he was called Snow, Snow was lovely white, just like Near himself, Snow oftenly slept next to Nate or would watch over him from the shelf above his bed, Mother gave it to him on his sixth birthday, she made it by herself and carved his initials in it. "When Mommy leaves, Snow will always be with you." Is what she said.

At that time, six year old Nate Rivers didn`t know what she meant with "when Mommy leaves," back then Near thought he would be happy living with mommy and daddy and big sister, back then he didnt think he would end up in an orphanage under the alias of "Near", the upcoming succesor to L, the best detective the world has known.

Now Near does know, Father was always in his bed, colourfull pipes around him, whenever Near asked him what they were he would answer with an. "They kill the pain Nate, they kill the pain." and when Near asked him what pain mother took him out of the room with a saddened look on her face, thruth is and was, Daddy wasn`t Daddy anymore, daddy was dying, waiting for the clock to reach twelve a`clock soo his mother could come in a realize that her husband was not breathing and that his skin was soo cold it didnt feel human anymore.

Back then Nathalie was also sick, but she had prayed and prayed, and despite her husband`s death she alwlays claimed that "God has yet to betray me." And just two years later she herself fell victim on cancer, a nightmare it was, those two years Near and Maria missed alot of school to help around the house, Maria cooked and Nate, despite his own hate to cleaning, cleaned the house, Nathalie was proud and appreciative, too bad that pride and appreciation alone was not enough to escape under cancer`s wrath, and it was obviously not enough for God to take out his hand, and fail at "betraying" Nathalie.

Whatever happened to that teddy was a blur in Near`s mind, the last place he saw Snow was on Nathalie`s bed after the funeral, and what happened after that remains a mystery, perhaps the new owners of that house threw it away, isolating themselves from the fact that that teddy was the last thing but memories a boy had of his two meters under the ground mother.

Near walked into the big cafetaria, lunchroom, cantene, however you want to name it.

The first thing that catched his eye was the board on the wall, stating that it was Tuesday 14 of November, and like every other Tuesday, there was a "broad" choice in food, too bad none of the food atracted Near in the least.

Fish and Chips? Sure he liked fish and chips if the chips weren`t soaked in vinagre.

Spaghetti? Near knew out of his not very fond experience that isnt the cleanest eater when it comes to anything tomato-related.

Rice with Chicken? How can people even LIKE Rice? Like Maria would say;"Its just soo white and just THERE." and if Matt would walk in she would quickly add; "And soo PLAIN, just like you little bruv." and Near would lift his chin and wonder why everytime Matt would walk past her sister exaggeratingly sticks her boobs out and start giggling about nothing in particular, even when there was nothing to giggle about.

And the worst thing of the list, aside from all the other boring dishes was soup, SOUP I tell you, and what type of soup? TOMATO soup. Near promised himself to never more eat tomato soup and soups in general after the little spilling-tomato-soup-over-Mello incident, which was FULLY accidental.

To the result of his distress he took the fish and chips, if he was forced to eat than may he eat something he knew was impossible to mess Mello`s leather jeans, and it wasnt like he HAD to eat the swimming chips anyway.

The woman politely nodded and Near asked her how she was doing, from the 25 staff members the orphanage had lunchlady Claudia and Watari were the only ones Near "liked", Claudia was also fond of Near and they often chatted about the weirdest things, Claudia was also the youngest staff member, with her eigtheen years of age she worked there for a half year,she was studying law and had that job to cover her studies, she had beautiful bambi eyes and heavy dark brown bangs while her magical smile made Near even a little happier.

Claudia said she was fine and returned him the question, Near also said he was fine apart from the fact that he hated tomatos and thats where their conversation ended, mainly because Carlos and his sidekick were coming in and Near didnt feel like dealing with empty headed idiots for the time being.

He walked with his tray around for a few seconds, a few girls offered him a seat, Near refused and decided to go to the libary, he was about to step out of the lunchroom when his sister`s giggles could be heard from a distance, he turned around in concern that she might be suffering a heart atack or something of the kind, just to find her sitting on Matt`s lap and all her girlfriends and fangirls around them, which were about fifteen people in total, Mello was also there, sitting on the table and looking just sligthly irritated, his usual expression.

Near wondered if he should ignore his sister`s hysterical laugthers and move on or go and kick Matt, the response was giving by his sister who was waving a little to over excitedly, "Heeeeeey little bro!" she gestured him to come and Near obeyed, he walked over to her not realizing he forgot his tray on the table of some girls, Natasha (one of those girls) got red and just like Near`s sister she stuck her boobs out and giggled madly, Near bit his lip and wondered why girls are soo abnormally giggly.

Maria waved her for nothing, as soon as he got there she was deeply staring into Matt`s eyes, and although it was hard to guess his expression, Matt didnt look very confortable with having a fifteen year old girl siting on him.

Near twirled his hair and bit his lip, just slightly tasting the blood, either he could go kick Matt`s ass or he could kick Maria`s ass, but his sinned strenght was unfortunatly not enough to even win against a girl, instead he asked the girl next to him what the hell was going on.

"Oh didn`t you know?" She put her hand infront of her lips and raised her eyebrows looking down at Near who wasnt exacly the tallest man in the world.

"Of course I dont know, If I would know I wouldnt be asking this damn question would I?"

The black haired girl huffed and lift her chin, when Near continued staring at her she gave up on her cold shower and answered his question. "Maria and Matt are like totally an item, their initials even match!" she threw her head back and laughed at her own witty comment.

A/N Um, right, hopefully this was interesting enough even thought the plot didnt really move, I also realized there are alot of stupid people in Wammy`s despite it being an orphanage for geniuses.

And good news for myself! One:I am into writing again, updates will go faster.

Two:I got a seven, an eight and nine point twenty five in Spanish exam :P

Three:I got a ten in creative writing, from the hell to the yeah.

Four:I am still alive.

Good day and please review :3